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Happiness is Helen-Shaped

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About Me



Like me for my looks, love me for my mind.
Don't worry i'm not stuck up lol and anyone that's spoke to me will know that.
Going... Doing... Boing.

That is why the english language annoys me.

Whilst talking to Stephen i realised what i should put on here. You can call me hot/beautiful or whatever, if people want to that's fine, i'll let them. If they wish to get to know me, my personality, beliefs, opinions and philosophy on life then i'll start paying them attention.


Which Hogwarts house will you be sorted into?



helen rendell --
[adjective]:
Sexually stunning
'How will you be defined in the dictionary?' at QuizGalaxy.com
You scored as Emo Kid. You listen to emo. 'Nuff said.
You know how to dress.
You usually feel as if nobody understands you.

Emo Kid


93%

Punk


87%

Geek/Nerd


87%

Goth


53%

Stoner


40%

Hot


33%

Loner


27%

Prep


7%

Jock


7%

"Ghetto"


0%
What Highschool Clique Do You Belong To?
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Me as mine and Liz's favourite bourgeouise irrelevance...

Your Political Profile


Overall: 0% Conservative, 100% Liberal
Social Issues: 0% Conservative, 100% Liberal
Personal Responsibility: 0% Conservative, 100% Liberal
Fiscal Issues: 0% Conservative, 100% Liberal
Ethics: 0% Conservative, 100% Liberal
Defense and Crime: 0% Conservative, 100% Liberal How Liberal / Conservative Are You?

My Interests

Martial arts, music, politics.

You scored as Anarchist. You see government itself as an "evil" that is not "necessary." You believe that by nature society is cooperative and understanding, and it is authority and power itself that breeds evil, greed and corruption.

Anarchist


100%

Environmentalist (Green)


100%

Socialist/Marxist


83%

Liberal


58%

Libertarian


50%

Conservative


33%

Centrist


8%

Fascist


0%
What is your true Political Ideology?
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Aw Sven would be proud...

Favourtie Colour? Black, Red, Orange
Favourite Animal? Cat
Drink? Yep
Smoke? When stressed
Obssessed With Myspace? Hell yeah
Most Hated Person? George Bush
Favourite Person? Yuki from Fruits basket
Best Childhood show? Funnybones or Animals of Farthing Wood
Dream Job? Assasin/Spy
Favourite food? Ice-cream
Favourite Superhero? Catwoman
Favourite Celebrity and Why? Gerard Way because he's so talented and writes amazing songs and draws amazing too, that talented bitch! I love how he wanted to do something with his life that would help others
What do you spend too much of your time doing? Going on myspace and msn
Favourite Subject? Sociology - I love Mr Hawes!
Most Hated Brand? Addidas/Nike/Burberry
What Socks Are You Wearing? Batman ones
Favourite Power Ranger? Red ranger, Jason was the best
Favourite Mutant NINJA Turtle? Michelangelo
Favourite Sailor Scout? Sailor Venus
Biker Mice from Mars? SUCK!

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You Are 80% Nerdy
You are a pretty big nerd, and you're getting nerdier every day.
Don't worry if you don't have friends... there's always robots. How Nerdy Are You?

Come on, how could having a robot friend not be cool!

I'd like to meet:



Blame Sarah for this she put the song in my head lol

My Chemical Romance, Karl Marx and Bruce Lee.

I wish the photos wouldn't zoom in down my top, oh well, too late now, I wasted time and effort on this so it's going here...

You Are Death
You symbolize the end, which can be frightening.
But you also symbolize the immortality of the soul.
You represent transformation, rebirth of a new life.
Sweeping away the past is part of this card, as painful as it may be.

Your fortune:

Don't worry, this card does not predict death itself.
Instead it foreshadows the ending of an era of your life, one that is hard to let go of.
But with the future great new things will come, and it's time to embrace them.
Mourn for a while, but then face the future with humility and courage. What Tarot Card Are You?

