[Comrade Penny]

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Posted by [Comrade Penny] on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

i am trying to break your heart.

i'm so online right now. yes, you're reading right. it is 2:30 in the morning. fuck. i know for a fact if i lay my head down i'll fall asleep. there's a revelation:i stay up late, read books, lis...
Posted by [Comrade Penny] on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

whatever tomorrow brings i'll be there, with open arms and open eyes.

Generation Lostdreaming of a cup of hot soupknowing tht nothing will ever fill you againand you eat in an attempt to ignore the painno i don't think that's hunger pain rummaging cabinets like a lost r...
Posted by [Comrade Penny] on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

i'm about to give this one more shot. and i'll find it in myself.

wow this song is amazing. go download go go go. Beautiful Things Can Come From The Dark- Azure RaySomeone elses boy, youve had it so hardWill you grow up to be you,Or a sum of your parts just hangin...
Posted by [Comrade Penny] on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

if this was any other day, i'd surely just walk away.

i stared at this blank page for half an hour. my fingers were busy playing with my tiny tiny keyboard going from b b a b b c b and stuck. and in trying to deal with this i wrote a two paragraph long b...
Posted by [Comrade Penny] on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

take me to the hospital.

it's only me i'm sure.blood boils at a temperature never reached beforei should let some out onto the floorbut no. i'll let it overflow. anticipated summer's dread hits full forcei'm a cadaver pi...
Posted by [Comrade Penny] on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

summer is going to come and it's gonna cloud our eyes again.

hmm. the blog long overdue. this is a down poem. the one i wrote when i was down. yes. i have these days too. Summer Preview.. rotting away ten forty reading molecular biology shaking away ...
Posted by [Comrade Penny] on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

suddenly everything has changed.

Psychedelic Blue yay new color and font. hmm a style change is overdue.after a few days of thought, i've developed a thesis:Humans must strive for happiness, but are condemned to never find it.If we e...
Posted by [Comrade Penny] on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

so won't you hold me closer, until the execution's over?

Geometrical Revolver. everything is a circle.first put our names in a circleguard it carefullyand one day he'll shoot meleave a mark on my cheekmake me bleed and i'll walk away in a circlemove on to f...
Posted by [Comrade Penny] on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

there is no right way or wrong, where you just have to live.

What Could Mean More?we've been so stupidshould have just believe the cliches but we had to try it for ourselveswalk away burned with a broken faithevery step we try is a lieall the lifted hopes, shin...
Posted by [Comrade Penny] on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST