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About Me

Well here is a little bit about me. I'm a happy, outgoing, energetic person. I hate being around negative people. I love to make people laugh. I am one who speaks his mine. Im a man of many many looks but not many faces. What and who I am is what you get. I'm honest trustworthy as a friend but I can be the devil as an enemy. I usto be a player, a party animal, a nocternal person till I met love. It came to me in a shape of a bueatifull woman Named Nancy. Kinda hit me outa no where and I can sure tell you that it was love at first sight. Funny I never believed in that till it happened to me. I love music, writing, reading. I write music, and write alot of poems , short stories or anything in general. I write what is on my mind or in my soul and it just comes out by its self. Im a dedicated family man lol who would have thunk that? All my childhood or friends from my adolecence years are now gone. My party days are over. The only real parties I go to now are my childrends birthday party. I do alot of blogging here on line. I simply call it undwinding my mind and soul. I love music mentioned that already but it makes my life complete. I like it all from Spanish corridos, rap, some country, classic, jazz, soul and old school. Dont watch much tv but if I do I watch stuff like CSI, First 24, Law & Order and sports. I dont have many hobbies. I like to play basketball, play some poker and spending time here on line. Life is not a choice Life is a prevelige. A prevelige given to us by god and only he can take it away. We take advantage of stuff like that but we need not to take advantage of life but live it to the fullest. Live it happy. Peace im out any more you want to learn about me just ask im coool.

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I'd like to meet:

As a living person thiers no person that I really would say "Dam Id like to meet so and so" but when I die I want to meet my wife in heaven and marry her agian.

My Blog

Dreams

Dreams!!!    Dream's what are they? What do they try and really tell you? Shit man I dont know but shit they are fucked up sometimes.  Lately I cant  sleep man. I just can't because im scared of what ...
Posted by on Tue, 02 Jun 2009 22:04:00 GMT

Why I hurt.

     Why I hurt?     Why do I hurt? I just do man. Yes Im a man but yet I still hurt. I hurt when I feel  im not needed. I hurt  when I think that im not shit on this earth anymore.  I hurt all the fu...
Posted by on Wed, 22 Apr 2009 20:25:00 GMT

life

I know when im not needed anymore.     Yup ever feel like that?  Yea man I know when im not needed im feeling like that right now. I see my situation and I see that im not neede as much as i thought I...
Posted by on Sun, 19 Apr 2009 23:30:00 GMT

Dreams

 Dreams what do they really mean?              I have told you many many of my dreams before but I had a dream a couple of days that has left me dumbfounded and has made me think if it indeed had a me...
Posted by on Tue, 07 Apr 2009 00:17:00 GMT

Why I drink????

 Some people ask me why I drink?  Why not is what I answer. I drink to drink because I like it. It make me feel good. It makes my sarrows go away. Makes my pain dissapear even if it is just for a minu...
Posted by on Wed, 01 Apr 2009 22:29:00 GMT

why i cry

Why I cry?  You all want to know why I cry? Shit man I cry for alot of reasons. I cry because I hurt.  Yes I fucken hurt sometimes. My heart feels this great pain right in the bottom of it. It hurts. ...
Posted by on Tue, 31 Mar 2009 00:04:00 GMT

My wish when I die.

When I die. You shall not cry. No sarrow no flowers. Just smile and happiness. You shall drink and laugh till you see me go away. Remember me happy because thats how I lived. Play music of Vicente Fer...
Posted by on Thu, 26 Mar 2009 23:18:00 GMT

just talking whats on my mind

     I look in the mirror and I see a stranger looking at me.  Who is that man stareing me in the eyes? I try to understand but I cant or mayber I dont want to understand.  He looks tired and depresse...
Posted by on Sun, 22 Mar 2009 22:13:00 GMT

not a dam thing

  Do you believe in god??? Shit man this is a tricky question isnt it?  Do you believe in god?  Well do you?   Now can you really answer this question with out lying. Look in the mirror and answer thi...
Posted by on Tue, 17 Feb 2009 23:08:00 GMT

why I dream?

Why do I dream?????   Shit man lately ive been dream alot. Every night its a different dream, different place and different people. It gets crazy. I dream of Mexico and the people I know over thier bu...
Posted by on Tue, 10 Feb 2009 22:07:00 GMT