when you say a "glass of water" it doesnt necessarily have to be sooo full right? you leave a lil space for it not to spill. though it aint full, it still is complete...yet at the same time it aint. get what im sayin? aite. but if you do an attempt of filling it, one screwed up move, and it might spill. you just hafta be so careful so as to make it "filled" and "complete". there. // im like this right now. i feel that im already complete, actually, i already have all that i need within my reach. i dont hafta ask for more. this is the "filled glass with space." but somehow, in some ways, im still lookin for something, thats the "space to be filled." lately, i feel that im just screwin myself up in this somethin that im lookin for. it aint healthy no more. its affecting me in some ways i didnt know it would. im like, attempting to fill myself up yet some of the water is already spilling, which is not good....... im screwed. so ima stop with this. sometimes we just hafta settle with an "almost filled glass," its already complete, why ask for more?
