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About Me

Layout by CoolChaser well hmm...I'm Heather, I'm really into vampires, dark arts, witch craft, I hate church. I love music, mainly SlipKnoT, Cradle of Filth, Senses Fail, etc. I also draw anime, dark things, etc. I hate sunlight most of the time, I prefer to go out around at night. I love the moon and stars, I love nature especially the ocean. I have a facination with blood. I like bondage...or more or less a facination with chains, whips, etc. >.< lol and I act really weird I guess you'd say. My friends think I'm psycho, but they seem very entertained when I'm angry...except when its directed at them. apparently I'm a scary/crazy bitch haha! Anyway, at school, I'm quiet, and people are afraid of me, because I wear all black, have my hair in my face, etc. but MY friends think I'm funny as hell, but say I should smile more. I normally won't unless I'm high on coffee. ^_^ I believe very much that guys should respect girls, and I'm not into the whole abusive crap. if a guy hit me, I'd knock him on his ass. I may be short, but you know I don't back down to anyone who gets in my face. I guess I'm "wise" according to people. I help everyone solve their problems, and give 'em advice. I'm told by adults, that I'm very mature, and understand a lot about life. I believe in reincarnation, and have been told that having a birthmark means you have been reborn. I have 2 of them lol. I love snakes, I like to play video games, I hate spiders. I love black foxes, and I think insects are very interesting. well more later. if you have any questions, message me! I'll answer them I promise. ~Heather~ Resident Evil and Silent Hill all the way!! ..m/

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

I'd like to meet friends. Hopefully people with the same interests as me, but it really doesn't matter. If you can make me laugh, then it's all good lol. nah as long as you're cool to me, then I'll be cool to you.

My Blog

I want to fall off a cliff

god...this week has been horrible....i hate it right now. and now i find out my gram is in the hospital? that's just fucking great. idk how much more fucking shit i can take....sometimes i just ...
Posted by on Mon, 14 Jan 2008 15:29:00 GMT

my feelings

-sigh- right now im just tired of life...and i feel so depressed, and i just wish i could cry it all out, but i have no shoulder to lean on, and so i hold it all in.....im confused, and don't kn...
Posted by on Tue, 04 Dec 2007 16:19:00 GMT

blah

Mmm...nothing new today....here's the lyrics to my fav cradle of filth song: Lead to the riverMidsummer, I wavedA 'V' of black swansOn with hope to the graveAll through Red SeptemberWith skies f...
Posted by on Fri, 23 Nov 2007 19:08:00 GMT

inside my mind

argh! I'm so confused right now about so many things. My ove life is really getting to me, relationships don't seem to work for me, and I feel alone. My home life is crap. and I'm so...
Posted by on Thu, 12 Jul 2007 01:11:00 GMT

another one..............

One Last Word Hey Baby, what have you done? What did you keep from me? Don't Answer...I know already.. You weren't honest... Why do I even bother caring? I use to think I knew you... It appears that i...
Posted by on Mon, 21 May 2007 15:12:00 GMT

Another one for today

Broken Wing I feel like a bird... with a broken wing. You had helped me soar... the shot me down again... Now I'm wounded... Left on the ground What Now?! Will you kick me when I'm down?! Throw salt i...
Posted by on Mon, 21 May 2007 15:04:00 GMT

A poem I wrote for my feelings today...

That Day Of Pain Feeling alone, waiting here Wondering what it is I fear... You hid a great secret from mw... A great one indeed So in my note it will read how you led me on... How you brought me down...
Posted by on Mon, 21 May 2007 14:53:00 GMT

a poem i found online...

Pain's Cost My eyes turn white, I am dead No more tears in my eyes to shed A letter in my lifeless cold hand The world of pain I cannot stand Empty pill bottles are on the floor All the tomorrows are ...
Posted by on Mon, 21 May 2007 14:48:00 GMT

something i wrote describing how i feel now

My Room thinking alone in my room... wondering why I want to be with you... I should find someone...different You don't want me...but I need you Crying alone wishing to be with you... Open my eyes to ...
Posted by on Thu, 10 May 2007 16:52:00 GMT

Feelings

Hm.....My day has been...irritating. I hate certain things about my life right now....won't go into detail, just wish i could tell someone something....tired of having people bug me....tired of ...
Posted by on Mon, 16 Apr 2007 17:42:00 GMT