6-7 update! I have been sick as hell so i figured id update my myspace!
this has been a really hard/healing year. thanks to all my friends, my mother, step father, my amazing brothers, a higher power, and that "frnd of bills club" I am surviving!
my 10th year of sobriety has been incredibly painful. It has also been a great gift. I never knew how many people luvd me. i never knew how much fun I was missing out on! so i wnt on vacation, i hav been playn sum poker, going out dancing w frnds, planted a tree w my mother, went hiking with my brothers, cried whenever i wanted too- but lauphed more, took horseback riding lessons, hav been investing in a few stocks- thats fun 4 me, got DVR -who can help me with this one?, and i didnt even hav 2 get anymo ink!I am a wild soft diva again..
so now at 32, no regrets, no im sorrys, im going on. I have seen so many young people die too soon as a result of addiction, others i watched destroy themselves and their familys, - I have been lucky enuf to make sobriety 1st, and somehow i have stayed away from the 1st drink. i always say for those of us who know we are addicted when we are young, we dont dont ever get to know what its like to still be addicted old,- cuz we cant live that long. God bless Jill who just couldnt make it, and all the others who give me hope cuz they stay sober too, and their lives are getting better too...
I hope to continue with my edu next year. Im taking more finance classes with hopes of learning more ways to make money and investigate further into if fi-planning is something id like to be doing.
i like to lauph alot, i think im a free spirit, i dont fit into box, im not this type or that- no one really is.
sometimes im wise others im crazy, sometimes im selfish others im selfless, sometimes im strong and others im weak, mostly im just Alexis Julia. thats enuf about me!im a lil scared to see what ill write next time,,,this is my old about me---
I like the muppets. and i dont know what to write in this space. about me,,,, im more complex than a few small words. and i dont know that im all that different from you (who ever is taking the time to read this). i still believe in this country. i can talk about human/civil/womens/childrens/gay..... rights til im blue in the face. i dont deal with closed minded people very well.
i like the stock market. im just trying to figure this whole life thing out.
You Are Animal
A complete lunatic, you're operating on 100% animal instincts.
You thrive on uncontrolled energy, and you're downright scary.
But you sure can beat a good drum.
"Kill! Kill!"
The Muppet Personality Test
