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I'd rather be with people who has big dreams and no money than someone with no dreams and big money. I want friends who are going to push me to my limits and then pull back with a warm hug at the last minute. Truth is, I'm just a nice girl (most of the time) who's looking for some fun and adventure in my life.I'm looking for funny people who can hold me spellbound with a story or make me laugh until I cry, good Christians who not only fascinate me but also bring out the best in me, we push each other to be the greatest people we can be.
My perception of an ideal friendship is complete and utter comfort. I can be myself around you without feeling judged. Fights are rare and when we do get into it, we don't stop talking until we've reached some sort of peace. Unparalleled companionship, unprecedented generosity and unconditional love grant us the foundation for a lasting long-term relationship. What I have learned from past relationships is that laughing is essential. Perfection is impossible. Better to be alone than to be in a bad relationship. If it's worth it, I'll work for it; if it's not, I won't. Don't say anything you'll regret because you can't take it back. Finally, you must expose yourself emotionally -- it's the only way to reap love's greatest rewards.
Red Wine and a Bubble Bath
My last year truly has been a learning and growing experience for me. Do you know the type of people who have that poverbial "list of things to do before I die"?? Well this past year I have spent checking off my list. I don't mean the places to see list, or a list of monetary items to buy but that list that defines who you want to be and when the checks are complete makes you who you have become. After many previous bad relationships, mistakes, and picking myself back up once again I have found myself alone, yet happy with who I have become. If you know me you'll know that I am a single mother who works full time while earning multiple degrees. Although I feel like an eterna-student I am happy with where I am and the decisions I make. One of my goals was be to become not only self-sufficient but comfortable financially or at least stable. With this being said there were monetary things on my list that I have checked off this year that include, buying a new home, a motorcycle, big screen, and a new Springfield .40 along with my CHL.... Ok, ok.... the gun was an impulse buy!! There is a "feel good" factor behind not only succeeding, but excelling. Somewhere beyond the work hours, school credits, and mommy duties I have found what really matters.... I have found myself; and for that I am blessed. If you had asked me a year ago what I wanted my answer would have been to someday find myself where I am today. Today, if you ask me what I wanted this year it would be to find someone to share my life with. I want someone to appreciate who I am, and someone who is as compassionate about me as they are life itself. I want someone to laugh with, love with, and who'se willing to dance under the stars with no music playing except what's playing in our hearts. I want someone willing to take bubble baths with me who doesn't feel like a fool when we make bubble beards together. I want someone else to drive while I sit in the middlle, next to them, just to be near. I want someone who will lay on a blanket in the bed of my truck and listen to some old shool 80's music while we name the stars. I want someone to hold as we lay with the windows open while we watch a good storm. I want a hand to hold while I watch a scary movie and someone willing to tuck me in and keep the light on for me afterward. Is it too much to ask for that person to be the one I want to spend forever with?? The one that I want to be able to look into their eyes and see myself sitting with in years to come from front porch swing while we watch our grandchildren play in the yard....Get more from www.emotionalfool.com