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I've killed for less...

About Me

I've killed for less...
The Name's Steve
I'D EAT YOU ALIVE
She is my everything... ♥LO♥
I love this girl ridiculous amounts ♥
We sail the seven seas on the good ship scuttlefud. lol
We're better than you and yours!
She's amazing, and you cant compare. so dont try. =]
I'm your dream come true, and your worst nightmare
Wanna know how i'm wired??
I can most likely figure you out within 5 mins of a conversation with you
I have a strong self belief
I long to be understood
I'm all about RESPECT and HONOUR
My mind NEVER quits thinking, sometimes its my saviour, at times, its my downfall
i live for the simple pleasures of life
I have LOVE, LOST and LEARNED
I'm not afraid to bleed for what i believe in
other than that??
I'm a musician
Music is my heart, my soul, my everything.
I have songs for every mood you can imagine and even ones you cant.
I'm a drummer of 10years and quite frankly i'm THE shit at it!
My band "Doubts Cast Shadows" are everything to me.. add them and we'll be best friends forever.
Here's what you can expect from us...
Mines is a jack and coke thanks!
Given half a chance you'll probably like me...if not.. i'll live!
I like modelling part-time.
Poser by name.. poser by nature i guess!
Looking back i remember the big ideas i had for myself as a kid, and how much thats changed these days makes me laugh out loud!
I wouldnt say thats a bad thing... i'd say its growth.. and that i'm a product of my experiences.
So the steve you'll find today is very ego driven and wont be phased by any of day to day life's dramas.
There are those who have seen this and dont like me for it.
There have, and always will be those who talk shit about me.And call me what you like but you wont even register on my radar. you're not worth my time if thats how you play.
It goes back... WAY back!, to that feeling inside, the knowing that you're destined for something more. When the normal and the mundane just dont cut it... i've always stepped out of the box... thats never gonna change.
I've never been one for the "normal life"...
Get the grades, go to uni, get the degree, get the job, get the promotion, get the house, get the car, get the wife, get the kids, get the new more expensive car, and repeat till you lose the will to live and die a hollow husk of your unaccomplished dreams.
FUCK THAT!
I'm going to live life like its my last until i drop dead and you can bet your ass my last words will be "i regret nothing"
I hate my surroundings at times... but it only makes me more determined to get where i want to be.
Life is good right now... and its only getting better.
My Friends are my life and the force that drives me forward. i've had many along the way but i can count the true ones on one hand.
And after reading all that if you still dont like what you've read... then its time to leave.
My recently listened to tracks..

My Interests

Music, Music and More Music!!!

Ultimate fighting and Muay-Thai training.
And those nights of chaos i love so much...

I'd like to meet:

John C McGinley

The Hoff

Music:

All That Remains
Lamb of God
As Blood Runs Black
Doubts Cast Shadows
Dead at the Scene
Lostprophets
Burden of a Day
The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
Chiodos
Darkest Hour
Ensiferum
In Flames
Dragonforce
Norther
Killswitch Engage
Still Remains
Yngwie Malmsteen
And too many more to mention here!

Movies:

Serendipity
American psycho
Airheads
Rockstar
The Rocky Movies
Garden State
Pirates of the caribbean 1&2
Nightmare before christmas
Mean Girls
American Pie Films!
Evil Dead
Just Friends
Loads more!!

Television:

SCRUBS!!!
Frasier
Black Books
Family Guy
American dad
How i met your mother
LOST
Friends

Books:

I am Legend
Z for Zachariah
The Yagakure (book of the samurai)
The unsigned guide! (for all your gigging needs! haha)

Heroes:

Scooby

My brother from another mother!! Known this guy for years and weve had our ups and downs and gotten thru them all tighter than ever!! This guy is family to me!! Always will be! And an AWESOME photographer.
Shogun

Met shogun in hell itself!, we survived it and we're tight as fuck! This guy is a brother till the end!! A total legend! And the hottest rapper on the planet today!!
Jess

My sister from another mister!! Jess is a bit of a legend! Even tho she's busy off her head she still tries to find time to catch up with me.. She's the best sis a guy could hope for! =D

My Blog

New Beginnings...

Its CRAZY!!!   Its unheard of....   Its me again....   But this time.... i have unbeleivable news... CRAZY SHIT!!!   okay.... so for once... get this...   This blog isnt about...
Posted by {+} My Fears Have Become Phobias™ {+} on Wed, 15 Nov 2006 04:53:00 PST

In These Arms...

You want commitment?Take a look into these eyesThey burn with a fire, just for you nowUntil the end of timeI would do anythingId beg, Id steal, Id dieTo have you in these arms tonight Baby I want you,...
Posted by {+} My Fears Have Become Phobias™ {+} on Mon, 24 Apr 2006 02:34:00 PST