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About Me

Well, I'm Barbara... things I like; photography, digital art, photoshop, drawing, thinking, learning, space, earth, technology, mother nature, ect ect. Things I don't like, stupid people, abuse of all kinds, stupid people in a place of power, and, liars. As for me I can be fun, I can be goofy. I have a good sense of humor on most subjects. But, I'm also rather shy and queit in crowds. I tend to cling to one good friend, which is alright for me, because I only need one or two close friends. I have been called, one of the nicest, and most optamistic people ever, also, the most honest, a title I cary with great pride =D.
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yay! Barbara X_X

My Interests

Intrests... hmmmm, lets see. I found a new little hobbie that I simply love, Photography. Although I use a cheap little camera, and free downloaded photo editing software, I just can't get enough of it.

Awe, isn't she adorable?!?

I'd like to meet:

People that know what they are talking about. And, I'd like to meet, real humans, not the moraly currupt degrading things that take up space and have no real concept of feeling or feeling for others¿ ¿ ¿ ¿ lost ¿ ¿ ¿ ¿ ¿ ¿ ¿ ¿ ¿ ¿ ¿ ¿ ¿ ¿ ¿ ¿ ¿ ¿ ¿

Movies:

I really like movies that can do a good job at scareing me: house of a thousand corpses, texas chainsaw maiscare, it is not the fact of mindless blood shed, no not at all, but it is the rush, the feeling of fear. Hahaha, to be afraid!, to be afraid only reminds you that are here, you are liveing! But I do enjoy alot of other movies that are out there, but I cannot think of any off the top of my head right now.

Heroes:

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My Blog

grah

I hate not being listened to! grah... I just,.. grrrrr.... its like being trapped in the middle of everything, screaming out, cursing, and shouting, but nobody stops and listens to what your tryi...
Posted by Barbara on Thu, 14 Jun 2007 09:22:00 PST

Numbers

Alright, I'm bored out of my mind. So, I decided to dive into numerology =P 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9A B C&...
Posted by Barbara on Fri, 01 Jun 2007 11:09:00 PST

Yet another dream entry

Another dream! I can only remember bits and parts, so I did my best to fill in the blanks. I was alot cooler and more vivid in my mind.Picture, a dark forest. Now, look up near the tree tops, the moon...
Posted by Barbara on Mon, 14 May 2007 02:55:00 PST

a room in the middle of the world

They put me in a room, in the middle of the world. egg shaped with a flat bottom, and made entirely out of glass. It rose above all else, so that everyone could see. Beautiful and deadly in...
Posted by Barbara on Fri, 29 Dec 2006 07:50:00 PST

better late then never; a Christmas story

FIRST REASON TO CELEBRATE:A long long time a ago, in a much simpler time, Ancient Pagans celebrated Yule. A beautiful festival that included dancing, decoration (hanging holly and mistletoe) and ...
Posted by Barbara on Wed, 27 Dec 2006 09:01:00 PST

It was too much fun and effort, to just be a bulliten ;P

How many windows are in your room?two What color are your walls?purples Hardwood floor, tile, or carpet?carpet Do you get ready for the day in your room or the bathroom?usually my room What size bed ...
Posted by Barbara on Fri, 01 Dec 2006 08:06:00 PST

A sneak peek at..

What I do most every night...BEFORE...AFTER (an hour or 4) Hooray for an abundant supply of inspiration! I had no new pictures to work on, then I found this one xD. It is a smile face that I...
Posted by Barbara on Mon, 06 Nov 2006 08:49:00 PST

Catch a Dream

Posted by Barbara on Fri, 27 Oct 2006 10:07:00 PST

why can't life be normal?

and I realize, life has always been hard. I cannot remember a chapter in my life where there hasn't been a real big problem. So I thought to myself "wow, why can't I just have a normal life?" then, af...
Posted by Barbara on Fri, 06 Oct 2006 08:44:00 PST

another strange dream...

I had another strange dream last night, it was, rather strange. It's kind of blurry and mixed up, but I'll do my best to recall it... Somewhere in my house in a closet filled in shadow was a large, t...
Posted by Barbara on Thu, 28 Sep 2006 10:02:00 PST