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Heretic

I'm coming to find you if it takes me all night

About Me

I'm an aspiring game designer with a passion for 3D Modeling. I am currently employed by Atlus USA in their QA section. My long term goals are to be successful in every aspect of my life. Things don't always go the way I'd like but thankfully God is there to pick me up and get me on my way again. I love music, movies, and video games. I consider myself be to an adventurer despite rarely going in adventures. When times are rough, I like to lay back and listen to The Cure or any other of my favorite bands. I'm a bit introverted but once you get to know me, you'll see that there's more to me than that.
Hopelessly adrift, In the eyes of the ghost again, Down on my knees, And my hands in the air again, Pushing my face in the memory of you again, But I never know if it's real, Never know how I wanted to feel,Never quite said what I wanted to say to you, Never quite managed the words to explain to you, Never quite knew how to make them believable, And now the time has gone, Another time undone,Never quite said what I wanted to say to you, Never quite managed the words to explain to you, Never quite knew how to make them believable, And now the time has gone, Another time undone,Hopelessly fighting the devil, Futility, Feeling the monster, Climb deeper inside of me, Feeling him gnawing my heart away, Hungrily, I'll never lose this pain, Never dream of you again,

My Interests

Video Games, Music, Drawing, Video Editing, 3D Modeling, Singing, Sleeping, and doing absolutely nothing!

I'd like to meet:

the girl of my dreams...or Robert Smith from The Cure

Music:

The Cure, Morrissey, Dashboard Confessional, Interpol, H.I.M., The Nixon Years, No Doubt, Pennywise, Radiohead, Snow Patrol, Straylight Run, Postal Service, Weezer, Chavelle, The Smiths, AFI, Bad Religion, Slipknot, The Clash, Coldplay, Depeche Mode, Echo and the Bunnymen, Danzig, Eels, The Hives, Glassjaw, NOFX, Misfits, Muse, and many more

Movies:

Too many to name. Disney/Pixar movies, All of Jim Carrey movies, Johnny Depp movies, Christian Bale movies, Indiana Jones Trilogy, Back to the Future Trilogy, Quentin Flicks, Star Wars, Goonies, Lost Boys, Nightmare Before Christmas, Talladega Nights, Wedding Crashers, Pick of Destiny, Wedding Singer, The Notebook, Superbad, and many more!

Television:

South Park, Scrubs, The Simpsons, Beauty and the Geek, and others

Books:

Ender's Game, The Halo Novels, Stephen King books

Heroes:

My dad

My Blog

consumption dysfunction

today is a fucked up day. i'm feeling how i used to and it sucks! the weird thing is that i missed this feeling. i don't fucking care anymore. i hate this. my life is a total waste of time and you are...
Posted by Soldier Of Deity on Tue, 06 Sep 2005 12:48:00 PST

Slipknot is GOD

Ok so today was Ozzfest. I have to admit that the day did not begin as planned. My friend Josh or as i call him, n00b, did not wake up at the time that we had said. Turns out he was up all night with ...
Posted by Soldier Of Deity on Sun, 21 Aug 2005 03:11:00 PST

Fuck The Shadows

i stare at the ground. look at what i have become. my shadow stares back and i realize that my world in falling before me. i hate what i've become. i've done it again and feel like shit again. i'm sor...
Posted by Soldier Of Deity on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Fate = Death

F orgive. My anger has got the best of me. I dont deserve this life! A nger. Hate lurks and hides in my shadows, following my every step. T rouble. Should I be scared? I see nothing but vision...
Posted by Soldier Of Deity on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST