im tired of this bullshit. come n home everyday to the same ol bullshit. trying da get on my feet, stand up on my own but of all this is just bullshit. school drugs and girlfriends its all just bullshit. how the fuck am i suspose to be strong rite now when the only thing i depend on is straight bullshit. im a fuck up do bad things. but if u were me and i was u...u might understand all the bullshit. u do it to get back at me or i guess to piss me off. thats all just some more bullshit. im try n da make things better but when we try n move forward u bring me back down .. now thats bullshit. u know i need u. u know whats blows me the most. then y fuck around and do stuff that makes me just think ur bullshit.my life is bullshit. my dreams my goals are all bullshit. i cant do this all on my own. but how am i suspose to even try when ur not helping me. so pretty much my life is bullshit.