Lillian

I am a very odd persone, I know it, Im not going to try to hide it. I do and say ackward things all the time, and usualy walk around red cheeked and regretfull. (there are major chunks of my lifed that I wish I could do over, but I know god will use me and my stupid mistkes). Im a Christian, and have found that my faith has become very important to me over the past few months. at the end of May my life changed in every possible way, so I've had to cling to jesus which I find... well, hard some times, but he's the only way, and is the biggest comfort in my life.I love volunteering, and well Im to afraid to get up infront of my church and sing, I resorted to teaching sunday school, This is my second year. Let just say I am proble the last persone you would imagine teaching Sunday school. I am totaly not perfect, I go drinking on friday nights, and for some reasson seem to attract skezzie people. (did I say I tend to say way more then I should?) Anyway I teach a class of first greaders at 9:00am every sunday morning,(there is not enough coffee in the world, so I depend on the kindness of make up.) In addition my alterego molly (a red hand puppet with a purpel mohawk from hawiia) tells the kids in the 1st through 4th great class about times in her life when she messed up, and how she delt with it.(I did some acting when I was a kid, but this is so far off from anyhting i ever studied or did, its still cool though.)I have not ended it up were I thought I would, but I am were i want to be.I love talking, so please say hi!!Oh by the way My name is realy hayley, I go by lillian- adel online. It was my nana's name, and I dont want to forget it.p.s I love the rain, and cloudy weather, mabey I should live in seattle.