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there's not much to say about me. im 21. i work my ass off. im addicted to starbucks. i dont go anywhere without my cell phone. i dont go anywhere. i love my family more than anything. i love my dogs. i love shopping. i love to read! i cant stand dumb fake ass people. i cant stand people trying to be all up in my business. yes i like to keep to myself. im your average 21 year old. im not interested in "getting fucked up" every single weekend. i dont care which party crew hosted what party that got shot up. i dont care about that one thing everyone is talking about. im not always happy. im not gonna pretend. but sometimes i do fake it..and if im honest, my life is all about me.Layout made by Steph

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I'd like to meet:

someone who will always be there, who i can be a total spaz with, who doesnt mind my randomness, who doesnt get offended by my foul thoughts and random acts of unkindness (like punching you in the gut with no warning), who doesnt care that i dont wake up in the morning looking fabulous or smelling decent, someone who lets me be as morbid and depressive as i want to be, or as annoying and hyper as i can get, someone who doesnt expect me to trust them 10o%, cuz i cant, someone who is as crazy and inruly as myself, but maybe JUST MAYBE a wee bit more sane. if you think that's you, lemme know!

My Blog

scared

when i wake up in the middle of the night because i cant breathe. or when i have random ass chest pressure. or when i start falling asleep at the wheel of my car. i hate myself for getting to this poi...
Posted by on Sun, 22 Feb 2009 22:43:00 GMT

didnt say all the things that i wanted to say..

so, june has turned into july, and soon july will turn into august. and in the midst of it, life changes so quickly! im scared for all the things to come. i had been feeling really good up until this ...
Posted by on Tue, 01 Jul 2008 21:20:00 GMT

finally a sigh of relief..

yeah. its been a while. i dont even know where to begin explaining anything, im so happy. FINALLY! im so in love with my life. so in love i could cry. i hate to bitch and moan that my life has been sh...
Posted by on Sat, 22 Mar 2008 20:23:00 GMT

just a thought

i'm not perfect.but damn it, i try.maybe one day.
Posted by on Wed, 26 Dec 2007 10:11:00 GMT

it's days like today...

that i feel so alone.invisible.defective.infected.unwanted.dont want myself.a day like today.i want it all to end.sore from holding back tears.unpretty.unworth.all the un's in the word.wish it would e...
Posted by on Sun, 11 Mar 2007 21:59:00 GMT

another i wrote

i cant keep living on memoriesall the simple pleasures of yesterdaythe way things used to beit's all a distant fantasypure imaginationno more vivid recollectionjust faded pictures thru a looking glass...
Posted by on Thu, 01 Mar 2007 21:23:00 GMT

sometimes

°?°i feel like the whole wide world hates me. and i dont think i was meant to ever be happy. well, i mean, things with me are good right now. but at the same time, they're not. everyone who i consider...
Posted by on Thu, 22 Feb 2007 16:00:00 GMT

Valentine's Day...

valentine's day indeed...no matter how you feel on the issue, its coming. and i dont know about you, but im not exactly looking forward to it. yes, its another dateless, single, never gonna find ...
Posted by on Fri, 09 Feb 2007 16:20:00 GMT

thoughts on myself

i hate today. i feel ugly. i cant stand looking in a mirror anymore. im sitting here writing this and im crying cuz ive never had the guts to think this stuff out loud and make it real. i look happy o...
Posted by on Sun, 08 Oct 2006 16:29:00 GMT