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...... Warren Haynes and Dave Schools - "And It Stoned Me" and then "Soulshine" at 5:29... And OMGOD!!!TFK - Wish You Well(Acoustic) Trevor's voice is AMAZING!!!Ok...To understand what is happening in these videos there are a few things you should know... There's a cliff out in BFE East Milton on Blackwater where there is a cliff that you jump off of into about 5 1/2 feet of water. I know, doesn't sound bad enough right? Well here's the kicker ladies and gents, this cliff...This PARTICULAR cliff happens to be about 30 feet above the water. And that's not counting the 10-15 feet of land and stony rock surface you have to clear to even make it to the water... hahaThe first one is me seeing where I need to land.The second is me FLIPPING this cliff. WHICH HAS YET TO BE DONE....EXCEPT BY ME!!! SO when everyone freaks out on the vid...yeah that's cause it's never been done before, and I almost died sliding off the friggin mountain with the first flip attempt. So everyone just kinda freaks when they see it. That's what all the screaming is about. We're all excited... BUT NONE OF THEM AS EXCITED AS I!!! So I am freakin' epic down at the river. No one else is crazy(or stupid) enough to even try this. Cause if you screw up or hesitate...well you could have to get life flighted out like some chick had to have done... Snapped vertebrae, broken jaw, screwed up face, the works....yeah. That's the kinda damage we're talking... And she was just jumping trying to make it...let alone flip it. Not a good situation if you screw up needless to say. The first time I slid off the cliff after it taking me like 10 minutes to get the balls to even try it. That video is floating around somewhere. Then it took me about 30 minutes to amp up to try it again. You kinda have to turn your head sideways..I haven't cropped the vid yet, sorry.And the third is me flipping it a second time from a different view. Cause if you know anything about me, then once I do something once....I can do it again. NO PROBLEM! It's just getting over that intial fear and....well, doing it. So I was flippin like a mad man after I got it down nice and perty...ENJOY!!! THE PREP... THE EPIC FLIP!!! THE SECOND FLIP:Under View

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I've been searching for the right words to express how I feel.Any song, anything to voice what I feel.But no song has quite done justice... So I've decided to write my own.I've struggled to write sinc...
Posted by on Sun, 26 Apr 2009 17:25:00 GMT

Hurt's A Funny Thing

What do you want me to say?That it doesn't hurt?Time stood still beside youAnd now is completely stuck.It's been 3 days since you're goneThey're longEvery secondEvery minuteSeems to be suspended in th...
Posted by on Sun, 26 Apr 2009 13:37:00 GMT

Day 5: Slip and Succession

Day 5 - NO pills.... yet.I failed yesterday. I was working a 8-9 hour day and it was all just too much to bear. 3 pills. Not all at once. Spaced out over a period of about 9-9.But still... Failed... t...
Posted by on Sun, 19 Apr 2009 16:01:00 GMT

Day 3: Drain the Poisons

Day 3... No pills.The withdraws are starting to hit full force, as I guessed they would.They hit hard about day 3 last time. And then last for about ooooo... i don't know... another 12/13 days after t...
Posted by on Fri, 17 Apr 2009 16:53:00 GMT

Day 1: Redemption of Life

Day 1: Withdraw attempt number 2 in the last 3 months...And I think I mean it this time.I can't believe I ever started back up on pills after the freakin killer withdraws I had last time for 2 1/2 wee...
Posted by on Wed, 15 Apr 2009 16:33:00 GMT

Theories of Instability

I must admit the slightest glimmer of hope and satisfaction came yesterday.I have a theory... Probably very accurate and extremely relevant.In the midst of my "cut your world open and bleed out" menta...
Posted by on Tue, 14 Apr 2009 22:46:00 GMT

Soulless

That's it kid... keep it up. Push everyone and everything away to where you never have to feel anything again.Anyone that could even remotely have a chance to mean anything to you.Don't ever feel agai...
Posted by on Tue, 14 Apr 2009 22:10:00 GMT

Invocation of Masochism

What do you do when you get to the place where you feel like you having nothing else to live for? But you know you're not going to kill yourself...Do you just bear it? Suffer?...everyday? Pretend it's...
Posted by on Mon, 13 Apr 2009 17:44:00 GMT

Rewired

I've been getting quite a number of random e-mails and texts frompeople that have absolutely nothing to do with me until they think I'mabout to go kill myself or something.Which I personally think is ...
Posted by on Wed, 25 Feb 2009 15:14:00 GMT

Mental Or Mentality?

Last night I found myself staring into space, as often times I do, wondering "Why am I still here?""Why am I here at all? Why do I keep trying? What is it in me that completely separates me from every...
Posted by on Tue, 24 Feb 2009 13:52:00 GMT