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About Me

Well, let's see... My name is Stu. I live in Lakewood, CO. My birthday is September 26th. I was born and raised in New Jersey until I was 10 years old, which is when I moved to Colorado.

First and foremost I am an artist and musician. I have been drawing, painting, etc for as long as I can remember. Don't have many pictures of any of my work, but I'll try to get some up eventually. I've been playing bass guitar for about 9 years and I'm in a local horror punk band called Zombie Roadkill . I also occasionally make solo industrial tunes under the name SYNARCH (it stands for "Synthetic Archetype")

I enjoy being out in nature and studying esoteric spiritual philosophies. I try to read as much as I can but usually find myself not having the time for it. I'm not very big on sports but I love hockey and will play/watch it until the day I die. I also skateboard from time to time, but I wouldn't really call myself a "skater".

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

I would like to meet someone I can connect with in a deeply emotional and spiritual sense. I'm sick and fucking tired of building friendships/relationships on meaningless superficiality.

My Blog

Maybe...

I'm just bitter because I can't party... but I really can't believe how many of my friends are alcoholics. Going out multiple times a week, drinking themselves stupid until they're puking uncontrollab...
Posted by on Fri, 29 May 2009 12:50:00 GMT

Vel Legis

Become Hadit as perpetual motion of willServants few and secret who shall not be stillAs above, so below. All are one as are youYe wander infinite flesh of Nuit. Starry and blueApparition divided for ...
Posted by on Fri, 22 May 2009 04:12:00 GMT

Gates of Gnosis

Kali still her dance as creation ceases destructionThe cycle repeats to remove the only obstructionBefore Aeonic rule of Isis a man is born.Perpetual lamp of wisdom, one not to be scornedMaster of Mas...
Posted by on Fri, 22 May 2009 04:06:00 GMT

Nightscape Manifesto

Through the veil of night, powers emerge of godly might.Once again I feel oddly free as the mountainside beckons me.I still stride towards goals unknown. My curse for that which I cannot atone.For bet...
Posted by on Fri, 22 May 2009 03:52:00 GMT

VNV Nation

You know, its funny... I listen to a lot of different kinds of music. But no matter what mood I'm in, I can always find a VNV Nation song to describe how I'm feeling and what I'm going through. So tha...
Posted by on Sun, 12 Apr 2009 02:31:00 GMT

Knute Listug

So, Knute Listug is the name of my Great Great Great Grandfather. That's as far back as the family tree my Great Aunt Betty sent me goes. So, in trying to find more information on my GGG Grandfather a...
Posted by on Sun, 05 Apr 2009 13:08:00 GMT

For All Those Who Died

For all those who cried aloudBut whose tears were never heardFor questioning one almighty fatherOf a heavenly distanced worldBeloved thee who submitThe holy writings assuredThe golden cross stained wi...
Posted by on Wed, 01 Apr 2009 11:45:00 GMT

So, this is kind of cool...

I was bored today and decided to do some genealogical research. I actually came up with a lot more information than I'd anticipated. Which is cool. Apparently my great-aunt did an entire family tree a...
Posted by on Tue, 31 Mar 2009 16:40:00 GMT

Beloved

I post too many VNV Nation lyrics. It's colder than beforeThe seasons took all they had come forNow winter dances hereIt seems so fitting don't you think?To dress...
Posted by on Sat, 24 Nov 2007 03:39:00 GMT

vnv nation

The will to greatness clouds the mind consumes the senses veils the signs we each are meant to recognize Redeeming graces cast aside enduring oceans new-found promise that the end will never come We ...
Posted by on Tue, 13 Nov 2007 14:55:00 GMT