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About Me

my life has been an attempt to prove that what goes around comes around. i would be in love every day if i could. intellectual persuits dictate my life and validate my existence to some extent. music continues to be the greatest influence on my life. a true friend is worth more than any material thing one could purchase. i want to be a better person. i need to transcend the epitome of conformity. and i really want some friends in la.

My Interests

chicago cubs baseball.cooking.indie films & music.friends.my cat rex.

I'd like to meet:

people who can use maps since they never get lost. people who smile because they always make me happy. people who are educated as they share my love of learning. those who love music for what it is. and of course CUBS fans as they support the worlds greatest sport.

Music:

aberdien.amber pacific.anberlin.armor for sleep.the ataris.bayside.boys like girls.brand new.the bravery.cartel.cowboy mouth.daphne loves derby.dave.fighting gravity.the fold.gin blossoms.greeley estates.halifax.hellogoodbye.jacks manequin.june.lucky boys confusion.mae.matchbook romance.motion city soundtrack.the movielife.much the same.oar.over it.panic! at the disco. pat mcgee band.paramore.punchline.race the sun.red jumpsuit apparatus.relient k.receiving end of sirens.rufio.sherwood.silverstein.sister hazel.slackjaw.spin doctors.spitalfield.story of the year.straylight run.taking back sunday.this day and age.this providence.trapt.underoath.

Movies:

i heart huckabees.thank you for smoking.capote. pirates.boondock saints.300.little miss sunshine.hitchikers guide to the galaxy.frailty.fight club.

Television:

its always sunny in philly.lost.ugly betty.gilmore girls.

My Blog

the definition of love

i finally figured it out. love is when you unconditionally trust someone and know them implcit and explicitly.  you can love family and friends but it is the feeling of complete understanding.&nb...
Posted by always searching on Wed, 11 Oct 2006 09:39:00 PST

Nothing much

things that make me happy: stupid nights with the bffs in nova, indian food, being busy, the thought of love, dancing, new bands, having the stereo in my car fixed things i wish could be changed: the ...
Posted by always searching on Thu, 03 Aug 2006 09:50:00 PST

so i read this in someones profile

Tell her you think shes cool. Tell her why you think shes so cool. Smell her hair. Talk to her in movie theatres. Pick her up and pretend youre going to throw her in the river; shell scream and fight ...
Posted by always searching on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

me, the untalented emo poet

shut the door turn off the lights every last one see how it feels, alone, tired and serene and dont cry even once as ladies arent supposed to war...
Posted by always searching on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST