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Don't Assume That I Give A Shit

About Me

I think life's too short to always be planning & plotting ur future. Right now im kinda in a fuck everything mode. I dont care what anyone thinks of me or the way i do things. Give me time n maybe i'll change my mind.
Im convinced that i know myself better than most people know themselves. I know when i care even if act like i dont. I always need my freedom. Anyone who gets in my way of that will be pushed aside. I take risks that i know i shouldnt cuz i believe that one way or another things will always work themselves out. If by chance they dont i'll always figure out a way to make them work for me.
almost always look past/ignore the bad in a person/situation and focus on the positive side of it. I know that to be able to appreciate me you have to be willing to do the same.
I like to have fun, act stupid, be childish, feel reckless, laugh at everything, get caught in a moment, break free, love life, kill time, speak honestly, experience 4 the 1st time.
I LOVE BEIN ME.
COMMENT
I AM...................... OPTIMISTIC when it comes to life. PROTECTIVE when it comes to my family. MEAN when i like someone in that childlike way. STRONG when i am needed. STRAIGHT-FOWARD when am i not? LOST when i feel hopeless. LOUD when i am excited. AGGRESSIVE when i am angry. ENTRALLED when im interested in someone. PENSIVE when i have lost a loved one. JUSTIFIED when im doubted and i prove myself right. PASSIVE when i know its not worth the fight. LAZY when i can be. CALCULATING when i know every word will count. EXAGGERATIVE when im telling a story to make u laugh. APPRECIATED when someone takes the time to say thank you. RESPONSIBLE when it comes to what is important. HURT when its at the hands of someone i care about. COMPETITIVE when the competition will push my limits. VENGEFUL when someone crosses my line. SCARED when i cant figure out a way. HAPPY when i can be myself. MISJUDGED when someone sees me as unintelligent. UNCONTROLLABLE when im infuriated. ATHLETIC when i was a pitcher. MOODY when i just want to be left alone. BEFRIENDED when someone comes along that isnt fake. NOSTALGIC when it comes to my childhood. FORGIVING when i realize you're truly sorry.
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My Interests

Sagittarius

You are fun loving and independent, and you don’t like any of your partners to get in the way of that. You enjoy having a lot of flings and short term relationships because you get bored in a long term one. In bed you are demanding of your partner. You want to have hot sex all of the time. You also like to experiment sexually, with different positions and fantasies. Sex matches: Aries, Leo, Libra
Your Five Factor Personality Profile
Extroversion:

You have medium extroversion.
You're not the life of the party, but you do show up for the party.
Sometimes you are full of energy and open to new social experiences.
But you also need to hibernate and enjoy your "down time."

Conscientiousness:

You have medium conscientiousness.
You're generally good at balancing work and play.
When you need to buckle down, you can usually get tasks done.
But you've been known to goof off when you know you can get away with it.

Agreeableness:

You have medium agreeableness.
You're generally a friendly and trusting person.
But you also have a healthy dose of cynicism.
You get along well with others, as long as they play fair.

Neuroticism:

You have low neuroticism.
You are very emotionally stable and mentally together.
Only the greatest setbacks upset you, and you bounce back quickly.
Overall, you are typically calm and relaxed - making others feel secure.

Openness to experience:

Your openness to new experiences is high.
In life, you tend to be an early adopter of all new things and ideas.
You'll try almost anything interesting, and you're constantly pushing your own limits.
A great connoisseir of art and beauty, you can find the positive side of almost anything.Make A Quiz Grab Code

Some of the things i like to do include: drinking, going out, listening to lots of music, going to concerts, crowd surfing in my skinny days, laughing hysterically, hitting line drives, pitching a fastball, driving fast, flying kites at night, playing video games, watching lightning storms, completely makin somethin up to see who will believe it, shooting pool, losing myself in someone's eyes, making funny noises, whistling, scratching my butt, writing on post-it notes, impersonating people i know, making faces at babies, popping my gum, screaming as loud as i can, biting my nails, pinching people, shopping, wrapping gifts, pretending i know everything. Basically i enjoy annoying the shit out of people! I always want to do something i've never done before.

I'd like to meet:

I met Justin Furstenfeld of Blue October when their FOILED CD was released. Its definitely my favorite autograph. I also met Gwen Stefani & Tony Kanal of No Doubt backstage about 5yrs ago & Amy Lee of Evanescense about 3yrs ago. I would still love to meet GAVIN ROSEDALE of Institute, formerly of Bush.I wouldnt mind meeting.................

Music:



PREFERABLY ALTERNATIVE BUT REALLY ANYTHING GOOD.... These are bands i've seen rather than like: blue october, the cure, smashing pumpkins, linkin park, foo fighters, hoobastank, chevelle, bush, no doubt, the killers,(burden brothers & toadies),korn, marilyn manson, staind, third eye blind, blink 182, alanis morissette,lifehouse, interpol, nsync, live, avril lavigne, disturbed, course of nature, mxpx, story of the year, orgy, shakira, bowling for soup, breaking benjamin, trapt, seether, lit, jewel, paula cole, three days grace, evanescence, saliva, garbage, oleander, the fags, fuel, incubus, splender, remy zero, papa roach, good charlotte, new found glory, sarah mclachlan, matchbox twenty, our lady peace, john mayer, paul oakenfold, armin van buuren, elida y avante, nickelback, transplants, huver, d12, edwain mccain, unwritten law, zac malloy(of the nixons), ryan cabrera, all american rejects, weezer, distillers, diesel boy, disturbed, shelly lares,richard humptyvision, la mafia, ryan adams, flogging molly, my chemical romance, AFI, muse, the vanished, finger 11, default, 3 doors down, puddle of mudd, M.I.A., Radiohead (and about half of these 2 or more Xs) Plus countless local acts when i spent every weekend in Deep Ellum.

Movies:


ANYTHING INDEPENDANT. Lost & Delirious, Spun, Raising Victor Vargas, In America, KIDS, The Pianist, Trainspotting, Pieces of April, Riding in Cars with Boys, Monster, Fahrenheit 9/11, Bowling for Columbine, The Notebook, 21 Grams, Party Monster, The Life of David Gale, Cold Mountain, Whats Eating Gilbert Grape, Pulp Fiction, Requiem for a Dream, Blow, Finding Neverland, Inventing the Abbotts, Thirteen, Ray, Schindler's List, Gladiator, Walk the Line, Romeo & Juliet, A League of Their Own, Super Size Me, Twister, Napolean Dynamite, Manic, Girl Interupted, Million Dollar Baby, GirlFight ,Waynes World, Signs, Dogma, Chasing Amy, Matrix, Finding Nemo, Simon Birch, Goonies, Nobody Knows, Little Miss Sunshine, Illusionist, Thank You For Smoking, Crash, American History X, Gia, Pursuit Of Happiness, Beerfest, Children of Men, Quinceanera, Almost Famous, The Holiday, Babel, Closer, Sicko, Brokeback Mountain, Real Women Have Curves, Magdalene Sisters, Superbad, Juno, Atonement, Into the Wild, Bonnie & Clyde, Rocket Science, Bee Movie, Kite Runner, We Own the Night.

Television:



I LOVE LOST. Its my new addiction. The L-WORD & Queer As Folk. I like stuff like CSI & homo home improvement shows. Cant forget Intervention. True Life I Have Tourette's i can watch over & over. lol

Books:

I have a short attention span. So i usually dont finish anything i pick up unless its really interesting. I enjoyed The Davinci Code, Angels & Demons, Bread Givers, & have always loved The Giver.

Heroes:

PEOPLE WHO LOVE TO BE THEMSELVES

My Blog

Morrissey.....WTF?

i went to the morrissey show last nite. if u dont know who that is he's from the former Smiths. if u dont know who they are then.......... oh well. "You shut your mouthhow can you sayI go about things...
Posted by )\/(!<#3//3 on Sat, 26 May 2007 03:09:00 PST

EDGEFEST XVI

Ok. I missed last year's edgefest, so im excited to be goin to this years show. Actually, i haven't been to any concerts in almost a year. This one should be a really good one to make up for the lost ...
Posted by )\/(!<#3//3 on Wed, 28 Feb 2007 09:29:00 PST

IQ test

i thought i'd be a little smarter, but maybe not. another IQ test confirmed the result of 135. i think i'll take an official test now. Your Intellectual Type is Visual Mathematician. This mean...
Posted by )\/(!<#3//3 on Wed, 06 Dec 2006 10:05:00 PST

Giving A Little Thanks

its that time of year again. everybody takes vacation....gets together and makes a whole lotta food......eats way too much....watches some football....then eats some more....and if u havent had enough...
Posted by )\/(!<#3//3 on Sat, 18 Nov 2006 04:17:00 PST

Kill the Kitty

ok. so my brother has this cat that he kinda calls his because she used to be mine. because of the fact that i hate her and have since as long as i can remember he kinda just sticks up for the little ...
Posted by )\/(!<#3//3 on Thu, 26 Oct 2006 07:42:00 PST

NEVER AGAIN

Diana, you fucking asshole! You scared the shit out of me!! so i let my sister drive my car to the store because i refused to drive there in my brothers jacked up car. my sister's a decent driver...
Posted by )\/(!<#3//3 on Thu, 20 Jul 2006 08:02:00 PST

Im Fat

in case you hadn't noticed...im fat. it's been three years of being fat and u know what? it sucks ass. in this long period of time, i've come to realize that alot of things could happen to me as ...
Posted by )\/(!<#3//3 on Sat, 10 Jun 2006 07:11:00 PST

speeding tickets suck ass

going through my checkbook earlier i fumble across my ticket from friday. i guess it's a good thing because i forgot all about it. and last time i forgot about a ticket an Irving police officer s...
Posted by )\/(!<#3//3 on Mon, 15 May 2006 05:17:00 PST

the show was really good

so the blue october show was yesterday and i had really been lookin forward to it for like 2 months. so all day im thinkin, we have to get there early since its a gen admin show. did we get there earl...
Posted by )\/(!<#3//3 on Mon, 24 Apr 2006 10:52:00 PST