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Small T, "tight" jeans, and vans on his feet. He stands alone. Not one way or the other. . . not claimed by a side. He's mixed. Not white and black mixed. Just not what "they" expected. He tries to be "white", Or at least "they" say that. But really he dares to be him. Not accepted; Though not really rejected. . . but what’s the difference. He states his theory. . . "If you're accepted, then you reject yourself and if not then they reject you" Walking as if CEO of Life, "they" notice his competence. He dares not glance back. All that matters is the ground he walks on. What a blur. Everything meshes and all he sees is a door. Many obstacles lie ahead, but he focuses on this door with a bright beam around it. He's not to sure, but he is almost certain that the one thing he needs is ahead behind the beaming door. He has the end in mind. He is me. . .Life is beauty. Love is precious. Friendship is pure. Faith is neccessary.

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Learning

Learning by: Joshua   Gentle petals falling sideways amidst a shallow wind Enthralled with the beauty of a falling beam of fire I lay captivated by the marvelous appearance of life Happiness cons...
Posted by on Tue, 11 Mar 2008 20:17:00 GMT

My Birthday

Wow. . . there is so much I have to say about today! Though, maybe I should start with a few days ago. I was feeling a little depressed because my birthday was coming up and I wasnt around my friends ...
Posted by on Thu, 21 Feb 2008 23:44:00 GMT

Im Not That Great

People. . . dissapointments. . . synonymous. . . Couldn't we all just go on and on about how people can dissappoint the crap out of us? I mean seriously, every single God-given glorious day some one i...
Posted by on Tue, 15 Jan 2008 20:58:00 GMT

As Simple as a Kite

Today I felt a very strong wind. It was the type of wind pirates probably prayed for when trying to escape the grip of thier enemies. This wind tempted me to a very intense state of nostalgia. It remi...
Posted by on Fri, 28 Dec 2007 12:29:00 GMT

Love and Let Love

Love and Let Love: by josh As the old wooden park bench swings from its rusted chains that strangle life from the decomposing  maple tree. Sap drips as I think of you Warm summers spent together ...
Posted by on Sat, 04 Aug 2007 14:10:00 GMT

Transformation

Transformation: By Josh   I am a seed of Darkness and a child of hate, born into the harsh dread of the city. My humble beginnings were stripped from my fate. I had to work to leave those rugged ...
Posted by on Fri, 13 Jul 2007 06:50:00 GMT

Ode to Apathy

Ode to Apathy : by Josh   I love you though you do not care In front of of you, you do not stare No deed nor work nor gift from me Can change you for you're Apathy   Since you will not be im...
Posted by on Fri, 13 Jul 2007 06:43:00 GMT

All I Need

All I Need: by JoshuaWhen life dissolves to nothing lessThen bitter spiteful nothingnessI'll forget deeds of mothers deadAnd forgive the blood that fathers shedWhen love becomes a memoryA shattered dr...
Posted by on Tue, 17 Apr 2007 12:53:00 GMT

Blindfolded

Blindfolded: by Joshua I see with the Eyes of Soothsayers and know what is to be That's why these Eyes are blinded for I'd rather not be Free Drought and Famine swarm the world, but men still nurture ...
Posted by on Fri, 23 Mar 2007 15:23:00 GMT

And Life Destroyed

And Life Destroyed: by Josh And Life destroyed rebirths a new A Hate so strong a Love so true Ironically Bad comes with Good So when you left solely joy stood   I prayed for help and no one came ...
Posted by on Thu, 15 Mar 2007 10:21:00 GMT