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**Nic**

I don't want you to make me Jaded...

About Me


So, I’m 22, a full time Uni student, immersing herself in the field of Social Work. I like to study; I enjoy learning and processing new information. I like investigating; I have an incessant need to know things. My favourite question as a child was always ‘Why?’ I still, to this day, am asking myself the same question. I value knowledge and believe it is vitally important. I enjoy deep and meaningful conversations. I like the depth and the realness that goes along with it. Honesty is important. Superficialities annoy me sometimes. Especially in conversations. I like connecting with people, moving beyond a surface level. Trust is important to me. I love all things natural. I love nature; the surroundings, the atmosphere, the beauty. There’s something so pure about being connected and at one with the earth. I like being grounded; feeling my feet firmly planted on the ground and knowing that I am calm in every aspect, however, on the other hand, I like being flighty; allowing my mind to wander, and dream, and create, only in my private heaven. I’m interested in expanding my mind, opening myself up to new and wonderful experiences. It’s strange, if I had the opportunity to go back and live my life again, I wouldn’t do anything differently. I believe the experiences that I have had, and the experiences that I have shared with others, have allowed me to be the person I am today. I’m easy going, care-free and kind-spirited. I believe in freedom. I value independence. Staying true to myself is of utmost importance. I believe in destiny. I believe in karma, what goes around, comes around – everything happens for a reason. I believe these reasons aren’t necessarily clear to us, however, once we stop looking, they eventually manifest. Conflict is healthy. Each experience is a new learning opportunity. I love the sun, yet love it when it rains. I value peace. Inner harmony is important to me – find my equilibrium.







My Interests

I'm interested in creativity, in all its forms. I love drawing and painting; be it with the intention of completing a work, or merely for the creative escape. The feel of a paintbrush in my hand makes everything a sudden fantasy; everything is still, for a while. The world around me stops, albeit momentarily, while the colours blend - too often the harsh tone of black against the warm hue of yellow. I love contrast. On the other hand, I like working with one colour. Manipulating the one colour, making it lighter, darker, working brushstrokes. I enjoy writing, although creative opportunities seem to only come sporadically these days. i love the way the English language has the power to move you - to places you only ever imagined. I find solace in being able to sit down, with pen in hand and just write freely. I find the written word so liberating; the release and realisations are amazing. I love the way simple emotions can become ever so complex, yet so expressive. I love oxymorons. I love the world's paradoxes. The contradictions and the world's uncertainties amaze me. I enjoy all forms of music; especially those songs/artists/lyrics that hit you in places you never knew existed. I love being caught up in a song. Time suddenly stands still and for that brief moment, everything is perfect. I love how music has the ability to swim inside your veins, move throughout your body so every part of you can feel. I like change, I don’t like to be static for too long.

I'd like to meet:

I really would have loved to have met many people. I would have loved to have met my father. He was truly an amazing man, and I feel proud to be his daughter. There would be too much to say now, if given the opportunity. But i am sure we would find the time. I would have loved to have met the famous artists Brett Whiteley, Frida Kahlo and Joy Hester. Their works amaze me. I am simply captivated by their talent and ability to transcend so deeply through a painting. Again, great writers such as Sylvia Plath. I believe the greatest compliment is one that comes from the heart. I would want to tell her how much her words mean, how reading her thoughts, her ideas, has allowed me to grow and change and challenge some of the thoughts and beliefs that I hold on to. Musicians, too many to name, just to be able to be in the moment, living and breathing the live msuic experience. I'd really like to meet anyone who inspires me. I value inspiration.

