it's a cold and it's a broken hallelujah

I'd like to meet:

A GIRL

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Music:

relient k
jack's mannequin
something corporate
jimmy eat world
plain white t's
the ataris
david crowder band
chris tomlin
fall out boy
frank sinatra
weezer
BDA
switchfoot
Queen
falling up
kansas
eric clapton
hawthorne heights
neil diamond
my chemical romance
foo fighters
simple plan
all american rejects
dashboard confessional
matchbook romance
green day
jars of clay
sanctus real
mae
blink 182
franz ferdinand
pillar
sum 41
armor for sleep
starfield
death cab for cutie
this providence
stevie wonder
showbread
taking back sunday
straylight run
my american heart
the killers
the who
jimmy hendrix
the beatles
hoobastank
billy joel
eagles
kutless
lifehouse
shawn mcdonald
simon and garfunkel
snow patrol
sugarcult
the afters
the cars
the doors
rock n roll soldiers
22-20's
hot hot heat
copeland
the academy is...
leeland
underoath
edison glass
the showdown
the classic crime
house of heros
disciple
anberlin
as cities burn

Movies:

Invincible" by OK Go Two Scoops

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Television:

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Books:

i dont read books..i read lyrics..i'll give you the ones i'm most partial to...*time wore down this passion, force fed, but a total lack of love...it wasn't enough**all the demons look like prophets and i'm living out every word they speak...do you know what i mean when i say i dont want to be alone**i have no fear of drowning, it's the breathing that's taking all this work**i heard about your message and how it reeked of your indifference...it bleeds horizontal straight from your wrists...**so i'm lying on the table with everything you said, keeping in mind the way that it felt when the most i could do was to just blame myself**the weight of my decisions were impossible to hold, but they were never yours**..."splintered but focused (rrright)you're as good as gold**you know..i had a better friend in my worst of plans than i ever had in either on of you**i trade my conscience for your confidence..attacked my lungs with lies to pass the time and made states move like regular days..**older and wiser..still filled with resentment...**WHY CANT YOU JUST BE HAPPY?!?! why can't you just be happy?!?!**i'll give you everything you want and wish the worst on what i was**all this not knowing and hoping is making a monster out of me**your silly way of keeping me on the edge of my seat. i'm miserable and you're just getting started.**i want to hate you so bad, but i cant stop this anymore than you can...**which would you prefer, my finger on the trigger or me face down across your floor...well just as long as this thing's loaded...**and will you tell all your friends that you've got your gun to my head..well this all was only wishful thinkin**why cant i feel anything from anyone other than you**i love the way you'd roll excuses off the tip of your tongue and i'd slowly fall apart**if you need me i'm out and on the parkway patient and waiting for headlights dressed in a fashion that's fitting to the inconsistency of my moods**it's times like these where silence means everything...no one is to know about this...**we were taught so much better than this...this is what living like this does...thank God you weren't there to watch me hit bottom...**remind me not to ever think of you again..**i'm not sure if i'm sure of anything anymore...**you know i still wait for your calls...seconds to minutes to hours...**all i need to know is that i'm something you'll be missing..**maybe i should hate you for this..i never really did ever quite get that far..**i'm a wishful thinker with the worst intentions..**we lay together just not too close, how close is close enought...**i'm just askin you to hear me, could you please, just once, just hear me?!?!**Sometimes i swear i can see straight through you...**you represent and actively encourage all of my worst habits that all are proof that we're both capable of the most terrible things...don't test me...**in your last ditch attempt find your redemption, make peace with your actions...*

Heroes:

Heroes? no heroes...