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.:Beautifully BroKen:.

Simple things is what my heart beats for.

About Me


How about a better
version of who I am?


The name's . Spell it incorrectly, I break your jaw.
I'm 23 going on 18.
I have come to terms (just recently) with the fact that I am the perfect example of a "scatterbrain", and I think my job is responsible for this.
I am an expert at running in high heels. In the rain, too.
I have a knack for writing poetry.
I pretty much have the best boyfriend ever, and he's all mine. BE JEALOUS.
When I'm right, I'm right, and I take it and run with it. So your best bet would be to get out of my way.
I have an awful habit of not calling people back, so please don't take offense to this.
The Denver Nuggets are my favorite basketball team.
I'm very impatient.
(yet I'm always late for everything.)
In case you haven't already noticed, .
I have the best best friend in the world -- Caila. And I'd be completely lost without her.
I make chipped nail polish look cool.
My friends are my life, and I would do anything for them.
I would've rather grown up in the 70's.
I am a PURE
I would live off of Vitamin Water if I could.
I grew up in the country, therefore I'm a simple girl.
I drive a 2004 Alero.
I'm very stubborn.
I'd give anything to go back to high school.
I'm pretty much a hermit, and I like it that way. (But that doesn't mean you can't come steal me out of my shell.)
I spend entirely too much time on my cell phone.
I drive erratically, but I'm good at it.
I'm very talkative. Sometimes, this gets me in trouble.
I am petrified of spiders.
(Sorry Charlotte.)
I don't get along too well with self-centered know it alls.
I may forgive, but I never forget.
I absolutely DESPISE good-byes. There is no such thing as a "good" bye.
I am Native American, Irish, and French Canadian.
I like to be a bum on Sundays. Deal with it.
I wear entirely too much pink and black .
I'm a hopeless romantic.
I have green eyes.

Target and WalMart are my weaknesses; I go in to buy 1 thing and come out with 9 or more.
Sometimes I skip around the office when I think no one is looking.
Even though I have a new car, I miss my Civic.
My boyfriend's hugs and kisses can heal just about anything.
That's a fact.
I can't help it - I psychoanalyze everything. That's just something you're going to have to deal with.
There'll be days when you won't hear from me at all, and I just want to be alone.
I have a weakness for smiles.
I try to surround myself with people who can make me laugh.
I'm a sucker for sappy love songs.
I wear black eyeliner like it's my job.
I don't take compliments well.
I'm not high maintenance, in the least.
I'm by far the biggest procrastinator you'll ever meet.
It might seem like I have a strong backbone, but I avoid confrontation at all costs.
"Please, be careful with me.
I'm sensitive and I'd like to stay that way."
I bore quickly.
(but on the other hand, I'm easily amused.)
I entirely overuse the word "nice".
I despise liars. Save your breath - if you're going to lie to me, don't even bother talking to me.
Ask anyone: I am smiley-face-happy on aim. I can't help it, I overuse them but YOU love it.
(It makes your life more interesting.)
I love secrets. I can keep them, too.
Oh, and don't try to fix me. I'm not broken.


If you want the rainbow, you've got to put up with the rain.....
I'm not that complicated. I'm just a girl - I'm loving, I'm crazy, I'm spontaneous, I'm insecure, I'm witty, I'm moody, I'm outgoing, I'm emotional, I'm friendly, I'm girly, and I misbehave. I'm very down to earth, but if I don't like you, you'll know it. I live with my wonderful
boyfriend in a small town in upstate New York. I grew up in the next town over, graduated high school and moved out to Albany for two years to attend Hudson Valley Community College. I then moved back, to be closer to my family and friends. I am now a legal assistant/receptionist at a nearby law office.
This boy
owns my heart.
I love you for a thousand little reasons, and I want to spend a lifetime telling you what they are. I love how the corners of your eyes crinkle when you smile. I love your kindness; all the favors you do for me without my having to ask. I love your sense of humor; how you can make me laugh in spite of myself. I love your strength, and how safe I feel when I'm with you. I love you because you love me, and because you show me just how much, in a thousand little ways.
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My Interests



I Live For:

MY BOYFRIEND♥

lazy Sunday afternoons
My awesome friends
sunsets
Autumn
Carmelo Anthony
Vitamin Water
cuddling
Springtime
music
flowers
Lake George
$hopping
Hondas
snow days
coffee
Marlboro No. 27s
hugs
poetry
pink & & black
smiles
Bud Light
beaches
Albany
diamonds
Niagara Falls
leopard print
pointless drives
weekends♥
walks
alone time
stars
fireplaces
hot cocoa
lunch hours
black eyeliner
tanning beds
comfy pajamas
puppies
«unexpected phone calls»
Clinique Happy Heart
Midori sours
kisses



I Despise:

LIES
Good-byes
Being so sensitive
Mondays
slow drivers
due dates
Niagara Mohawk
Winter
insurance companies
waking up early on the weekends
ham (bleck!)
clients who think they are ALWAYS right
pumping my own gas
bad hair days
crying
feet
arguing
my cat's attitude
long lines at the store
headaches