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Your results:
You are Catwoman Catwoman 100% Wonder Woman 90% Hulk 85% Supergirl 80% The Flash 65% Green Lantern 65% Batman 60% Robin 55% Iron Man 55% Superman 50% Spider-Man 50% You have had a tough childhood,
you know how to be a thief and exploit others
but you stand up for society's cast-offs.
Click here to take the "Which Superhero are you?" quiz...

These are my top friends from exmouth and around in the order myspace put them apart from those who were already in my previous top friends, which will now only consist of online friends. Sorry if i missed anyone out lol. There are more people i was thinking of including lol so if it bothers you that much tell me and i'll add you as long as i feel you're worthy :p just realised simon's in there twice! haha guess you're extra special then lol

Music:

So many I can't be bothered to type them, maybe one day I'll fill this section. But even then you would have to be pretty bored to read all of it ;)

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Now I know that I cant make you stay
But where's your heart?
But where's your...
And I know there's
Nothing I could say
To change that part
To change...

So many bright lights that cast a shadow
But can I speak
Well, is it hard
understanding I'm incomplete?
A life that's so demanding
I get so weak
A love that's so demanding
I cant speak

I am not afraid to keep on living
I am not afraid to walk this world alone
Honey, if you stay, I'll be forgiving
Nothing you can say could stop me going home

Can you see my eyes are shining bright
cuz i'm out here on the other side
Of a jet black hotel mirror
And im so weak
Is it hard understanding
I'm incomplete
A love that's so demanding
I get weak

I am not afraid to keep on living
I am not afraid to walk this world alone
Honey, if you stay, I'll be forgiving
Nothing you can say could stop me going home

Sister, I'm not much a poet
But a criminal
And you never had a chance
Love it, or leave it,
You can't understand
A pretty face,
But you do so carry on,

I wouldn't front the
Scene if you paid me
I'm just the way
That the doctor made me
Love is the red of the rose
On your coffin door
What's life like
Bleeding on the floor

You'll never make me leave
I wear this on my sleeve
Give me a reason to believe

So give me all your poison
And give me all your pills
And give me all your hopeless hearts
And make me ill
You're running after something
That you'll never kill
If this is what you want
Then fire at will

You'll never make me leave
I wear this on my sleeve
You wanna follow something
Give me a better cause to lead
Just give me what I need
Give me a reason to believe

So give me all your poison
And give me all your pills
And give me all your hopeless hearts
And make me ill
You're running after something
That you'll never kill
If this is what you want
Then fire at will

Sucker love, a box I choose.
No other box I choose to use.
Another love I would abuse,
No circumstances could excuse.
In the shape of things to come.
Too much poison come undone.
Cuz theres nothing else to do,
Every me and every you...

Like the naked leads the blind.
I know Im selfish, Im unkind.
Sucker love I always find,
Someone to bruise and leave behind.
All alone in space and time.
Theres nothing here but what heres mine.
Something borrowed, something blue.
Every me and every you...

One more kiss could be the best thing
But one more lie could be the worst
And all these thoughts are never resting
And you're not something I deserve
In my head there's only you now
This world falls on me
In this world there's real and make believe
And this seems real to me

You love me but you dont know who I am
I'm torn between this life I lead and where I stand
And you love me but you dont know who I am
So let me go
Let me go

I dream ahead to what I hope for
And I turn my back on loving you
How can this love be a good thing
When I know what I'm goin through

And no matter how hard I try
I can't escape these things inside I know, I know
When all the pieces fall apart
You will be the only one who knows, who knows

You love me but you dont know who I am
I'm tore between this life I lead and where I stand
And you love me but you dont know Who I am
So let me go
Just let me go

you love me but you dont
you love me but you dont know who I am

Fate is an elegant, cold-hearted whore
She loves salting my wounds
Yes, she enjoys nothing more
I bleed confidence from deep within my guts now
I'm the king of this pity party with my jewel encrusted crown

