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Poh

One day i am going to grow wings

About Me

home bad calamitous dark dejecting deplorable depressing disastrous discomposing discouraging disheartening dismal dispiriting dreary funereal grave grievous hapless heart-rending joyless lachrymose lamentable lugubrious melancholic miserable moving oppressive pathetic pitiable pitiful poignant regrettable saddening serious shabby sorry tear-jerking tearful tragic unfortunate unhappy unsatisfactory upsetting wretched abominable amiss atrocious awful bad news beastly blah bottom out bummer careless cheap cheesy crappy cruddy crummy defective deficient diddly dissatisfactory downer dreadful erroneous fallacious faulty garbage god-awful gross grungy icky imperfect inadequate incorrect inferior junky lousy not good off poor raunchy rough sad scuzzy sleazeball sleazy slipshod stinking browse substandard synthetic the pits unacceptable unsatisfactory bad bleeding blue blue funk bummed out cast down crestfallen crummy dejected despondent destroyed disconsolate dispirited down downcast downhearted dragged fed up glum grim hurting in pain let down low low down low-spirited lugubrious melancholy moody morose pessimistic ripped sad sob story spiritless taken down torn up unhappy weeper woebegone hollow indented pushed down recessed set back sunken abandoned apart batching it by itself companionless deserted desolate detached forlorn forsaken mail friendless hermit in solitary individual isolated lone lonely lonesome onliest only shag single sole solitary solo stag traveling light unaccompanied unaided unassisted unattached unattended unescorted unmarried widowed alone cast aside cast away cast off deserted discarded dissipated dropped eliminated empty forgotten why do i feel so alone? why do i feel so alone? why do i feel so alone? why do i feel so alone? forsaken friendless given up jilted left left alone left behind neglected outcast passed up pigeonholed rejected relinquished shunned side-tracked sidelined stranded unoccupied vacant vacated abashed aghast alarmed anxious apprehensive aroused blanched cowardly cowed daunted discouraged disheartened dismayed distressed disturbed faint-hearted frightened frozen horrified in awe intimidated nervous panic-stricken perplexed perturbed petrified rattled run scared scared scared stiff shocked spooked startled stunned suspicious terrified terror-stricken timid timorous trembling upset worried abandoned alone apart bummed out by oneself my pictures comfortless companionless deserted desolate destitute disconsolate down empty estranged forsaken friendless godforsaken homeless isolated left lone lonesome outcast reclusive rejected renounced secluded single solitary troglodytic unattended unbefriended uncherished unsocial withdrawn black cheerless comfortless dark discouraging disheartening dismal drear dreary funereal gloomy grim hard harsh hopeless joyless lonely melancholy oppressive sad somber unpromising aching aggrieved agonized battered bleedin' bruised buffeted bunged up burned busted up* contused crushed cut damaged disfigured distressed disturbed grazed harmed hit impaired in pain indignant why do i ruin everything? why do i ruin everything? why do i ruin everything? why do i ruin everything? why do i ruin everything? lacerated marred mauled miffed mutilated nicked offended pained piqued put away resentful rueful sad scarred scraped scratched screwed up shook shot sore stricken struck suffering send me a message tender tortured umbrageous unhappy warped wounded zinged abasement breakdown capitulation collapse death degradation destruction diminution disaster dive downfall drop failure humiliation loss overthrow resignation ruin surrender tumble abasement breakdown capitulation collapse death degradation destruction diminution disaster dive downfall drop failure humiliation loss overthrow resignation ruin surrender tumble bedevilled bewitched condemned convicted cursed cut down damned dead duck* dead meat destroyed done done for* fated foreordained ill-fated ill-omened lost luckless menaced overthrown overwhelmed predestined reprobate ruined sentenced star-crossed sunk suppressed threatened thrown down undone unfortunate unredeemed wrecked back down be casualty be destroyed be killed be lost be taken bend capitulate defer to die drop eat dirt* give in give up give way go down go under lie down obey perish resign slump submit succumb yield bawl bawling bewailing blubber blubbering howl howling keening lament lamentation mourning snivel sniveling sob sobbing sorrowing tears the blues wailing weep whimpering yowl it hurts it hurts it hurts it hurts it hurts it hurts it hurts it hurts it hurts it hurts really bad afraid anxious apprehensive choked diffident hesitant jumpy questioning shaky touchy troubled unassured unconfident unpoised unsure uptight vague it hurts it hurts

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My Blog

misquoted quote

"There is no good or bad, only thought makes it so." OK - i just heard this quote and yet i’ve blogged before about the very same thing.  I now feel as though Bill Shakespear (aka william a...
Posted by Poh on Tue, 08 Apr 2008 10:50:00 PST

*sigh*

Last nite was horrible.  I haven't been so sad in so very long.  I feel like I've lost everything and that it's my fault.  I hold myself responsible for so many things and it always jus...
Posted by Poh on Thu, 31 Jan 2008 06:59:00 PST

a

I find myself longing for new beginnings sometimes.  A chance to undo what i've done and a chance to go back and go the other way.  Sometimes a path you go down eats time, it eats in the mos...
Posted by Poh on Wed, 04 Apr 2007 09:47:00 PST

likeless

I like things less.  Less than i used to.  Which makes me wonder what is then and what is now.  Both i am just who i am.  It all makes me wonder what if there was no then and now b...
Posted by Poh on Fri, 12 Jan 2007 11:22:00 PST

a hole in the heart of heaven

i'd like to cut a hole in the heart of heaven so i could watch the angels slip down to earth.  I'd like to shoot a message in a bottle at a dark hole so i could have nothing come back in return.&...
Posted by Poh on Thu, 21 Dec 2006 09:02:00 PST

so...

It's been a while.  I haven't really posted on this site much, written to very many people... or for that matter really had any interest in living a myspace life at all.  Anyway, sorry to an...
Posted by Poh on Tue, 19 Dec 2006 07:07:00 PST

pickles

There is a certain green food we all know and love.   Even if you don't love the taste, you hold a special place in your heart for the pickle.  Maybe it's its aluring  name or it's...
Posted by Poh on Mon, 18 Dec 2006 04:27:00 PST

small circles at the stack and the heap

small circles.  I'm drawing small circles around small problems.  after i'll draw a box around the circles, tape up the box and ship it to someone.  after they receive it they'll open i...
Posted by Poh on Tue, 03 Oct 2006 04:50:00 PST

a whole new reason to die

tee hee... money will be the death of me.  tee hee money will be the death of me. tee hee... money will be the death of me... tee hee?  Have you ever met a real winner?  Like -- to you,...
Posted by Poh on Wed, 27 Sep 2006 01:18:00 PST

352 a.m.

    and i have been tossing and turning for hours.  i can't sleep and i have to get up at 645.... this sucks.... bad.
Posted by Poh on Mon, 07 Aug 2006 12:53:00 PST