December 6th 2005
Joseph Montemayor & Ricaflor Rogel
I gave you my all from the start, every piece of my heart.
I know that no one will read this, not even you. I don't even know why I am on here. Just want to tell you that I still love you baby. Wherever you go, and whatever you do. You still hold the biggest part of my heart. I miss you so much
We all give things up for the people we love, we all make sacrifices. Mine is to let the one person who ever truly loved & believed in me to walk away from me. We don't get along, & fight on the day to day so tell me why my heart still wants this. I remember being so young, really believing in us, trusting you, you trusting me. I just don't know how you can hurt me & say things so cruel, and I still love you. I just wish you understood, & wish we never said the things we said. Maybe it doesn't mean anything at all. I just know that time will never heal me. & I don't want to go, I want to stay here & hold your hand -- Just be close to you. But I know you're gone for good, you're not in love with me, you're moving on. & maybe someday I'll find it in me to do the same.../3
