SO....lets talk about me for a second. For one, i love my boyfriend-VIncent Douglas Nelson. He means more to me than anything.
Im shy...until you get to know me....then you'd prolly see that most of the time, im overly energetic. i LOVE laughing. i LOVE having fun, and just bein myself.
hmm...lets see, i've been called a "poser" alot. Prolly because i dress the way i want, when i want...and not how people "expect" me to dress. i could shop anywhere for clothes. although i dont shop at Holister...its only because stuff there is majorly expensive. it's not because it's too preppy, cause really, i like all the clothes there and i would wear everyhing there....but...i would also wear most the stuff at hot topic too. so...am i a poser, or am i just bein myself? i'd like to think the second one. shit...most the time, i just wear pajamas around the house. lol.
what else? when im out with my friends...in some way i have to act stupid. it's just me. most the time, i dont care what people think. i mean, theres no shame in bein yourself. right? i like to think so. and whats so bad about a few people givin you diry looks...they're just jealous that i can act that way and still have friends that like me. lol. i guess im just cool like that. lol
so...i love music. mostly, all types. if there was no music...i prolly wouldn't be able to get by when something totally bad happened...cause music always seems to help when im feeling pretty emotional. it's like you connect with the songs...then it doesn't seem so bad that you feel the way you do. ya know? i dont know....im just a person....just like everyone else. except im not worried about being "popular" or having a thousand friends on myspace, or having the cutest boyfriend,(even tho i think my boyfriend is way better than yours lol), or wearing the most expensive clothes. even tho, it would be nice to wear expensive clothes and have all the material things...that's not where true happieness comes from. my true happieness comes from bein with my boyfriend and wakin up everyday gettin to look at his face. havin his arms around me...kissin him....lovin him....just havin someone....that's happieness. and when it's true, it never ends. trends die out, popularity becomes overrated, myspace becomes boring, and even the most expensive clothes will someday be on the clearence rack for $5....but true happieness and love is forever. and that's what i live for. to be happy. i mean, even if i dont have a job, or i dont make any money, at the end of the day....i realize one thing...and it's that i have the best things in the world....something most people envy. i have love...i have happieness...i have my true friends....the ones that have always been there...i have my family...i have everything....and never could i want more than that. ♥
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