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tainted brain of intoxication

all i need now is intellectual intercourse, a soul to dig the hole much deeper

About Me

You scream like nothing's wrong. I'm slowly beginning to realise that when I grow up there isa a chance I'm not going to be Dolly Parton. "The ladies dance to fill us reckless sons with the passions of the heart." Hmmmm... "The way I see it if you want the rainbow, you've got to put up with the rain", Dolly Parton. I miss all you lot... I like cups of tea, cheese layered salad from tesco, feeling like I've done something worthwhile (you know like actually getting out of bed), reading for fun, drawing pictures and sitting in the park on a sunny day watching the world go by (but cursing the teacher strike, irritating southern children). "Look at me jerking off in the shower, this, will be the high point of my day. It's all downhill from here", Lester Burnham. Jack Daniels and cherry coke. It's the future. Scrap that, Jackie D, cherry VK and coke, THAT is the future. I miss drinking that shit with my bestest. "I'm not bad, I'm just drawn that way", Jessica Rabbit. Writing/signing/saying my full name will never ever cease to make me smile. "emma brings action and adventure in to the lives of even the most cynical of passers by", Mr Lee Costello. I say I'm going to alot of things when I'm sober and not tired. I'm pissed and I'm fucking knackered. It's constant. Can you feel my love buzz? 'Cause I fucking can't.

My Interests

♣dairy milk ice cream bars
♣dancercise
♣Tinkerbell
♣cuddles
♣shoes
♣ribena
♣jack daniels
♣pints of cider
♣gold drum
♣ boats that aren't just boats

I'd like to meet:

someone who can make me little again. someone who'll knit me jumpers and read me books and write songs about me. but nice ones. Drew Barrymore.

Music:

the art of combining vocal and instrumental tones in a rhythmic form for the expression of emotion under the influence of beauty things i know i shouldn't like but do anyways; by an accident. . You spent half of the morning Just trying to wake up Half the evening Just trying to calm down And you live for The same things A cloudburst seems rarer every timeAnd it's crow vs. crow A brawl in mid-air Beak click on beak clack No reason is there But for the brawl in mid-airIf you're losing your wings Feather by feather Love the way they whip away On the windWhen they make the movie of your life They're going to have to ask you To do your own stunts Because nobody nobody nobody Could pull off the same shit as you And still come out alrightIf you're losing your wings Feather by feather Love the way they whip away On the windIt's Ali vs. Clay Both pummeling away A champ always fights themselfAnd you are a fighter You are a fighter You are a fighterAnd Kids got heart Kids got heart Kids got heartIf you're losing your wings Feather by feather . . Hello darkness, my old friend, Ive come to talk with you again, Because a vision softly creeping, Left its seeds while I was sleeping, And the vision that was planted in my brain Still remains Within the sound of silence.In restless dreams I walked alone Narrow streets of cobblestone, neath the halo of a street lamp, I turned my collar to the cold and damp When my eyes were stabbed by the flash of A neon light That split the night And touched the sound of silence.And in the naked light I saw Ten thousand people, maybe more. People talking without speaking, People hearing without listening, People writing songs that voices never share And no one deared Disturb the sound of silence.Fools said i,you do not know Silence like a cancer grows. Hear my words that I might teach you, Take my arms that I might reach you. But my words like silent raindrops fell, And echoed In the wells of silenceAnd the people bowed and prayed To the neon God they made. And the sign flashed out its warning, In the words that it was forming. And the signs said, the words of the prophets Are written on the subway walls And tenement halls. And whisperd in the sounds of silence.. . I wish I could write songs like Simon and Garfunkel. . . My records play But I can’t listen anymore My concentration has walked off out the door I was coming back from there and I got here but I didn’t know which way to goMy records are playing but I’m not listening anymoreMy records are playing but I’m not listening anymoreI tried to talk to you ‘Bout things that I wanted more (But you don’t know) Even if I told you how I really feel Well, you’d just play records ‘cause you know that makes you coolCause I cheated in exams And I had so many plans And I thought it all would be okay And I so many plans But I cheated in exams And I got caught out one dayI don’t know why I bother anymore I don’t know why I bother anymore.

