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Jedi Jessica

I tried to pass for nothing, But my dreams gave me away...............

About Me

I'm 27 years old and I live in Denver, Colorado. Right now I'm attending Metro State. I'm studying psychology and hope to get my MA in counseling. I would love to work with children. I am right now an assistant manager at a Hot Topic and have worked there for about 2 years, and just recently rediscovered why I love working there so much, I have one of the best teams a person could ask for. I have an amazing boyfriend named Mike, we have been together almost a year and a half. He reminds me everyday of how lucky I am to have found such an incredible person. I have a few close friends that I know will stick with me through thick and thin...a person couldn't really ask for more :) Check out my photography page http://www.myspace.com/beautifullybrokenfx
BRIGHT EYES LYRICS
"A Song To Pass The Time"
There is a middle-aged woman she's dragging her feet.
She carries baskets of clothes to a laundromat.
While the Mexican children kick rocks into the street
and they laugh in a language I don't understand.
But I love them.
Why do I love them?
So the neighborhood is dimming as I smoke on the porch
and watch the people as they pass enclosed inside their
cars.
And on their faces just anger or disappointment.
I start wishing there was something I could offer them.
A consolation, what could I offer them?
When they are sad in their suburbs robots water the lawn
and everything they touch gets dusted spotless.
So they start to believe that they haven't touched anything at all.
While the cars in the driveway only multiply.
They are lost in their houses.
I have heard them sing in the shower
and making speeches to their sister on the telephone.
Saying, You come home.
Darling, you come here.
Don't stay so far away from me.
This weather has me wanting love more tangible.
Something I can hold because it's getting cold.
So lets hold up our fists to the flame in the sky
to block out the light that is reaching for our eyes
because it would blind us. It will blind us.
Now I have locked my actions in the grooves of routine.
So I may never be free of this apathy.
But I wait for a letter that is coming to me.
She sends me pictures of the ocean in an envelope.
So there still is hope.
Yes, I can be healed.
There is someone looking for what I concealed in my secret drawer,
in my pockets deep,
you will find the reasons that I can't sleep and you will still want me.
But will you still want me?
Well, I say come for the week.
You can sleep in my bed.
And then pass through my life like a dream through my head. It will be easy. I will make it easy.
But all I have for the moment is a song to pass the time. A melody to keep me from worrying.
Oh, some simple progression to keep my fingers busy.
And some words that are sure to come back to me and they will be laughing.
My mediocrity. My mediocrity.
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*The New and Improved Ultimate About Me*:
Basics:
Name: Jessica
Date of Birth: May 1980
Birthplace: Alamosa, Colorado
Current Location: Westminster, Colorado
Eye Color: Blueish grey
Hair Color: It changes all the time...right now its redish pinkish purple
Height: 5'4''
Heritage: Spanish and French
Piercings: My ears are gauged to 0's, my nose, belly, and I have the back of my neck done.
Tattoos: I have 4 right now but i'm going to be starting on my quster sleeve soon
Favourite:
Band/Singer: Conor Oberst is amazing
Song: Posion Oak....listen this song, it will change your world!!!!
Movie: Right now "The last Kiss"
Disney Movie: Fuck Disney
TV show: Arrested Development or LAW AND ORDER
Color: Purple
Food: ummmmm I like pasta
Pizza topping: Cheese
Ice-Cream Flavor: Strawberry
Drink (alcoholic): Caption and Coke
Soda: Sprite
Store: Hot Topic..hheheheheh lol just kidding I love Raves
Clothing Brand: Tripp
Shoe Brand: Ones that dont hurt my feet
Season: Fall
Month: October
Holiday/Festival: Halloween
Flower: Lily
Make-Up Item: eyeliner
Board game: they scare me...........
This or That
Sunny or rainy: Rainy
Chocolate or vanilla: Chocolate
Fruit or veggie: Fruit
Night or day: Night
Sour or sweet: Sweet
Love or money: Love
Phone or in person: in person
Looks or personality: personality last looks fade
Coffee or tea: Tea
Hot or cold: Ummm neither but cold I guess
Your:
Goal for this year: To finish school and get a job out of the mall
Most missed memory: hanging out with my friends in high school when we'd ditch class
Best physical feature: eyes?
First thought waking up: Fuck the mall
Hypothetical personality disorder: manic
Preferred type of plastic surgery: Boobs
Sesame street alter ego: oscar the grouch
Fairytale alter ego: umm i dunno?
Most stupid remark: psh really anything that comes out of my mouth
Worst crime: like i'd say on here
Greatest ambition: To get my masters degree
Greatest fear: To die alone
Darkest secret: will never say
Favorite subject: writing
Strangest received gift: um i dunno?
Worst habit: chewing on my lip
Do You:
Smoke: sometimes
Drink: sometimes
Curse: all the time
Shower daily: yep
Like thunderstorms: yeah they are the most missed thing in the winter time
Dance in the rain: yeah
Sing: not well
Play an instrument: guitar
Get along with your parents: depends on the day
Wish on stars: not anymore
Believe in fate: yeah i do
Believe in love at first sight: kinda,
Can You:
Drive: not well
Sew: I leave that to Mike
Cook: Heheh I leave that to Mike also
Speak another language: nope
Dance: yep all the time
Sing: sometimes in the car
Touch your nose with your tongue: nope
Whistle: still cant figure that out
Curl your tongue: yep
Have You Ever:
Been Drunk: hehe yeah
Been Stoned/High: maybe
Eaten Sushi: I love sushi
Been in Love: I am right now
Skipped school: Yeah about 80% of the t ime
Made prank calls: when I was in jr high
Sent someone a love letter: no I perfer to fell people how i feel
Stolen something: not since i was young
Cried yourself to sleep: yeah more often then i'd like to admit
Other Questions:
What annoys you most in a person? Lying
Are you right or left handed? right
What is your bedtime? i'm fucking old man....i'm done by midnight now
Name three things you can't live without: Mike, my cell phone and my ipod
What is the color of your room? brown?
Do you have any siblings? 3 counting Jenn
Do you have any pets? 2
Would you kill someone you hate for a million dollars? yeah i'd do it for alot less
What is you middle name? Andrea
What are you nicknames? Jess, Andie, Jay, Babe, cupcake,
Are you for or against gay marriage? I support any type of love
What are your thoughts on abortion? Its not for me but you gotta do what you gotta do
Do you have a crush on anyone? hehe yeah
Are you afraid of the dark? yeah i sleep with a light on...for real!
How do you want to die? before i'm old
What is the largest amount of popsicles that you have eaten on one day? like a whold box of ottor pops
Would you take a bullet for the one you love? yeah without question
What is the last law you’ve broken? um who knows?
In a Member of the Opposite Sex:
Hair color: Darker
Eye color: dosnt matter
Height taller then me
Weight no one fat
Most important physical feature: nice eyes
Biggest turn-off someone who thinks there shit dosnt stink
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My Interests


I love music and art.....I spend my time checking out concerts and painting....I also always have a camera in my hand. I'm going to Metro right now and studying psychology.

I'd like to meet:

Conor Oberst.... The most amazing song writer in the world!!!
Robert Smith is God

Johnny Depp

Music:

The Cure, Depeche Mode, The Smiths, New Order, Rancid, MXPX, Social Distortion, The Distillers, Tool, NIN, The Killers, Gwen Stefani, U2, Coldplay, Convant, VNV Nation, Mindless Self Indulgence, The Bravery, The Decemeberists, The White Stripes, The Used, Johnny Cash, My Chemical Romance, Gorillaz, As I Lay Dying, Siouxsie and the Banshees, The Smiths Zao, Nighmare of You, Taking Back Sunday, Dashboard Confessional, Brand New, IMA Robot, Bright Eyes, A Perfect Circle, Manson, Radiohead,Eighteen Visions, and local bands like The Calm Before, Fifth Sun Falls, ASA,just to name a few.

Movies:

Swingers, The Notebook, Jarhead, Mallrats, Shawn of the Dead, Dawn of the Dead (Both of them) The Secretary, Run Lola Run, Donny Darko, Big Fish, Edward Scissorhands, The Crow, Beattle Juice, May, Whats Eating Gilbert Grape, Garden State, Crash, Old School, Fight Club...."God I haven't been fucked like that since grade school!" (Marla Rocks), Chasing Amy, Clerks, The Boonedock Saints, The Nightmare Before Christmas....theres so many more.....

Television:

The Simpsons, Aqua Teen Hunger Force, Viva La Bam, The Chappelle Show, Law in Order SVU, The Family Guy, Robot Chicken, Scrubs, Arrested Development is the shit..i'm addicted to that show. .."It walked on my pillow!"

Books:

I read all the time and I try and read different kinds of books some of my favorite authors are... Hunter S Thompson, Chuck Palahniuk, Ann Rule, Patricia Cornwell, Jonathan Kellerman, Laurell K. Hamilton, Ann Rice......... If anyone knows of any great books, authors tell me about it...I'm always looking for something new to read.

Heroes:

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My Blog

Long December...........

A long December and there's reason to believe Maybe this year will be better than the lastI can't remember the last thing that you said as You were leaving Now the days go by so fastAnd it's one more ...
Posted by Jedi Jessica on Sun, 31 Dec 2006 02:25:00 PST

Thinking about the last Year..........

I think its just the time of year or whatever but I'm always lost in thought right after Christmas thinking about the last year and all thats happened and how I feel about it. I was reading a friends ...
Posted by Jedi Jessica on Tue, 26 Dec 2006 11:59:00 PST

The Sound of Loneliness Makes Me Happier

Poison oak, some boyhood braveryWhen the telephone was a tin can on a stringAnd I fell asleep with you still talking to meYou said you weren't afraid to dieIn polaroids you were dressed in women's clo...
Posted by Jedi Jessica on Tue, 19 Dec 2006 08:12:00 PST

Blue in the Face

"Blue In The Face"Alkaline Trio It's about time that I came clean with youI'm no longer fine, I'm no longer running smoothI thought that I found myself under something newJust one more line I repeat o...
Posted by Jedi Jessica on Sat, 18 Nov 2006 04:09:00 PST

damn it

Meh im in a bad way right now.....FUCK!!!
Posted by Jedi Jessica on Wed, 15 Nov 2006 07:58:00 PST

meh........

I've just studied for the last 2 hours and my head hurts.... do you ever sit and wonder about the choices you make in life and if you would have taken that other road where you would be opposed t...
Posted by Jedi Jessica on Wed, 08 Nov 2006 11:52:00 PST

has it been almost 10 years?

So I got an email yesterday about my high school runion....fuck nothing can make you feel worthless quicker then something like that...looking at the list of my classmates 70% are married and have chi...
Posted by Jedi Jessica on Sat, 04 Nov 2006 07:56:00 PST

'Cause I know i'm a mess he dont wanna clean up.........

I'm still pissed i missed this show last week...heres one of her best songs..   "Paper Bag"Fiona Apple I was staring at the sky, just looking for a starTo pray on, or wish on, or something like t...
Posted by Jedi Jessica on Sat, 04 Nov 2006 07:32:00 PST

....2

I just wanted to say sorry to everyone who knows me...the last few day have been kinda weird...im in a strange place in my life, i have a great oppurtunity to move into an environment that is more rel...
Posted by Jedi Jessica on Sat, 30 Sep 2006 10:24:00 PST

High and Dry

I feel very lost, and unhappy... "High & Dry" RadioheadTwo jumps in a weekI bet you think that's pretty clever don't you boy?Flying on your motorcycle,Watching all the ground beneath you dropYou'd...
Posted by Jedi Jessica on Fri, 08 Sep 2006 05:19:00 PST