Music:

Amy Winehouse, The Fray, The Frames, Taxiride, Crowded House, Kate Miller-Heidke, Itu, Claire Wyndham, Lana DeAngelis, Clare Bowditch, George, Elixir, Beth Orton, Regina Spektor, Mia Dyson, Alex Lloyd, Alanis Morissette, The Beatles, Hinder, Nickelback, Tracey Chapman, Thirsty Merc, Nick Drake, Jeff Buckley, Killing Heidi, Matchbox 20, Pink, Powderfinger, Bernard Fanning, Missy Higgins, Kelly Clarkson, Something for Kate, Fiona Apple, Ani DiFranco, Martha Wainwright, KT Tunstall, Sarah McLachlan, The Whitlams, Snow Patrol, Joni Mitchell, Damien Rice, Tori Amos, Evanescence, Brooke Fraser, Annie Lennox, Sia

Movies:

28 Days, Prozac Nation, Thirteen, Girl Interrupted, Garden State, Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind, A Beautiful Mind, Just Like Heaven, Raising Helen, Prime, The Number 23, Step Up, Save the Last Dance, Stomp the Yard, A League of their Own

Television:

ER, Greys Anatomy, House, Gilmore Girls, Secret Life of Us, Friends, CSI, Without a Trace, Law and Order, Medium, Tru Calling, Ghost Whisperer

Books:

Absolutely anything by Jodi Picoult - Nineteen Minutes, The Pact, My Sisters Keeper and Perfect Match to name a few. Torey Hayden Books - such harrowing stories of hope. The Dave Pelzer series. Any biography/autobiography. I'm such a keen reader, pretty much anything wil keep me engrossed for hours.

Heroes:

Anyone who isn't afraid to make a difference in the world.I wouldn't say I have a hero as such. However I do admire people. Admiration comes in so many forms though. It's hard to ascertain in a sense. I have so much admiration though for those who aren't afraid to express their inner souls, radiate love and light, and shower beauty and energy all over the world...

My Blog

You cant break me...

You can't break me anymore. I may be made of porcelain, but you can't break me. I won't allow you to pick me up and admire me, nor will I allow you to place me delicately on your mantlepiece. You can'...
Posted by **Nic** on Thu, 07 Feb 2008 05:25:00 PST

I have feelings too...

Ok, so this may be old, so I dug it out of it's hiding spot and left it to float in the cyber realm...   Please treat me with respectAnd acknowledge my presence.I'm not asking for you to honour m...
Posted by **Nic** on Tue, 29 Jan 2008 02:40:00 PST

Make me...

I wish I could pretend like it didn't happen, but alas, it's not the case. I can't get the pictures of you out of my head. Those vivid images of you taking what was so rightfully mine, and leaving me ...
Posted by **Nic** on Sun, 20 Jan 2008 06:11:00 PST

Tired...

"There's a point in your life when you get tired of fixing everything & trying to make everyone happy. When you finally decide to quit, it's NOT giving up. its realising you dont need certain peop...
Posted by **Nic** on Fri, 18 Jan 2008 03:32:00 PST

Hurt.

Hurt. The tears you shed cut like glass, like frost against a fiery slick. What is this alien emotion? You fear to tread waters of the unfamiliar. You fear to let yourself feel. You're scared that thi...
Posted by **Nic** on Wed, 02 Jan 2008 07:50:00 PST

Poetic Wonder

I see right through your facades, those walls you build up around yourself are invisible to me. I want you to know that it's OK. I respect your decision to protect yourself, and I understand the need ...
Posted by **Nic** on Sat, 11 Aug 2007 03:52:00 PST

Beauty

If only you could see the beauty in all of this, the way you radiate at the thought of happiness. I love the way you smile in between words, in those brief moments, those few seconds, I see you. Not j...
Posted by **Nic** on Tue, 17 Apr 2007 05:36:00 PST

Inspired...

I feel so inspired. It's like the whole world has suddenly stopped for me to catch up. It's like time has finally decided to slow down, allow for me to experience all of this and finally interpret and...
Posted by **Nic** on Thu, 28 Sep 2006 02:42:00 PST

Impossible to define

Envy me. Be jealous of the relationship I have with her. It's nothing more than anyone could explain coherently in words, I swear  but you need not know that. Burn in my disguise; despise me for havi...
Posted by **Nic** on Thu, 28 Sep 2006 02:41:00 PST

Can you hear me...

Can you hear me call your name from across the room? Do you see the light that shines from the ceiling, projecting your silhouette into my arms? Can you feel the sudden sense of urgency in my demeanou...
Posted by **Nic** on Thu, 28 Sep 2006 02:38:00 PST