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About Me

Nothing is ever quite understood in life. Me, I don't know honestly. Some people think im okay, some think im a good guy, but I wouldn't hold myself too high. I know im selfish. What I want is for me. I'm not laid back whatsoever - I worry too much, I want too much, and nothing ever goes right. That is my own little world. People come and go, that's something I've accepted. Paranoia is great btw, luv life. Regardless this is me.
What's your inner spirit?

Phoenix
You are free, loyal, and caring. You wish to help all those in need and heal all wounds of those you care about, no matter what the cost.
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To Jade... I want to meet her.. some day I hope I will... I think this video more than speaks for itself

My Blog

Not alright

One, two, three to nineteenA cheerful sight, a horrid night, what I've seenEveryday a birth, everyday a deathand one by one we must acceptThe joy, laughter and smilesinsults, pain for milesWhy does a ...
Posted by on Tue, 06 Oct 2009 09:35:00 GMT

Finding Peace

The night is done nowThis end to all has been foundI know nothing is right anymoreNot now, not in this world so poorI'm not even sure what is humanity?What is right in this place of insanity?It doesn'...
Posted by on Mon, 02 Feb 2009 04:42:00 GMT

Nothing but a Shadow

Silence, the breathing in the darknessIt's a weird feeling being alone, yet notThis darkness, this life, this lotA place here I call homeThis is where it starts, this is being alone~~~~The night outsi...
Posted by on Mon, 19 Jan 2009 04:23:00 GMT

Nothing but a Shadow

The softness, the dark, the moist feel of the air The night here to scare... maybe I follow this path even so cold it is But I can see, even as blind as I may be ~~~~ There's this world I live in with...
Posted by on Mon, 22 Dec 2008 00:32:00 GMT

Thoughts

The days seem long now unsure if this life so dark and foul. This walk is always the same and not knowing if your here or not... There is blame, someone to blame, where to point the finger, but I thin...
Posted by on Mon, 15 Dec 2008 11:30:00 GMT

not but a shadow

Tall, thick darkness, oozing up from below Unsure here, left, right, fast, slow The day is dark, unlit, nothing for a starving darkness My eyes, beautiful blue, closing in blackness And this I see......
Posted by on Mon, 17 Nov 2008 17:53:00 GMT

nothing but a shadow

A dark glimpse in the lightShadows, blood, a horrid sightSee the walls around us, lookFind the table, read the bookSo much of him is there you knowThe colored words, the beautiful flowPlease please pl...
Posted by on Mon, 10 Nov 2008 14:45:00 GMT

Never Perfect

((eh.. this is a new poem.. and it's been a long time since I've written one. I know this one isn't great. I'll just have to get back in the practice.))   Some times from the smallest spark peopl...
Posted by on Thu, 21 Aug 2008 11:10:00 GMT

Our Place

((Again, this one was after Shadow, but before Never Know.))   There's a place, an imaginative placeOur world, our own little spaceThis life of adventure and friendship and all it makesA smile......
Posted by on Thu, 21 Aug 2008 10:27:00 GMT

Shadow

((mm, this poem was before Never Know. It's been on my site and I forgot about it completely. Anyways, here it is.))   Over time and through out life it's always thereA living shadow, a ghost, if...
Posted by on Thu, 21 Aug 2008 10:23:00 GMT