update...bye bye benning |
oy...
found out today that ron's schooling is 10months long and it begins around the time that i'm due...and they're not sure if they can push it back a week or two...so...it is possible that ron won'... Posted by *Ria* gonna be a mommy soon on Fri, 30 May 2008 03:24:00 PST |
Amanda |
really now...how many times do i have to tell you to fuck off? i thought i made it very clear to you that i didn't want anything to do with you. but obviously, you think that i am playing games or som... Posted by *Ria* gonna be a mommy soon on Sun, 20 Jan 2008 12:14:00 PST |
to my favorite people (in ny) |
this year is almost over with...so i thought i would leave all of my favorite people messages on here.just look for your name and read what is next to it.
Ron: We have been married for over a year now... Posted by *Ria* gonna be a mommy soon on Tue, 04 Dec 2007 11:42:00 PST |
Miscarriage |
the title speaks for itself...this is painful; emotionally and physically......and the bleeding isn't the most pleasant thing either...... Posted by *Ria* gonna be a mommy soon on Tue, 05 Jun 2007 08:17:00 PST |
Random Poems |
A Christmas Wish (by me in like 2003/4)I sit by my window, and watch for your car... You seem so distant; and oh-so-far. I listen for your voice, and hope to hear your call... I wait outside; in the s... Posted by *Ria* gonna be a mommy soon on Tue, 13 Feb 2007 03:51:00 PST |
Reality |
It is never an easy thing to do; telling someone that your love is gone, or that you don't feel the way they do about you...I am not the type of person who followed along with the "popular" snobby ric... Posted by *Ria* gonna be a mommy soon on Sun, 11 Feb 2007 08:19:00 PST |
More randomness.... |
The sound of your voicerings in my head...I cover my ears;hoping to drown out the sound...I close my eyes...only to see your face...Haunting my dreams-you're everywhere.It was so long ago;it seems...W... Posted by *Ria* gonna be a mommy soon on Fri, 09 Feb 2007 11:09:00 PST |
I will forget what we were!!!! |
I look through my photo album;I think of the past...my heart breaksas i think of all the drama...
Tears that i've cried;my heart filled with lies...my spirit broken;and my emotions tainted...
The past... Posted by *Ria* gonna be a mommy soon on Fri, 12 May 2006 08:21:00 PST |
The meaning of life |
Breaking away...when is the right time? When is the right time to go down your own path? Life today is so confusing...why is that? Why does it take so much effort and pain to find the path that we are... Posted by *Ria* gonna be a mommy soon on Mon, 08 May 2006 06:00:00 PST |
Am I a failure? I had to get this all out!!! |
Do you ever feel like a complete failure? I have felt like one, since...ya know?...I don't even know...I lost track...I guess it's been ever since Anthony....The summer of 2004, led me to dating this ... Posted by *Ria* gonna be a mommy soon on Sun, 07 May 2006 08:20:00 PST |