I wanna tear apart your room
to see if what you say is true
Darling don't you lie, lie to me
I wanna break into your heart
to see why you want us apart
Oh, I'm scared to death to find out what you think of me

According to you we don't click,
that's a blatant lie and you know it
Angel, what are you hiding from me?
If there is truly another secret lunch-break,
working late lover
then I would die, but at least then I'd be free

Fate is an elegant, cold-hearted whore
She loves salting my wounds
Yes, she enjoys nothing more
I bleed confidence from deep within my guts now
I'm the king of this pity party with my jewel encrusted crown

I used to wanna feel your summer sweat
seeping right into my eyes
I used to wanna feel your body quake
when I sink my teeth into your thighs

Where did you come from, where have you been?
I don't know that much about you,
but I don't think that I would like to anymore

The curtains rising just like the ante
Here we go now, break a leg
No, I literally mean it this time around
I'm sick of you leading me on
I'm sick of you stringing me along, on
I do hereby swear
a bounty on your heart

Every poison kiss that you blew me
I deflected with an icy cold stare
That I learned from you
What's a boy to do?

Where did you come from, where have you been?
I don't know that much about you,
but I don't think that I would like to anymore

The curtains rising just like the ante
Here we go now, break a leg
No, I literally mean it this time around
I'm sick of you leading me on
I'm sick of you stringing me along, on
I do hereby swear
a bounty on your heart

Coming up beyond belief
On this coronary thief

More than just a light motif
More chaotic, no relief
Ill describe the way I feel
Weeping wounds that never heal

Can the savior be for real?
Or are you just my seventh seal?

No hesitation,
No delay
You come on just
Like special k
Just like I
Swallowed half my stash
I never ever wanna crash
No hesitation,
No delay
You come on just
Like special k
Now youre back
And dont demand
I'm on sinking sand

I'll describe the way I feel
Youre my new achilles heel
Can the savior be for real?
Or are you just my seventh seal?

No hesitation,
No delay
You come on just
Like special k
Just like I
Swallowed half my stash
I never ever wanna crash
No hesitation,
No delay
You come on just
Like special k
Now youre back
And dont demand
I'm on sinking sand

I'm not a stranger
No I am yours
With crippled anger
And tears that still drip sore

I do not want to be afraid
I do not want to die inside
Just to breathe in
I'm tired of feeling so numb
Relief exists I find it when
I am cut
I may seem crazy
Or painfully shy
And these scars wouldn't be so hidden
If you would just look me in the eye
I feel alone here and cold here
Though I don't want to die
But the only anesthetic that makes
Me feel anything kills inside

I got my head, but my head is unraveling
Cant keep control, cant keep track of where its traveling
I got my heart but my heart is no good
And you're the only one thats understood
I come along but I dont know where youre taking me
I shouldnt go but youre reaching back and shaking me
Turn off the sun, pull the stars from the sky
The more I give to you, the more I die

You make me hard, when Im all soft inside
I see the truth, when Im all stupid eyed
The arrow goes straight through my heart
Without you everything just falls apart

My blood wants to say hello to you
My feelings want to get inside of you
My soul is so afraid to realize
Every little word is a lack of me
And I want you
And I want you
And I want you
And I want you
You are the perfect drug

why do i want you?
how can you say this?
like what do you want me to be?
who did i fall for?
not the same person
you haven't been nice in a year

but i'm not afraid anymore
give me a reason and i'll show you what i'm fighting for
i'm not afraid anymore, i'll show you who i am

choosing sides you choose to hide
and try and act like you are fine
while all awhile that's not your style at all
like robot maids in rocky four
it makes no sense but what's for sure
I can choose myself what to regret

now every second
seems like a decade
that might sound quite cliche
just being honest
unlike my conscience
but who hears that anyway?

you're crazy
is that what I'm gonna hear
keep trying
this was your biggest fear

If you think that I don't notice
that you're not looking me in the eye
then you're blind
and I don't have the time
to sit here and wonder
just what's under your skin tonight

And I know that there's a problem
but I don't understand
if what's in my chest
is now in your hand.
I don't want to hear a word,
but I do...
Go to hell,
who needs you?
I say that 'cause I don't believe you
Take my words the way I'm taking yours
It's not fair you know me,
but you don't even hear me
Listen once and listen close to me

Even a heart transplant
wouldn't show you how I feel
would it baby?
It's tearin' up my past now,
Yeah, wouldn't show you how I feel would it now?

