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tristan

I am here for Dating, Serious Relationships, Friends and Networking

About Me

my motivation is my only limitation. dont mistake my kindness for weakness. im a bit of a pushover, and im trying not to let people take advantage of me.what do you expect in return?
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My Interests

If I feel it, I feel it,
If I don't, I dont.
If it ain't really real then I probably wont.school, work, programming, basketball, drawing, painting, conceptualizing, using both sides of my brain, meaning what i say, dancing, wasting time away, drinking, partying, barbeques, friends, colors, markers, designs and patterns, hoodies, dress shirts, hot ties, fresh kicks, matching, ny, gettin in my quality time, believing im an individual, pondering, maps, doing what i want to do, letting others know how i feel about them, wondering what im doing

I'd like to meet:

when you stop searching is when you find what you want... it sucks.

Music:

Your White Tee, Well To Me, Looks Like A Nightgown Make Ya Mama Proud Take That Thing Two Sizes Down Then You Look Like The Man That You Are Or What You Could Be I Could Give A Damn 'bout Your Car But Then That Would Be If It Was Considered A Classic Before The Drastic Change In Production When Cars Were Metal Instead Of Plastic Value Is Wat I'm Talkin About Take Two Of These And Walk It Out You Be The Reason They Talk It Out You Cant Be The King In The Parkin Lot Forever Not Sayin I'm The Best But Till They Find Sumthin Better I Am Here No Fear Right Me A Letter 'till Then I Walk It Out

Movies:

donnie darko, a bronx tale, wet hot american summer, carlito's way, dark city, reservoir dogs, unforgiven, punch-drunk love, out of sight, in the mood for love, animal house, fargo, dumb and dumber, chasing amy, airplane, american beauty, american history x, barton fink, being john malcovich, city of god, crouching tiger hidden draggon, dr. strangelove, eternal sunshine of the spotless mind, kill bill vol 1, lost in translation, miller's crossing, office space, pulp fiction, revenge of the nerds, say anything, shakespeare in love, talk to her, terminators 1 and 2, the blues brothers, the good the bad and the ugly, the matrix, the pianist, the princess bride, royal tenenbaums, usual suspects, three kings, trainspotting, 28 days later, snatch, amelie, dirty pretty things, kiss of the dragon, fist of legend. hella eclectic.

Television:

CHAPPELLE'S SHOW! JEOPARDY! family guy, simpsons, futurama, that 70's show.

Books:

lets see... the old man and the sea. hemingway - in our time. the beach. the tesseract. ishmael. my ishmael. things fall apart. fahrenheit 451. woody allen - Without Feathers, Side Effects, and Getting Even. always running. the funhouse mirror. no more prisons. bomb the subrurbs. to kill a mocking bird. of mice and men. roald dahl - 10 short stories. into thin air. animal farm. the catcher in the rye. the simpsons and philosophy (haha). democracy for the few. do i dare even add all the ones i read this year? shakespeare - measure for measure, much ado about nothing, the merchant of venice, as you like it, taming of the shrew, all's well that ends well, twelfth night, winter's tale, king richard III, parts one and two of King Henry IV, coriolanus, jujius ceasar, macbeth, hamlet, othello, antony and cleopatra (total of 18 shakespeare plays) and many more...

Heroes:

anyone who's been to the edge and back

My Blog

sick and tired

i know what i want. and this isnt it. ive been looking for it for a while now, and have yet to find it. in the meantime im fucking up because i need to be loved. i need to be touched, and cared for. a...
Posted by tristan on Tue, 12 Sep 2006 02:53:00 PST

Regrets

I regret many of the decisions I've made.I regret some things because of other people's actions.I regret some things not happening out of chance.I regret not being strong enough to prevent some things...
Posted by tristan on Fri, 14 Jul 2006 11:28:00 PST

A Story

I was playing basketball the other day at greenlake with a bunchof dudes. I got a steal and made a breakaway... all alone going to the hoop. I jumped as high as i could, got my hand, wrist, the ball a...
Posted by tristan on Fri, 14 Jul 2006 11:10:00 PST

Sometimes

Sometimes good just isnt good enoughSometimes evil will get you evenSometimes nothin feels better than to feel badSometimes a friend's all you need to get bySometimes life doesnt seem to go on without...
Posted by tristan on Tue, 04 Jul 2006 10:12:00 PST

o brother, where art thou?

what the hell is up with all my best friends at sarah lawrence leaving to go do something else? freshmen year best friend, gone. soph first semester best friend transfered, soph second semester best f...
Posted by tristan on Sun, 02 Jul 2006 07:46:00 PST

LGA to SEA

so livin in new york is dope and all, and i love seattle to death. but the double life sucks a big bunch of dick.i miss my ny homies.in ny i miss seattle and my seattle homies.i have to put relationsh...
Posted by tristan on Thu, 29 Jun 2006 06:23:00 PST

a note to my friends

if you're not gonna call me, thats fine, just DONT SAY YOU'RE GOING TO.
Posted by tristan on Mon, 26 Jun 2006 12:11:00 PST

either you're down with me or not, baby. whats the deal?

my stomachs been quisy for about two weeks now. i feel like some things are falling apart. relationships, plans, myself. i suppose i had very different expectations for this summer, but i should have ...
Posted by tristan on Sun, 25 Jun 2006 09:45:00 PST

wanna know what i think? too fuckin bad

i've spent a lot of time thinking. and see i figure that i've found 3 absolute truths. 1) Shit happens. 2) Be happy. Why would you ever want to feel bad? 3) The meaning of life lies behind the people ...
Posted by tristan on Wed, 14 Sep 2005 11:21:00 PST

to all the important people in my life. you should know who you are.

strugglin's just a part of my day, many obstacles have been placed in my way, i know the only reason that i make it through is because i never stopped believin in you, some people wonder why...
Posted by tristan on Tue, 23 Aug 2005 09:31:00 PST