Not the girl your mother warned you about...

About Me

~~~ About me? Lets see...I am a senior here at Ball State but still have another year to go. Hey, its HARD to get it done in 4 years, dont judge.Although Big girl life scares the hell out of me, im kinda excited to graduate and give it a shot. I have the best friends a girl could ask for. They know me,really, truly, KNOW me, flaws and all, and love me just the same.I love my roomies and our house. I'm a pretty social chick who likes to mingle and meet new people. I come from a tiny town so i still have those tiny town morals with a big city girl dream. Definelty like to go out and show em how its really done, but love a night in here and there. I appreciate a good cuddle session. Hmm, what else.I like to consider myself a pretty chill, laidback kind of person but Im also pretty fiesty, or so ive been told. But i think its just that people dont expect such a little girl to come packaged with such a larger than life attitude. What can i say, I get it naturally. I hate people who are mean for no reason at all or people who are nice to your face just because they dont have the balls to tell you that really, they talk shit all the time. I value friendship....but real friendship. I am one of the most loyal people you will ever meet, so i tend to expect the same loyalty in return. I love leopard print and 80's music. I want to marry a rockstar/chef/massuese all rolled into one. So if you know where a girl can find one, let me know......Im not afraid of hard work. I do believe in God and a plan greater than the one i have for myself, i just sometimes struggle balancing that with this addicting college lifestyle. I love starbucks carmel frapaccinos and Vanity. I cant stand it when people where brown belts with black shoes or visa versa. I love to meet to ppl that i can gel easily with. I cant stand to sit at home on a fri or sat nite...THESE ARE PARTY DAYS TAKE ADVANTAGE OF THEM. I have one tattoo, and cant wait to get another one. That thing they say about it being addicting is so true. I think i have an addiction to pain....cuz i like getting piercings too... 13 total, and you can only fit so many in the ears. lol. I look forward to the point in my life where i am married and have children, I am just IN NO HURRY to get to that point; im young, why rush it? I dont beleive in love at first sight, only lust at first sight. I tend to speak my mind no matter how offensive it might be...No im not being a bitch, im being real...Learn the difference. I think that ambition is one of the most important personality traits to posess... If you dont have anything to stand for, you'll fall for anything. I appreciate the Greener things in life and LOVE to be outside. Wanna know anything else, just ask......Girly Myspace Layouts

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

~~Johhny Depp, Jay Herendez, Christina A, and cool laidback people~~~~~

Music:

~~ Anything 80's.....old aerosmith, pink floyd, Def Leopard, cinderella, guns and roses......lots of old school rock~~~

Movies:

~~~ Labrynth, Requiem for a Dream, Saw, Donnie Darko, the Forgotten, Twisted~~~

My Blog

You can throw me like a lineman, i like it better when it hurts.

Im a lust junkie baby and addrenalin gets me high, so show me a ride thats faster, faster, faster! But before you even try it, you've got skills you need to master. Your little black book doesnt ...
Posted by Not the girl your mother warned you about... on Thu, 05 Apr 2007 01:20:00 PST

Oh just bs'ing

She's clumsy and shes cranky, she can raise a lot of hell. She has her bitchy moments. She doesnt do mornings well. She cusses like a sailor, yet she fucks like its a show. She's a down ass girl who'...
Posted by Not the girl your mother warned you about... on Tue, 03 Apr 2007 06:55:00 PST

Shout out before Summer

SO, with everything that has been going on lately, i wanted to send a shout out to those who have been there every step of the way...dont know where i would be without you!!!!!!What ever will i do wit...
Posted by Not the girl your mother warned you about... on Mon, 01 May 2006 12:42:00 PST

lifting and transcending....a quest for ambiance and oblivion

tiptoeing on transcendence, oblivion is ours....crashing on a sea of indo...let your rolling illustrations grab me by the wrists and dance on this hallucination of smooth perfection. Mr. Ganga with hi...
Posted by Not the girl your mother warned you about... on Tue, 21 Mar 2006 08:02:00 PST

I hate playing the villian

So, i hate having to let people down or disappoint people. But what am i supposed to do, live my life unhappy! I know that if things are meant to be they will be....and i have t just trust in that and...
Posted by Not the girl your mother warned you about... on Fri, 10 Mar 2006 07:24:00 PST

new and improved college quotes

~~~~~~college students are truly a rare breed.Week after week we put ourselves through the gauntlet of flip-cup tournaments, keg stands, and power hours only to pass out briefly and wake up at obscene...
Posted by Not the girl your mother warned you about... on Sat, 11 Feb 2006 06:31:00 PST

to my beautiful phi mu sisters

ladies, i just wanted to say thanks for everything. Abby's bday bash last night was amazing. You girls were there when i thought no one was. I love all of you. FYPM!!!!! LIOB!!!!! Love~~~~~~~~~...
Posted by Not the girl your mother warned you about... on Sat, 14 Jan 2006 06:36:00 PST

depressed

So, practically everything in my lifehas turned to shit. My best friend/roomate is leaving me and i cant help but feel betrayed and alone and pissed off and so sad that she is leaving and i will quite...
Posted by Not the girl your mother warned you about... on Sun, 11 Dec 2005 12:16:00 PST

angst

I'll be your biggest mistake and yet your best kept secret. I'll give you my heart but i wont let you keep it. Your number one with a bullet, a little spitfire in the making So fucking sick of...
Posted by Not the girl your mother warned you about... on Sun, 30 Oct 2005 10:38:00 PST

Im a Greek Girl now BABY

So, recruitment is finally over...it was a blast, but i am so happy to finally meet all of my new SISTERS!!!!!!! I am officially a pledge of the Ball State Chapter Phi Mu sorority....
Posted by Not the girl your mother warned you about... on Tue, 20 Sep 2005 05:25:00 PST