Movies:

films that make me think.and ones i know so well that i don't have to think and they help me sleep.films that make me happy.or make an impact.Well there's this passage I got memorized. Ezekiel 25:17. "The path of the righteous man is beset on all sides by the inequities of the selfish and the tyranny of evil men. Blessed is he who, in the name of charity and good will, shepherds the weak through the valley of the darkness. For he is truly his brother's keeper and the finder of lost children. And I will strike down upon thee with great vengeance and furious anger those who attempt to poison and destroy my brothers. And you will know I am the Lord when I lay my vengeance upon you." I been sayin' that shit for years. And if you ever heard it, it meant your ass. I never gave much thought what it meant. I just thought it was some cold-blooded shit to say to a motherfucker before I popped a cap in his ass. I saw some shit this mornin' made me think twice. See now I'm thinkin', maybe it means you're the evil man. And I'm the righteous man. And Mr. 9 Milimeter here, he's the shepherd protecting my righteous ass in the valley of darkness. Or it could mean you're the righteous man and I'm the shepherd and it's the world that's evil and selfish. Now I'd like that. But that shit ain't the truth. The truth is you're the weak. And I'm the tyranny of evil men. But I'm tryin', Ringo. I'm tryin' real hard to be a shepherd.

Television:

Scrubs bruv.

Books:

The Bell Jar, How To Be Good, Lovely Bones, 1984.

Heroes:

anyone that makes someones day better, would knit me jumpers Lee Costello.My girls.My mam, the greatest woman in the world. She's better than your mam. ha.

My Blog

To quote a beautiful girl I know called Ashley..I wish..

 "i was back in londonlife is so much easier when you're sitting in the sun rowing a boat round singing stupid songs to someone who totally understands youhighlights of the trip:the byker grove t...
Posted by tainted brain of intoxication on Wed, 25 Apr 2007 04:22:00 PST

Song ideas...

he attention just encourages her says: nah i liked that lee raul. says: really? raul. says: its bad bad bad the attention just encourages her says: yeah i liked it the attention just encourages h...
Posted by tainted brain of intoxication on Sun, 21 Jan 2007 02:52:00 PST

This weekend...

Friday began by me being on a massive buzz, because I knew I was going out with loads of my favourite epople that evening.  And Finley broke my pirate boot zip cause he was hoying is about and we...
Posted by tainted brain of intoxication on Mon, 11 Dec 2006 06:33:00 PST

Lee Costello-it's been documented now MATE!

they dont know. says: emma im gonnabe a millionair the attention just encourages her says: yeah be millionaire!!itll be mint!!i had reet depreesein songs on me playlist thenn lump came on and i got...
Posted by tainted brain of intoxication on Sat, 25 Nov 2006 08:18:00 PST

Emma...fill it in.

1. I _____ Emma.2. Emma is _____.3. If I were alone in a room with Emma I would _____.4. I think Emma should _____.5. Emma needs _____.6. I want to _____ Emma.7. Someday Emma will _____.8. Emma remind...
Posted by tainted brain of intoxication on Thu, 28 Sep 2006 10:57:00 PST

memories-stolen

say nice things you all remember about me!i hope you can think you bastards.
Posted by tainted brain of intoxication on Sun, 10 Sep 2006 10:21:00 PST

stolen...if i were...

If I were a stone, I would be: a diamond.  If I were a tree, I would be: massive.  if I were a bird, I would be: a parrot.  if I were a machine, I would be: video camera(think...
Posted by tainted brain of intoxication on Mon, 05 Jun 2006 05:30:00 PST

quizy quiz quiz

1. Who are you? 2. Are we friends? 3. When and how did we meet? 4. How have I affected you? 5. What do you think of me? 6. What's the fondest memory you have of me? 7. How long do you think we will be...
Posted by tainted brain of intoxication on Mon, 05 Jun 2006 04:55:00 PST