scared |
when i wake up in the middle of the night because i cant breathe. or when i have random ass chest pressure. or when i start falling asleep at the wheel of my car. i hate myself for getting to this poi... Posted by on Sun, 22 Feb 2009 22:43:00 GMT |
didnt say all the things that i wanted to say.. |
so, june has turned into july, and soon july will turn into august. and in the midst of it, life changes so quickly! im scared for all the things to come. i had been feeling really good up until this ... Posted by on Tue, 01 Jul 2008 21:20:00 GMT |
finally a sigh of relief.. |
yeah. its been a while. i dont even know where to begin explaining anything, im so happy. FINALLY! im so in love with my life. so in love i could cry. i hate to bitch and moan that my life has been sh... Posted by on Sat, 22 Mar 2008 20:23:00 GMT |
just a thought |
i'm not perfect.but damn it, i try.maybe one day. Posted by on Wed, 26 Dec 2007 10:11:00 GMT |
it's days like today... |
that i feel so alone.invisible.defective.infected.unwanted.dont want myself.a day like today.i want it all to end.sore from holding back tears.unpretty.unworth.all the un's in the word.wish it would e... Posted by on Sun, 11 Mar 2007 21:59:00 GMT |
another i wrote |
i cant keep living on memoriesall the simple pleasures of yesterdaythe way things used to beit's all a distant fantasypure imaginationno more vivid recollectionjust faded pictures thru a looking glass... Posted by on Thu, 01 Mar 2007 21:23:00 GMT |
sometimes |
°?°i feel like the whole wide world hates me. and i dont think i was meant to ever be happy. well, i mean, things with me are good right now. but at the same time, they're not. everyone who i consider... Posted by on Thu, 22 Feb 2007 16:00:00 GMT |
Valentine's Day... |
valentine's day indeed...no matter how you feel on the issue, its coming. and i dont know about you, but im not exactly looking forward to it. yes, its another dateless, single, never gonna find ... Posted by on Fri, 09 Feb 2007 16:20:00 GMT |
thoughts on myself |
i hate today. i feel ugly. i cant stand looking in a mirror anymore. im sitting here writing this and im crying cuz ive never had the guts to think this stuff out loud and make it real. i look happy o... Posted by on Sun, 08 Oct 2006 16:29:00 GMT |