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FIRST, AN IMPORTANT NOTE TO VISITORS:You may find that I do not visit my MYSPACE page to check mail, so I do appologise if you find I don't write back to you.You are more likely to reach me at my Flickr page for the present as that is where much of my new photos are. Thanks for your indulgence.You can normally find me at:http://www.flickr.com/photos/beverlycarmichael/NOW, JUST A LITTLE MESSAGE FROM ME:Now, it is my observation that we all struggle to express ourselves and be unique in this evolving cyber world we live in. It's the first period in history that single individuals have ever had to publish themselves for all the world to see.We all want to stand out and be seen as cats with different stripes. But the irony is, in our effort to be different, most of us end up all looking the same.The piercing, the fake blood, the gothic glam, the nuns outfit, its all been done to death and beyond.But what always impresses me is someone who can really break free of the same old, same old, and truly be different. Yet is still able to retain an intrinsic appeal or identity and embodies a style, sensuality, humour and grace that we can still all relate to. Yet we know in our hearts when we see them that they are a real departure from the hum drum mainstream.Just as in the natural world, diversity of life is the basis and foundation of a healthy and expanding human society. This is much more than about just being seen to be different. This is about the philosophical stuggle against mediocrity, the value of humanity and the struggle for human ideas and progress. If you can't be colourful, diverse and original in your own desires and passions, what hope is there for the rest of humanity.The message here is to fearlessly tread your own unique path. Use your own imagination, colour, light and originality, powered by your own passions, needs and desires, to march to the pulsating beat of your own drums. Dare to set your own standards and ideals. Don’t simply settle for someone else’s plan that’s been duplicated a million times before.NOW SOMETHING ABOUT ME:I am a mature married (biological)woman. I am a mother first, and a long term career woman second. I am also a woman who adores the infinite variations of fetish life and the many things associated with it. In my everyday vanilla life I have a legal backgound and my business is in brokering corporate negotiations. Mine is a conservative and demanding profession which imposes a significant restriction on my overall freedom of personal and social expression.I have had a fetish conciousness since I was a young woman. This manifested itself in wanting to be masked and in enjoying tight slinky shiney clothing. My desires developed further as I became more mature and learned more of what this was about. Now this interest it enables me to fully express myself in manner which is delightfully inconsistent with my everyday conservative paralelle vanilla life. It lets me break through the social restrictions, constraints and taboos that are inherant in who I normally am and what I do.My profession is very dependant on how I relate to and interact with a range of very interesting, motivated, privilaged, though highly complex and sensitive people. I routinely deal with these people in very intense, competative and often adversarial situations and circumstances.While I do not suffer fools gladly, I do believe in courtesy, humility, kindness and humanity. On this basis I have a particular distaste and disregard for arrogant fetish women, who believe they are special fetish divas. They feel that just because they dress in latex and have read Proust or Kant, that they are the perfect intellectual being who simply can't be bothered to deal with normal beings. I refuse to countenance such behavior, and if I have time I will talk to anyone who is generous enough to take the trouble to say hello.My intuative skills allow me to operate very effectivly in my professional role, and conversly they enable me to exact exquisite torment, contrition, pain, submission and infinite pleasure in my alternate and parallel fetish world.It's true I am a secret exibitionist. I enjoy dressing and having my photo taken in a variety of fetish dress styles including vintage foundations, leather and rubber. For those interested in these things, I have included in my profile a large number of photos of myself taken since I began to dress this way.Many of my dress ideas are inspired from the dress styles of attractive transgender women.Many transgender women make so much more effort and are often so much more imaginative than many everyday women in how they present themselves to the world. I get so much inspiration from their gorgious style and imaginative dress ideas. I think they are in many ways the true embodiment of what a real woman should be.On the matter of sadosexual inclination, I have a predisposition to be a dominant woman, but I also enjoy being in submission. As for me to be one, I also have to know and understand the other.But in the end, I think all I really am to the men, (and occasional women) who are attracted towards the way I dress, is just a female fetish fantasy. I am just a product of expensive make up, good costumes, nice wigs and a healthy and strong sexuality. But as I have said before, if you saw me in the line at the supermarket checkout, I wouldn't rate a second glance. But if you do like what you see on my pages here, and you did have the opportunity to come home to find me waiting for you looking like that after a hard day at work, well that is a prospect that would have some very interesting ramifications for you. As my dearest darling life partner would be sure to confirm for you! If only I would unbuckle his ball gag and loosen the fastenings on his genital clamp for just a few precious minutes to enable him to do so.