not everything is always as it seems.
i attend UWM and am majoring in occuptaional therapy. i've never had to put so much work into school before and it's really starting to get to me... but i just have to keep reminding myself it will be worth it in the end. i love to write, dance, sing... and i don't do any of these things nearly enough anymore in my life. my life seems to revolve around school and work. i love going out and having a good time... although i can't go to the bars anymore for a lil while... but that's probably a good thing... keep me out of trouble. umm... there's tons and tons and tons more to know about me... but if you wanna know that bad... just ask!
if I lay here...
if I just lay here...
would you lie with me
and just
forget the world?
even though you're with her
i still feel you in me
and i know when you kiss her
you're wishing it was me
is it insane?
thought you'd be my king
i'd be your queen
it would be complete with a wedding ring
was that just me imagining?
-Alicia Keys-
i hate all these sounds in my head
i don't wanna die
i hate feeling dead
this feeling of dread
i dread this feeling
i hate all the things unsaid
i hate just dealing
i'm exhausted
but i can't sleep
i hate feeling this hate so deep
i just wanna smile
but i hate being fake
feeling like i'm
about
to
b.r.e.a.k.
-Alicia Keys-
sometimes i'm just a pain, and that's the way it is... that's just the way i am.
...and everytime i scratch my nails down someone else's back, i hope you feel it.
a real friend will know by the sound of your voice, by the look on your face, by the way you walk, by the things you do, exactly what kind of day you're having.
believe not only in yourself, but believe in your friends as well, for it is in the eyes of your friends that you discover yourself. mv, jl, cj, lw, ej, as, jj, jg
sometimes i forget how truly wonderful life can be, so... i'm not gonna do that anymore.
sometimes we put up walls, not to keep people out, but to see who cares enough to break them down.
find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot
who calls you back when you hang up on him
who'll lay under the stars and listen to your heartbeat
or will stay awake just to watch you sleep
wait for the guy who kisses your forehead
who wants to show you off to the world
who holds your hand in front of his friends
and thinks you're just as pretty without makeup
one who's constantly reminding you of how much he cares and how lucky he is to have you
the one who turns to his friends and says..."that's her"...
Life isn't about keeping score.
It's not about how many people call you and it's not about whom you've dated, are dating, or haven't dated at all.
It isn't about whom you've kissed, what sport you play, or which guy or girl likes you.
It's not about your shoes, your hair, or the color of your skin or where you live or go to school.
In fact, it's not about grades, money, clothes, or colleges that accept you or not.
Life isn't about if you have lots of friends, or if you are alone, and it's not about how accepted or unaccepted you are.
Life just isn't about that.
But life is about whom you love and whom you hurt.
It's about how you feel about yourself.
It's about trust, happiness, and compassion.
It's about sticking up for your friends and replacing inner hate with love .
Life is about avoiding jealousy, overcoming ignorance, and building confidence.
It's about what you say and what you mean.
It's about seeing people for who they are and not what they have.
Most of all, it is about choosing to use your life to touch someone else's in a way that could never have been achieved otherwise.
These choices are what life's about.
love comes to those who still hope even though they've been disappointed, to those who still believe even though they've been betrayed, to those who still love even though they've been hurt before.
you have to hold her, like the skin on her thigh is your reason for living.
-shall we dance-
every girl wants a prince charming... and while he may be nice and all, i'm thinking i'd rather have a guy that's gonna call at 4am just to say hi, or someone who'll stop by my house after just hanging up the phone because he wants to see how i'm really doing...because i said i was fine, but we both know i'm lying. that guy, that one guy, he may not be prince charming to anybody else... but he'd be
my hero...
my knight in shining armor.
on my knees, i'll ask
last chance for one last dance
'cause with you, i'd withstand
all of hell to hold your hand
i'd give it all
i'd give for us
give anything but i won't give up
'cause you know
you know, you know...
that i love you
and i have loved you all along
and i miss you
been far away for far too long
i keep dreaming you'll be with me
and you'll never go
stop breathing if
i don't see you anymore
As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back.