I'm working on trust. Ultimate, real, trust...with people. Green Tea and Beef Jerky
Beginnings and endings...of the day, of a loaf of bread, completion of all kinds makes me feel good, beginnings make me feel alive. I realized a couple of years ago that I plug my nose with my upper lip everytime I'm underwater.
weird.
I've always enjoyed rubbing my lip and nose together, or touching my nose or holding pencils or other silly things within this space, and it was pointed out to me that I do this when swimming. I then tried going in the water without doing it to see if I do it EVERYTIME, and sure enough - it was a completely foriegn feeling. For the entirety of my life and all the swimming I've done (which I really like to do) I have a physical habit that I didn't know about.
I only think in Metaphors. This is great, except sometime I feel too much.
I realize funny things about my brain, I don’t like seeing people together, really anywhere near each other, if they are wearing colors that don’t match each others. I’m so visual. It doesn’t bother me like I’m present with the pain, but in my head I’m annoyed and want the situation to end as soon as possible --unless I realize and get comfortable with it to overcome it. Nicole has a rose colored shirt, Angie has on a very red shirt – they work together a lot but the furthest thing they look like to me is a team. Yuck, I feel like their rhythms are off and they can’t be the excellent team today. This is my brain.
My Interests
I'd like to meet:
A righteous path
People who choose to not participate in bullshit.
People who care.
Darren's parents.
Someone to teach me about Kung-Fu movies, and/or Kung-Fu.