a thing in the past |
its time to say good bye to the past and move on to a new future...if have learned so much in these past yrs...i have grown stronger but yet there r somethings that hold me back...i have had my heart ...
Posted by FUCKIN ROCKSTAR on Thu, 28 Feb 2008 09:51:00 PST |
UPDATE ON MY LIFE |
OK SO HERE IS HOW IM DOIN LATELY...
I FIND SOMEONE AND I REALLY LIKE HIM BUT SOMETHING HOLDS ME BACK...IDK WHAT IT IS BUT I WANNA PUSH PAST THAT BUT FOR SOME REASON I CANT...I WANNA AND IM GOIN TO TRY...
Posted by FUCKIN ROCKSTAR on Sat, 23 Feb 2008 03:48:00 PST |
my only self defence |
my only self defence is blocking everyone out...i cant say the way i feel bout ppl that much so why do i shut ppl out...its b.c i do it so i dont get hurt and i dont hurt anyone else...i have learned ...
Posted by FUCKIN ROCKSTAR on Tue, 12 Jun 2007 09:07:00 PST |
friends dont leave friends |
friends r there to help u
friends r there to be there for u
friends stick together
and friends never leave u
lost and confused dont know what to do
one of my good friends r leaving me...
no i dont kno...
Posted by FUCKIN ROCKSTAR on Thu, 07 Jun 2007 07:23:00 PST |
feeling of emptyness |
spinning out of control emotion rage from the fury of heart break...trying to fix the wounds i feel empty hearted and no self control...with no life left in me i give up and try to move on from my pas...
Posted by FUCKIN ROCKSTAR on Fri, 04 May 2007 11:54:00 PST |
2 different ppl |
when 2 halves meet...
one innocent as can be...
the other crude and full of hate...
one that just wants to be around good friends...
the other that just wants to hurt everyone who has hurt him...
when...
Posted by FUCKIN ROCKSTAR on Fri, 27 Apr 2007 08:26:00 PST |
have a gut feeling |
my mind races a million miles a mintie...
thinking bout what is going on...
not knowing what it is bout...
if it is a good thing or a bad thing...
relationships based on truth not lies...
woundering i...
Posted by FUCKIN ROCKSTAR on Mon, 15 Jan 2007 09:31:00 PST |
2 halves of 2 ppl |
when 2 halves of ppl meet they make a whole...
when 2 same ppl meet they r right for each other...
i think bout him everyday but when do i get to see him...
i think i made the right choice...
i ...
Posted by FUCKIN ROCKSTAR on Sat, 13 Jan 2007 09:52:00 PST |
passion love hate and lust |
passion is between 2 ppl that love eachotherlove is the strongest word that concors allhate is the feeling that i have toward ppl i dont likeand lust is yurn for...passion is what i want from so...
Posted by FUCKIN ROCKSTAR on Tue, 12 Dec 2006 05:08:00 PST |
why do i do this to myself |
i dont know what to say anymore...
dont know what to do anymore...
i dont know what i want any more...
im so confused right now...
and im goin insane right now...
i just want to leave this town and fl...
Posted by FUCKIN ROCKSTAR on Sun, 20 Aug 2006 09:36:00 PST |
