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Heart Red

About Me

I have been through alot of shit these short 20 years of my life.. from all kinds of abuse(mentally and phyically) to rape-I've been pushed aside, thrown on the curb, stepped on, ripped apart, and left alone...I can tell you right now that cutting yourself, doing drugs, or anything that does self harm is stupid And not worth it- i relized that now. Its pointlesss to hurt yourself for somthing someone is doing to you...Yes it is rough and you do get down..but remember when its good and gone- They'll eventually gets what coming to them..All that shit just makes you tougher and makes life much easier to deal with now...If you have a prob with home or abuse im here to help you if you wanna talk..i cant help everyone..and i dont always have an answer..but i do what i can when i can- dont bottle it in like i did..it just kills you..I moved away from home 2 years ago and im still re-vamping myself and my emotions..Its hard...but at the end it just makes me a better person- and No im not looking for sympathyIm 5'0-I tend to be very violent i like to punch and fight and hit(most the time im playing around)..its just what i do..Im random and spontanous..Im not very girly- i dont do shopping,talking on the phone, or giggling and gossiping- i prefer paintballing and wrestling(not watching) actually wrestling ahah :D- I wanna be a boxer :( I hit like man i've been told many of times lol Im usual the one who does the dares no one would do...Most of friends are guys...AS I state later in my profile I hate girls(NOT EVERY GIRL IN THE WORLD:p) :DFor A living I breed reptiles- i have tons and tons of pets, And alot of times in on my handsJust because i wear makeup..doesnt mean im trying to hide my face..I dont always wear my makeup like in pictures..sometimes i wear nothing at all..makeup is fun and art =)I know im a most rated girl- but remember you guys are the ones who put me there-I do ANswer comments and i do talk to alot of people my msngers are on my profile- im prolly the only top girl who has their info on their profile.. im not stuck up nor try to Im certified In Cardiac dysrthymiaI do Pilates and YogaI play alot of video games, from N64 to xbox360I only watch comedy, and really gory bloody Horror movies. and of course cartoons *dances*I hatttte the mall and i hatee shopping....*dies*Im terrified of spiders (because my mother use to throw them on me}Im also Scared of sheds because my parents locked me in it. and i hate being touched my random strangers or someone im not close to.I cook amazingly Well... I lost My opportunity to open my own restaurant due to my parentsI've Always wanted to Be a Marine Biologist.i skipped 5th grade and Graduated at 17 yrs old-and top of classI play the Flute,clarainet,sax,trumpet,piccolo. My main insturment is the flute which i've played 9 yrs and still doI was voted in highschool"Most likely to be on the cover of a magazine and have my own Comedy Show.I laugh and smile tooo MuchI use to be a Ballerina,a cheerleader, and dancer (not stripper) lolI hate plain chocolate, the smell of Vanillia and watermelon.my fav flower is bird of paradise. How big are your tits? Bigger then your balls.Why are there so many people on shitlist? and/or why are they on your shitlist *Ahem* My shitlist is part of my sarcasm/Humor.People on my shitlist are Mostly perverts...Some are people who talk shit to me sis...Im the only one who can do that.. bitchy girls, and lame drippy eyeliner goths...why are they one my shitlist? Because..well they can be..And if you dont like it..then life just sucks doesnt it? :]Are your lips and/or tits real? As real as your dirty buttholeWILL YOU MAKE ME A SIGN??? NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Are you fat?/how much do you weigh? Somtimes..i weigh 123 pounds..can i fuck you? No, im tooo busy fucking your momWell dont you have a big ego- you stuck up vain bitch Ego? I have no ego..no reason to have one..you're just intimidate by me- *pets* its ok. Vain? Im not vain at all if you read my profile instead of having your thumb up your ass..you'd know that ;]Why are you so angry? Im so not angry...im a happy fun person(how non-goth of me)..but then here comes mister/mrs idiot and well my not so nice side is releasedhow come you dont wear black and wear drippy eyeliner you non gawth! Because all black is lame- i wear my personailty on my body..somtimes i do wear all black..but its rare..Now go take pics at a cemetary and stop bothering meh ;pDo you model? yes...why do you dye your hair so much? Because i can..why are you so damn nosey? why do you care anyways? anyways..its HAIR FALLS fake hair.your make up is lyke soo co0o0ol.. what do you use? Cheap makeup..from rimmel to almayHow long does it take you to do your makeup? and how? 5-10 mins...and with my hands and fingers?it says on your profile you hate sex..are you prude? No way! not at all..but i dont fuck eevryone that talks to me..you people sleep around to much..you all have aids i say!Are you single? date me? i dont date people..i only date aliens from planet zog and Mr beanwhat race are you? are you asian or mexican? Im very very mixed..i have tons of cherokee indian..and no im not asian damn it or mexican :pCAM? can i see your tits No you goddamn perv..theres tons of sites you can see tits on quit bothering me.

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