Beckie is ~me~

Polycystic Ovarian Syndrom (POCS) Aware and There.
The corkboard below is for friends to leave pics and stuff for me. I thought it was a cute.

I had a life once. Although, I barely remember it. I spent time with friends. I spent time going places and doing things with my daughter. I enjoyed my life to the fullest. Lately.. not so much. When I do get to spend time with people it is usually what I call hit and runs. I get to stop by for a few minutes before I have to head back home to get whatever I didn't get done finished, or because my daughter HAS to get to bed at a certian time. It sucks, but that's part of parenting. You can not be selfish when you are a parent. The kid has to have their needs met before you do. I'm a mommy. That's what I do. Other times when I actually see an adult who isn't over 50 it's because they found the time to you drop by and chill at really odd hours. LOL! Ain't that a bitch? I still make time for my daughter's girl scout troop. Why? Because it's an activity that my daughter loves. So I'll continue to do it until she don't love it.
I really don't have much of a life at the moment. My grandparens needed a day time care taker. Somehow, I wasw the right person for the job. Anyone who has ever met me knows what a foul mouth I have. It's very hard keeping that and my temper under control with them. I take many long walks into the pasture (Really it's more like an acre and a half of back yard but whatever... there used to be cows there, let them call it what they want.) to keep from hurting my Grandma's feelings. Believe me, sometimes that's really hard. Anyway, I figured since I spend a little over half of each and every day with them they were worth a mention. Maybe a pic too! LOL...
- Get Your Own
There they are, my grandparents. They don't look like handfulls do they? Unfortunately for me they really really are.

I'm sure all the ADHD and OCD in my family spawns from my Grandma. When I am not caring for my grandparents, I'm working with little kids. Elementary age kids. My foul mouth around kids... however do I do it? I have no clue really. I like my job. Talk to a kid and you get a wealth of knowledge from a different perspective. It's interesting to say the least. Work aside, what do I do? Hang with my kid. Clean animal cages... oh yeah, I have tons of animals. I can't seem to tell my kid no when it comes to pets. She got a rabbit, a fish, and four birds for her birthday last year. Two of the birds died. Aww, poor rats with wings. I don't like birds but Ciara adores them. We also have a chicken that I got dumped with but Ciara adores so it hasn't become dinner YET. Pecks me again and I might just have chicken and dumplings soon. We have two long hair chiuauas. Not the little, cute toy dogs that every stupid chick has hanging out of her purse. Although I'd love one, mine are so not it. They are long hairs. Meaning they are small dogs, but the Great Danes of the breed. Cute though... even the ugly one has his cuteness. I spend many a day cleaning cages. It's not the best thing to do on a weekend, but oh well.

What else can I say about me? Let's see..... I am a loud and proud member of the Society for Creative Anachronism which is a medieval reenactment group. While I'm there or at Barony meetings my name is Rayne Peregrine. I have been a member for three years. I love events and when time and money permits... that's where I am. I belong to the Kingdom of Trimaris. Which is almost all of Florida. Vivat Trimaris! Barony of Darkwater is mostly Orlando which is where I live.For more Info on my hobby you can go to SCA.org.

Started taking belly dance classes! LOL! Look for me at a Drum Circle soon! (Or when I feel more comfortable with forward figure 8's. Wow those are hard!

"It does not do to leave a live dragon out of your calculations, if you live near him. J. R. R. Tolkein"

"I became insane with long intervals of horrible sanity." E.A. Poe