I'd like to meet:



MySpace Codes

Music:

Shinedown
Trapt
Blink♥182
Fuel
Story of the Year
Trust Company
Akon
Unwritten Law
Lifehouse
Green Day
Breaking Benjamin
Tori Amos
Jewel
Sarah McLachlan
Dido
Taking Back Sunday
Kanye West
Sugarland
Seether
Nickelback
Lil' Wayne
T.I.
Young Jeezy
Keith Urban
Brad Paisley
Goo Goo Dolls
Sheryl Crow
The Cure
3 Doors Down
Incubus
Something Corporate
Staind
Linkin Park
Journey
Chicago
Sugarcult
Bon Jovi
Jay-Z
Ludacris
Evanescence
Jessica Simpson
The Killers
Matchbox 20
Vertical Horizon
Nelly
50 Cent
Ja Rule
J-Lo
Journey
All American Rejects
Fall Out Boy
Tim McGraw
Simple Plan
Disturbed
Stone Sour
Alicia Keys
Metallica
The Used
Pearl Jam
Dashboard Confessional
Sevendust
Hoobastank

Movies:

A Man Apart
XXX
Pitch Black
Knockaround Guys
The Pursuit of Happyness
The Butterfly Effect
Raising Helen
Bruce Almighty
The DaVinci Code
Twister
The Hunted
Bad Boys
Bad Boys II
Friday
Next Friday
Casino
Goodfellas
Bad Company
Shallow Hal
How to Lose a Guy in 10 Days
Saving Silverman
Punch Drunk Love
Big Daddy
50 First Dates
The Rock
The Notebook
Happy Feet
Meet the Parents
Meet the Fockers
The Pacifier
Saw
Saw II
Saw III
Baby Boy
The Departed

Television:

Sex and the City
Lost
Family Guy
CSI
Who's Line is it Anyway?
Cold Case
Cops
Viva La Bam
American Idol
Pimp My Ride
Punk'd
Golden Girls
Newlyweds

Books:

Yeah! Like I have time to read! HA!

My Blog

Life is too short.

Seriously. And when you walk around with an unnecessary chip on your shoulder, it seems even shorter. Not that I'm one to talk, because I do let petty bullshit bring me down from time to time. I'm get...
Posted by JayMe¤ on Mon, 07 May 2007 08:18:00 PST

Dedicated to David.

Here's to you... The one who is there for me through it all, who holds me up when I'm falling down, who wipes the tears from my eyes, who tells me I am beautiful, who treats me like a princess, who be...
Posted by JayMe¤ on Wed, 11 Apr 2007 01:07:00 PST

My Immortal.

I'm so tired of being hereSuppressed by all of my childish fearsAnd if you have to leaveI wish that you would just leaveCuz your presence still lingers hereAnd it won't leave me aloneThese wounds...
Posted by JayMe¤ on Fri, 02 Mar 2007 08:09:00 PST

Weeding through the good ones.

It has just been brought to my attention recently that apparently a lot of people seem to think the reason I don't go out as much as I used to is because 'David won't let me'.  This honestly coul...
Posted by JayMe¤ on Thu, 11 Jan 2007 11:42:00 PST

Farewell 2006.

Well, it's a new year.That means there are so many more memories to be made, more people to meet, more secrets to uncover, more work to be done, more lessons to be learned, and more love to be cherish...
Posted by JayMe¤ on Tue, 02 Jan 2007 01:06:00 PST

Words can't even describe...

Honestly, words can't even describe how absolutely wonderful my boyfriend is.  The recent vacation we had down in North Carolina has proven that even more, and I know that I am so blessed to have...
Posted by JayMe¤ on Wed, 29 Nov 2006 01:47:00 PST

This bitch isn't even worth it, but...

Hopefully since you've already taken the time to make up lies about my Myspace (because apparently, you don't have anything better to do), you'll take the time to read this. I don't know you, and ...
Posted by JayMe¤ on Tue, 10 Oct 2006 02:19:00 PST

So Much More

I suppose I never knew How wonderful life could beUntil I found youI never though I could feel this wayThought the dark clouds were here to stayBut your love has chased them all awayAnd brightened my ...
Posted by JayMe¤ on Fri, 29 Sep 2006 01:14:00 PST

Just in case you care.

So I figured it was about that time to give who cares a little update on my life. I'm still living in Johnstown, with Mr. Alvarez, and I'm still working at the lawyer's office. I'm a little saddened t...
Posted by JayMe¤ on Mon, 21 Aug 2006 11:47:00 PST

A small insight to life, love, friends and everything in between.

"You should never look for someone to complete you. A relationship consists of two whole individuals, so look for someone complimentary, not supplementary." Isn't THAT the truth? In my ...
Posted by JayMe¤ on Wed, 19 Jul 2006 01:47:00 PST