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JAMELLA

I can't make it to your Wedding, but Im sure I'll be at your Wake

About Me

I usually have the lyrics to a song I like in this "ABOUT ME" section of myspace. It is not easy for me to explain me. So Im going to give it a try. I enjoy music very much. I think it makes me who I am and explains me better then I can. If you listen to the music I have on here then you would know who I am, and whats in my head. I like the beach when its just about to rain. The clouds are thick, the wind picks up, the waves are crashing to the shore. Its beautiful to me, in its scary way you can look out and know how powerful the ocean is. I love white roses. I enjoy opera. Andrea Bocelli has the most beautiful voice I have ever heard. He has so much passion when he sings. The songs have meaning beyond just the words, there is the best feeling inside me running through my body when he sings. Im not an easy person to comunicate with. I say what I think, and most do not like what I have to say, or maybe its just the way I say it. Either way, if you can't take it, get out of my way. I do believe in love, but I want real love. I think not many find it. There seems to be more hurt in most relationships then Love. I have 2 children, Marie Isabella, and Philip Antonio. I love them with all my heart. I raise them alone. Its tough for me, but I have a good family who is my rock, they never leave me, and they help me through everything. My brothers mean the world to me. They are the only ones who know my control buttons. I have one person in my life that is my best friend, Eileen. She has the best heart you will ever find in anyone. My mom holds the patients I someday hope to have. My Dad is my strength and my hero. He never lets me down, and always leads me in the right direction. I have a song that is just for him. Tiny Dancer.
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Your Deadly Sins
Envy: 80%
Lust: 80%
Wrath: 80%
Greed: 20%
Pride: 20%
Sloth: 20%
Gluttony: 0%
Chance You'll Go to Hell: 43%
You will die at the hands of a jealous lover. How ironic. How Sinful Are You?

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

The One I have wished for on every Birthday candle, every penny Ive thrown, that one face I see in my dreams.

Music:

I love TOOL. My favorite song is " Wings for Marie part 2", Pretty much anything by Maynard James Keenan. Perfect Circle is a favorite. Tori Amos was always a favorite of mine, and I just realized that Maynard is actually good friends with Tori Amos, I added a video of a duet with them below, take a listen. I also like Andrea Bocelli, August Rush's Rhapsody, and Damien Rice, The Blowers Daughter. The Video below is my favorite songs from Andrea Bocelli, This is the most beautiful song in the world.. He is amazing. There are a few more videos of live songs I enjoy. Some Tori Amos,Also August Rush, and the movie Closer.Andrea Bocelli Con Te Partiro < .. August's Rhapsody
Damien Rice
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Add to My Profile | More Videos Andrea Bocelli & Sarah Brightman - Con te partiro
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Add to My Profile | More Videos 10,000 Days / Wings For Marie / Viginti Tres Synch
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Movies:

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Television:

I do not watch tv to often, but I like Dexter, Grays Anatomy, and Family Guy. I do not like the news. I tend to watch certain movies over and over such as The Phantom of the Opera, Closer, or Pretty Woman.

Heroes:

My Dad

My Blog

Theres Beauty In The Breakdown

I have been doing a lot of thinking lately. Went through stages it seemed. Anger, sadness, and unknown feelings I called numbness. It was apparent in my mind that everyone around me was criticizing me...
Posted by JAMELLA on Tue, 14 Oct 2008 05:58:00 PST

Never Go To War With Yourself

Why is it that I wake up in the morning and it feels like there is a battle of life to live. I find myself wondering why am I here, how the hell did I get to this point. Everyday is a war within yours...
Posted by JAMELLA on Wed, 08 Oct 2008 03:36:00 PST

I found the secret to life, Everythings okay, when everything is not okay

Why does everything have to be perfect, and everyone makes judgement on your life. I like a little kaos sometimes. Just keep telling yourself everythings okay....
Posted by JAMELLA on Sat, 20 Sep 2008 03:59:00 PST