Those inside jokes
and the things we know
were the furthest thing from my mind
But you let one slip,
and I forget and smile
But I shouldn't,
'cause I hate you,
and I hope this irritates you
As much as it does to me,
for even thinking that I don't want you

I'm not looking at you like I used to,
When you'd kiss me and when you'd want me,
What did I do?
What did I say?
As time goes by and wonders why
and where and how and what you've learned
And who is this you're sitting with tonight?
(My dreams won't let you go)

I'm over you. Way over due now
(My dreams won't let you go)
and my heart lies in between my past
But if I pretend
for a minute and put all that I have into it
I swear that I can still feel your something
but it's probably nothing

Even a heart transplant
wouldn't show you how I feel
would it baby?
Tearin' up my past now
Yeah, wouldn't show you how I feel would it now?

Go to hell,
Who needs you?
I say this coz I dont believe you.

I had the notion that you'd make me change my ways
My bad habits would be gone in a matter of days
I had the feeling that you'd open up my eyes
To a whole new world that had since been in disguise

But that day will most likely never come for me
And it's just my luck to end up getting stuck
To everything you are

So tonight I'll sit and pick apart your pictures
And overanalyse your words
But the truth is that I've never fallen so hard
It's taking everything in me
Just to forget your sweater so far

I had the notion that you'd make me forget the world
But your undecisive mind shows me that
You are "just another girl"
I had the feeling that those looks you gave me were real
What if I ripped your heart apart at the seams?
Maybe then you'd know how I feel

I will sleep another day
I don't really need to anyway
What's the point when my dreams are infected
With words you used to say
I will breathe in a moment
As long as I keep my distance
I wouldn't want to go messing anything up

So don't go worrying about me
It's not like I think about you constantly
So maybe I do, but that shouldn't affect
Your life anymore
I knew it the moment you walked into the door

So don't go worrying about me
It's not like I think about this constantly
So maybe I do, but that shouldn't affect
Your life anymore
I knew it the moment you walked into the door

I'll let you get the best of me
Because there's nothing else that I do well
I'll let you get the best of me
Because there's nothing else that I do well
I'll be the giver and you'll be the taker
You've got me down on my knees and I proclaim
All hail the heartbreaker

I thought I saw a man
Brought to life
He was warm, he came around
Like he was dignified
He showed me what it was to cry
Well you couldn't be that man I adored
You don't seem to know,
Don't seem to care
What your heart is for

I'm all out of faith,
This is how I feel
I'm cold and I am shamed
Lying naked on the floor
Illusion never changed
Into something real
I'm wide awake and I
Can see the perfect sky is torn

So I guess the fortune tellers right
Should have seen just what was
There and not some holy light
To crawl beneath my veins and now
I don't care, I have no luck,
I don't miss it all that much
Theres just so many things
That I cant touch, I'm torn

I'm all out of faith,
This is how I feel
I'm cold and I am shamed
Boundand broken on the floor
Illusion never changed
Into something real
I'm wide awake and I
Can see the perfect sky is torn
You're a little late,
I'm already torn.

