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About Me

& just when i think i'll never feel whole again.
it took me this long to realize
i love you, i always have, and i always will.
ily, baby!
November 18, 1991 at 11:04 p.m.:
Charm, Child, Originator, Perfectionist, Enigma,
Imagination, Ruler, Determination, Intensity.
My name is
Brenda Kay Wickham.
& i miss jace more than anything.
Many people enjoy calling me:
• Squishy
• Brenda-Over
• Fuckin' Brenda!
Call me whatever the hell you wanna call me.
"I believe whatever doesn't kill you, simply makes you... stranger."
I'm 17 and you may or may not be able to tell when you talk to me.
My best friend lives in Vegas and I miss her like crazy. No one could ever replace her.
I have an amazing boyfriend who I love with all my heart. ♥ since 10.05.08 ♥
I'm a senior at EHS, but my heart remains in Eureka.
I'm a stoner.
The only thing I'm good at is writing. I'm okay with that :]
It's what I spend the majority of my time doing currently.
I also watch iCarly religiously.
I'm obsessed with Green Day - been a diehard fan since 2005.
Tré Cool and Lucille Ball are my idols.<3
I'm sarcastic so much it often times gets me in trouble.
& I really don't care about much at all, which also gets me in trouble sometimes.
Wanna know something else? Just ask.
there are nights
when i bump into strangers
on empty streets;
where i need you to take my hair
in your fist
or a car to hit me.
anything.

What I learned in boating school is

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or i won't reply)

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“The tongue may be an unruly member –
But silence poisons the soul.”

–"Dorcas Gustine", Spoon River Anthology
"i'll tell you the worst in me, and try to give you the best of me...
because... you don't deserve any less."

[ reflections of a skyline ]
i love you.

Get Your Own! Manage
..

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

I've already met my other half.<3
[ ♥ 10.05.08 ♥ ]
I'd like to meet more girls that I can stand
and more boys that crack me up.
Some more rad-as-hell stoners.
More of the kids who are themselves,
and who don't take shit from anyone,
or give a fuck about what others think.
Someone that needs me as much as I need them,
& that will never leave me.
I just love meeting new people
So give me a chance.
i just don't want to be alone.

[one down, Tré Cool to go.]

& jesus christ.<3

This is my nephew and guardian angel, Tylar.
One day, he and I will meet again,
and we'll play House and eat Jell-O all day long.
God, I miss this boy...
"And I will see you someday again in the clouds."

R.I.P.
Tylar Dee Brown
April 28th, 1998 - March 10, 2002

♥R.I.P.♥

† Jayne Knight - 10.31.03
† Lloyd Wherrell - 5.14.04
† Elizabeth Wherrell - 10.18.04
† Mikie Colonnese - 6.11.07
† Rachel Yost - 7.15.07
† Jace Ross<3 - 6.20.08
† Mr. Ford - 9.24.08
† Bayleigh Stovall - 3.10.09

"mad girl's love song"
sylvia plath


I shut my eyes and all the world drops dead;
I lift my lids and all is born again.
(I think I made you up inside my head.)

The stars go waltzing out in blue and red,
And arbitrary blackness gallops in:
I shut my eyes and all the world drops dead.

I dreamed that you bewitched me into bed
And sung me moon-struck, kissed me quite insane.
(I think I made you up inside my head.)

God topples from the sky, hell's fires fade:
Exit seraphim and Satan's men:
I shut my eyes and all the world drops dead.

I fancied you'd return the way you said,
But I grow old and I forget your name.
(I think I made you up inside my head.)

I should have loved a thunderbird instead;
At least when spring comes they roar back again.
I shut my eyes and all the world drops dead.
(I think I made you up inside my head.)



"One and one DOES make three!" -Doug Herman


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