georgia, georgia

"well, we need to create some sort of test (qual or quant) that we can do for all the different drugs we do. i think that an additional interesting aspect would be to do a control test before and after each drug, and then one at the very to end to see just how badly all these drugs have damaged our brains. then we can move to Big sur and send pressed flower cards and muffins at roadside stands, and I'll have a killer garden and we'll surf and hike and live in a sort of fantasy world where life speeds by in a misty haze, and we'll have beautiful children who'll grow up and shake their heads at us, shake their heads at what they think is the mess we've made of our lives and our potential, but only cause they don't realize that what we're doing at this moment, in the present, is the real waste of life, and life should be spent spinning beautiful webs and creating insane patterns and non-patterns, and they'll move to New York to find themselves, and come to same realizations and it'll start all again, and they'll have children and we'll die and it won't have mattered but not in a stark hopeless way, but more like in a sweet light way, that we were here and we created beauty and now it's their turn" SO