I love the way it rains in the morning when the sun begins rising, I love the simplicity of darkness, I love the silence of black and white photography, I love the sound of an acoustic guitar, I like the taste of ice cream, I love remembering better times, I love the feeling of being loved, I like singing when no one is around, I like the way the stars take my breath away everytime I gaze at them, I like the feeling of sleeping in on the weekends, I like randomly wearing fishnets, I love the feeling of being emersed in music and not having to think about anything else, I love the rain that hits my rooftop, I love the way others smile, I love those random text messages on my phone, I love the feeling of hugs, I love the simple things in life that make a bad day so much better than it seems, I love company but rarely show it. Sometimes things I want to say are never spoken. Sometimes life slips below my feet like a sudden rush, a hurricane of moving people and changing walls, falling around me. A Chilling rain, piercing my soul. Flying like a thousand silver bullets. Never certain of when to close my eyes, and when to open them. Sometimes only dreaming isin't enough, and sometimes it's everything. Sometimes I feel like I was all I ever had. I play piano, I love playing alone most of all, one note after the other, ringing through my head, the singing of angels spoken in a riddle of keys, here is my heart that cries out, here without lyrics does my heart speak in words of music, nothing else pulling me away. What to love, what not to love - harder to ignore the things around us as we follow the sound of our leader. What not to say, step by step guide on how to live, how to push away who we were for a standardized personality. Sometimes there is only the promise of tommarrow. What else is there but the pulse of time running though my fingers, slipping through my feet, and the gashes of yesterday foretold, always in my mind though it fades like worn jeans. The sound of my voice, there to break this silence in a drowning of thoughts. No one can hear me now.
I live on the island of Hawaii. graduated from a small christian school, Im going to attend the UHH in the fall and for all of next year. I deeply enjoy asthetic things like art, which to me can come in unlimited forms and expressions. I practice photography and graphic design, I also draw on occasion; just because. I play classical piano and I stay active in martial arts. I read scripture and poetry often, almost as often as I log into my computer. I listen to music whenever I can, I have a fairly wide range of tastes. I enjoy anything from nordic metal, gothic theatre opera, classic rock, drum and bass, electronica, classical piano, metal, industrial, celtic, some reggae, acoustic. I love to get out and go to raves, band shows and parties. Huggle bunnies, kitties, cemetaries, my nikon, roses, fire, sharpies, lava lamps, care bears, lolita clothing, Lenore, corsets, piercings, boys, candy, food, and summer break. These are basic facts about me. To really get to know me you'd have to do more than read a brief paragraph on a myspace profile. I disabled my blog link because people enjoy spying on me and I decided I like it to myself anyway. Also, anything I put on my myspace is my decision, and not my schools for fear of hurting their reputation. I take full credit for it along with my layout design. For now thank you for visiting, and farewell.
