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HOLDING IT DOWN!!!!

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About Me

I'm a blessed, GOD Fearing woman, a single mom of one...and holding it down. I love my son...I love GOD and I love life...and I try to take advantage of all life has to offer. I'm not gonna ramble on and on so anything else you want to know...ask me...BLESSINGS...

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TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name: Natalie Serena Walker-Barquet aka Short Drawers aka Close to the Ground...lol
Birthday: April 14th, 1979
Birthplace: Philadlephia, PA
Current Location: Baumholder, Germany
Eye Color: w or w/o contacts???????
Hair Color: damn...i got like 3 different streaks of colors going on now...
Height: *whining*...do i have to tell u??
Right Handed or Left Handed: Righty baby...
Your Heritage: *sigh*
The Shoes You Wore Today: damn...what shoes did i wear today...
Your Weakness: My son...
Your Fears: Being alone
Your Perfect Pizza: Cheese PLEASE...
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: BE DONE WITH GRAD SCHOOL BABY!!!
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: Ur sooooooooooooo TRIFLIN...
Thoughts First Waking Up: Dammit SANTE!!!!...lol...
Your Best Physical Feature: *sigh*...i guess my smile...WHO KNOWS!!!
Your Bedtime: During school...2:30-3 in the morning...out of school...hmmm...give or take 12am...
Your Most Missed Memory: My family...
Pepsi or Coke: COKE
MacDonalds or Burger King: Mickey D's all the way...
Single or Group Dates: Sharing has cost a problem in my marriage...y the hell would i want to share a DATE!!!
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: damn...can i get some water!!!
Chocolate or Vanilla: VANILLA!!
Cappuccino or Coffee: Cappi....
Do you Smoke: Hell no...
Do you Swear: Hell no...lol...honestly....lol...all i say is "OH HELLLLL NO!!!!"
Do you Sing: ahhhh...uhmmm...next question please...
Do you Shower Daily: well of course i do...what type of question is that?? damn it do u...
Have you Been in Love: Yup...*sigh*
Do you want to go to College: Been there...done that...got a T-shirt...and I'm getting another one...lol
Do you want to get Married: *sigh*...did u mean...do i want to throw up...lol..sike naw...yea...sure...maybe one day...
Do you belive in yourself: If i don't...who else will...besides G????
Do you get Motion Sickness: no...atleast i don't think so...
Do you think you are Attractive: I'm okay...
Are you a Health Freak: no...not really...
Do you get along with your Parents: Parent...yes...my moms my best friend...
Do you like Thunderstorms: yes...as long as the lights don't go out...
Do you play an Instrument: no...i wish i did though...
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: I'm married to a man in the military...
In the past month have you Smoked: No but i need to cause I'm married to a man in the military...
In the past month have you been on Drugs: no...
In the past month have you gone on a Date: *sadly* no... and it's not because i'm married to a man in the military...but because i'm getting a divorce...
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: Oh no...i know...im not ur average female...i don't really like to shop...
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: no....
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: ahhhh...no....
In the past month have you been on Stage: *sigh*...no...
In the past month have you been Dumped: u will have to be in a relationship to do that...duh???
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: i wish....
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: nope...i wear a halo...
Ever been Drunk: come on now...i did go to college...
Ever been called a Tease: Sadly...yes...recently matter of fact...
Ever been Beaten up: nope...come on me...never that...
Ever Shoplifted: did i mention that i went to college and we were broke...
How do you want to Die: Happy...
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: Wow...Uhmmm...did I fail to mention that...I'm already 27...THREE years shy from the big 3-0...Sigh
What country would you most like to Visit: Africa
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: brown i guess...
Favourite Hair Color: i don't know...
Short or Long Hair: i perfer long...lol...i dig the braids and dreads...
Height: well shoot he has got to be taller then me...
Weight: average is coo....i'm not picky *wink*
Best Clothing Style: *sigh*
Number of Drugs I have taken: 1...ssssssssssh....i wasn't wearing my halo then...lol
Number of CDs I own: not many...
Number of Piercings: 4
Number of Tattoos: 2
Number of things in my Past I Regret: Don't regret anything...everything is taken as a lesson WELL learned!!!

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I'd like to meet:

Not looking to 'meet or greet' or do the 'hook up' thing, however, I'm always up for a stimulating conversation.

Music:

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Movies:

all time favorite..LOVE JONES, MOBSTERS, DOGMA, then I like Sweet Home Alabama

Television:

All of US, One on One, Everybody Loves Raymond, Greys Anatomy, One Tree Hill...THE OC...love that show...lol

Books:

Damn...y yall had to ask this question...I'm A FREAKING BOOK WORM...too many...theres completely too many to put on here...can't do it...I JUST CAN'T...lol

Heroes:

GOD, and my mom

My Blog

FOR THE MOMENT...

F  For all the lives Ive changed in a matter of seconds.  O Opportunity for making things right has passed.R Reasons Ive done these things I cant fathom.  T  The treasures I once t...
Posted by HOLDING IT DOWN!!!! on Wed, 17 May 2006 09:48:00 PST

Untitled...

Knowing what to do right...yet yearning to do badHave gained so much insight over the last couple of monthsCant use the excuse that I use to haveI was young, stupid and wanted to live my life my wayBu...
Posted by HOLDING IT DOWN!!!! on Wed, 17 May 2006 08:41:00 PST

I don't know You...

I dont know you, Aint sure I want toScared as f*** that my black pen will write blue Messed up in the head Cause s*** u sayin aint adding up true Been thinking and yup ur right I shouldnt be doing...
Posted by HOLDING IT DOWN!!!! on Tue, 16 May 2006 12:40:00 PST

ONE FINE TRANCE

Stretch me out on your pillowWhisper in my earAs your finger trickle down in between my breastAhhh...that's it...As you make your fingers dance across my breast...My nipples harden...You kiss me there...
Posted by HOLDING IT DOWN!!!! on Tue, 16 May 2006 11:17:00 PST

FALLEN

Fallen   Fallen...head first, Than heels...Tumbling down the valleys called love.. I sit under a treeAs I watch the skylineI absorb everything slowly I take a hit...B...
Posted by HOLDING IT DOWN!!!! on Tue, 16 May 2006 10:14:00 PST