as of august 24, 2009, i am now back in las vegas, nevada. i've previously lived in sioux city, iowa [for 3 months], as well as boca raton, florida [for 1 crazy year].
i'm ryan.
i am a misanthrope and a masochist [2, 3].
behind everything i say and do, there is a plan.
i've created tremendous insensitivity for myself, and it never breaks unless i allow it. trying to insult me or the way i live is useless. i do enjoy seeing people try, however.
i only keep one or two close friends around, ones who know about my personal life. i rarely ever trust people and i never let my guard down. it's who i've become over the years.
i have an extraordinary sense of humor, and use it very well. i can make every situation funny. i'm also a master of sarcasm. teehee.
i am quite a feminine guy, and i'm not ashamed of it. i love hair and fashion, and enjoy talking to unique people. being different from the masses is a way of life, and i like finding the others living it.
i'm not fond of girls that are "down with the guys" or whatever the fuck they call it. to be honest i find it rather disgusting and quite unattractive when women have guys as best friends [even the faggots].
if i didn't know that i can commit suicide at any moment, i'd be unable to deal with my life.
one day i'll be adding more to this.
