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Lost. Hurt. Found. Lost.

Feeling unloved and unwanted.

About Me



I HAVE CHOSEN THE WAY OF TRUTH

Wake up. Love Jesus. Sleep. Repeat.

By the way, Sarra Walker is my twin. Not yours. Mine. 3

My Interests

Christ. Love. Intelligence. Music. Psychology. Photography. Driving. Travelling. Television. Friends. Sociology. Telephones. Philosophy. Deep conversations. Paradoxes. Life.

I'd like to meet:

Anyone with something intelligent to say.

Music:

August Burns Red
Anberlin
Yellowcard
Zao
Blood Brothers, The
Chiodos
Atreyu
Bradley Hathaway
Fall Of Troy, The
As I Lay Dying
Beneath The Massacre
XLooking ForwardX
Throwdown
Evergreen Terrace
Project 86
Tree63
Jason Tokarchuk
Gift Of Prophecy
My Sexy Assassin
War From A Harlots Mouth
Through The Eyes Of The Dead
Den-U-Ma
Apathy Theory
Pale, The
Death Cab For Cutie
Imogen Heap
Postal Service, The
Frou Frou
Demon Hunter
underOATH
Thirty Seconds To Mars
Mae
mewithoutYou
Senses Fail
David Crowder Band
Fair
Emery
Saosin
Avenged Sevenfold
Remembering Never
Smuggling Chewbacca
Flyleaf
The Rocket Summer
Jonezetta
Suffokate
HeavyHeavyLowLow
We Came With Broken Teeth
Botch
Dir En Grey
Job For A Cowboy
The Receiving End Of Sirens
Midlake
Secondhand Serenade
Tilly And The Wall
Damien
Abigail Williams
Beyonce
Elton John
Stryper
Bride
Cobra Starship
New London Fire
The Blackout Pact
Vanna
The Academy Is...
Gym Class Heroes

Movies:

The Notebook
Madagascar
Farenheit 9-11
Behind Enemy Lines
The Lion King
Ice Age
Pirates/Pirates 2
Labyrinth
The Fast And The Furious
2 Fast 2 Furious
Matrix Trilogy

Television:

The O.C.
Beauty And The Geek
Degrassi
Project MyWorld
CDUSA
SNL
Discover & Download

Books:

The Holy Bible
Blue Like Jazz: Donald Miller
The Giver: Lois Lowry
Catcher In The Rye: J.D. Salinger
Tell No One: Harlan Coben

Heroes:

Jesus Christ
Donald Miller
Jamie Tworkowski
Juan Mann
Bill Rodgers

My Blog

Unappreciated

I really want people to care about me. And I would really like it if they would make sure I know that they care about me, even just from time to time. I see a lot of people around me getting complimen...
Posted by Lost. Hurt. Found. Lost. on Sat, 24 Feb 2007 10:32:00 PST

And I'm tired of wishing.

I've been dealing a lot lately with feelings of liking someone. I'm not sure how to deal with them, and I'm not really sure if they mean anything. i want them to be real, and to mean something. I want...
Posted by Lost. Hurt. Found. Lost. on Sun, 24 Dec 2006 10:16:00 PST

Love to the fullest of my human potential

It's been good to be able to relax today. I haven't truly relaxed once since monday. It felt so wonderful to be able to regather myself mentally and unscatter my thoughts and my life in general. I spe...
Posted by Lost. Hurt. Found. Lost. on Sun, 17 Dec 2006 11:59:00 PST

Jesus.

I really need to hang out with a Christian friend and have an in-depth conversation about Jesus.Anyone interested? Let me know. I'd really love to....
Posted by Lost. Hurt. Found. Lost. on Sun, 10 Dec 2006 09:20:00 PST

A better option.

Apparently it's too much to ask that I have ONE DAY where absolutely nothing goes wrong. Maybe high school is overrated. I usually think it's important, it's fun, which it is. My classes are fantastic...
Posted by Lost. Hurt. Found. Lost. on Mon, 04 Dec 2006 03:23:00 PST

Implode.

I am so stressed out right now.I need to get out of this place.Except for the fact that I have nowhere to spend the night.Or the day for that matter.I don't know how I'm going to survive this.I feel l...
Posted by Lost. Hurt. Found. Lost. on Sun, 03 Dec 2006 08:43:00 PST

Love.

I don't know how to feel. It's like, I want it so bad, even though I know it's patience that will earn me this beautiful gift.Is it worth it to date someone I'm emotionally attracted to? Sometimes I t...
Posted by Lost. Hurt. Found. Lost. on Sat, 02 Dec 2006 11:38:00 PST

Through Monday.

It's snowing!!!This is freaking exciting.Please, let it snow through today.And then freeze.I don't wanna go to school tomorrow....
Posted by Lost. Hurt. Found. Lost. on Sun, 26 Nov 2006 11:39:00 PST

Maybe this is what being thirsty feels like.

I'm tired of my family having to worry if we have enough money to make it by. Most people I see everyday have nice cell phones, iPods, laptops, cars, everything. Me, I don't have my own computer, can'...
Posted by Lost. Hurt. Found. Lost. on Fri, 24 Nov 2006 11:46:00 PST

Something I Don't Understand

Right now I'm thinking about how I haven't had one of those big, crying, hugging, praying moments with God and friends in a long time. Since camp I believe. And I miss it a lot. I need one of those. ...
Posted by Lost. Hurt. Found. Lost. on Tue, 21 Nov 2006 10:06:00 PST