Your cruel device
Your blood, like ice
One look could kill
My pain, your thrill

I want to love you
But I better not Touch
I want to hold you
But my senses
Tell me to stop
I want to kiss you
But I want it too much
I want to taste you
But your lips
Are venomous poison

You're poison running
Through my veins
You're poison,
I dont want to
Break these chains

Your mouth, so hot
Your web, Im caught
Your skin, so wet
Black lace on sweat

I hear you calling
Aand its needles and pins
I want to hurt you
Just to hear you
Screaming my name
Dont want to touch you
But you're under my skin

Movies:

Most superhero movies I say most because of the fantastic four movie and also catwoman they should have been a lot better. Also anything to do with spies and any horror movie. Oh yeah and martial arts movies or anything to do with China or Japan. And thanks to Lizzy I remembered how much I love Cruel Intentions.

Television:

Neighbours, Alias, the Batman, Rurouni Kehshin, Sailor Moon, Fruits Basket, Fushigi Yuugi, Inuyasha and Buffy when they used to show it.

Heroes:

Karl Marx because his theory changed the lives of thousands and helped make things better, don't get me wrong things still need to change, a lot, but without him the world would be a very different place now. Also Bruce Lee, not only was he an amazing martial artist he was also one of the wisest people I have ever heard. Mr Hawes - greatest sociology teacher ever.

My Blog

The best weapon against extremism is tolerance?

I would not describe myself as a socialist, but of Marxist/Socialist persuasion, however, when I was looking at Stalin's myspace (as you do) I was reminded of all that he had done and my mind was fill...
Posted by Happiness is Helen-Shaped on Fri, 20 Jul 2007 11:16:00 PST

personality test...

You Are An ENFPThe InspirerYou love being around people, and you are deeply committed to your friends.You are also unconventional, irreverent, and unimpressed by authority and rules.Incredibly percept...
Posted by Happiness is Helen-Shaped on Mon, 16 Jul 2007 05:07:00 PST

vultures by Chinua Achebe...

In the greyness and drizzle of one despondent dawn unstirred by harbingers of sunbreak a vulture perching high on broken bone of a dead tree nestled close to his mate his smooth bashed-in head, a pe...
Posted by Happiness is Helen-Shaped on Mon, 16 Jul 2007 04:47:00 PST

letter to my MP...

Dear Hugo Swire, I am writing to you today concerning Brown's take over as Prime Minister. Although it certainly seems fair that Labour members only would vote for the new leader of the Labour party,...
Posted by Happiness is Helen-Shaped on Sat, 23 Jun 2007 02:36:00 PST

another iq test...

Yes, the tests still like me. Though, the fact it's a point less on this test bothers me....
Posted by Happiness is Helen-Shaped on Tue, 29 May 2007 01:17:00 PST

I'm a fire rabbit...

The Fire Rabbits stand out from the crowd of other Rabbits. You might expect Rabbits to be passive, quiet, and loners. Not so, the Fire Rabbits. These extroverts are leaders of the pac...
Posted by Happiness is Helen-Shaped on Wed, 23 May 2007 01:53:00 PST

Due to the success of Pioneer...

Nickleback - If Everyone Cared Add to My Profile |   More VideosJake thought this video was fitting and I agree.I'm now making a Pioneer myspace, and will add the link once it's finis...
Posted by Happiness is Helen-Shaped on Wed, 09 May 2007 06:22:00 PST

Pioneer...

    This organisation will have no leader, it is not my aim to lead, but to encourage others to express their views. It is also not my intention to force my view down your throat, I wil...
Posted by Happiness is Helen-Shaped on Sun, 06 May 2007 06:43:00 PST

I find it fitting this is posted on Marx's birthday...

    When you die I believe that's it. I don't see how you can continue living in another form, but I don't rule it out. Ultimately, I think it's best to concentrate on what you do know ...
Posted by Happiness is Helen-Shaped on Sat, 05 May 2007 07:34:00 PST

woooooooooo

i'm so fucked i cabn barely see the screen, just anted to say i love youall, homnestly thre's not a single p[erson  i hate or resent iin the skightest and i wilmazke things better for you all or ...
Posted by Happiness is Helen-Shaped on Fri, 04 May 2007 03:59:00 PST