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I am here for Friends

About Me



im stephanie. i could re-write this everyday, but time is limited so ill try to keep it vague. im a freshman at ncsu, i listen to more music than most people. my life has been unique and im grateful for everything. my friends, past and present mean the world to me, and im one of the most optimistic cynics i know. i will talk anyone, myself included in circles, but im also content sitting in silence. im worth getting to know, and thats all there is to know.

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

i love people in general, its a hard life to lead.
friends are always welcomed.
honesty is appreciated.
i wont hate you; this statement has already been tested, so just trust me.
for lack of a better word "real" people intrigue me, so drop the front, and be yourself.

go ahead...

i suggest we make it worthwhile.

My Blog

time passes.

its been a while since ive written one of these. its been a while since ive written much of anything to be honest. my last notebook is barely half full, and the dates are nearly all from last year. ra...
Posted by on Wed, 15 Apr 2009 12:30:00 GMT

not much tact.

but i dont really think honesty requires much tact. so here goes nothing. honesty for the week, ive been crying basically everyday. it hasnt been easy, its not getting any easier. i had to make a real...
Posted by on Tue, 17 Feb 2009 20:42:00 GMT

its time.

in all reality it is far past time. now is the time that things are actually being done though. a lot changed today; its minuscule in relation to the larger world i guess, but for me it was like movin...
Posted by on Thu, 05 Feb 2009 20:01:00 GMT

things have changed,

its a little after four am, and i need to be up at six, but thats not important right now. i need to write this while i can, typos and all.  things are exponentially different. as dumb as it is, a lot...
Posted by on Wed, 28 Jan 2009 01:15:00 GMT

please dont eat the daisies.

the subject is plastered outside a local greenhouse/florist. the very florist from whom we bought my grandfathers funeral arrangements. we moved to liberty to take care of him, one more displacement i...
Posted by on Sat, 24 Jan 2009 18:54:00 GMT

observation

 this was a bulletin, i wanted to remember it, here it is.since my life is on hold for a few bucks.an hour i notice things like this and cant properly translate them, so tell you peoples.scene: qdob...
Posted by on Fri, 16 Jan 2009 18:10:00 GMT

january sixteenth.

basically im just bored, freezing, and procrastinating, so i write here.  my life is much less interesting at the moment, no huge revelations, no monumental efforts to begin life changes, just the dru...
Posted by on Fri, 16 Jan 2009 07:58:00 GMT

my security blanket.

its a little tattered and its definitely worn thin, but the more it wears away, and the cold draft creeps in the more you realize maybe it was only a hindrance in the first place, i mean really...you ...
Posted by on Sun, 11 Jan 2009 19:57:00 GMT

the turn.

anyone who has paid any semblance of attention to my life or me, in the past few months has noticed that things have been a bit off kilter to say the least. im definitely not one to claim that thing...
Posted by on Sat, 10 Jan 2009 10:43:00 GMT

happy holidays.

the holidays, a time of unwavering cheer, good times with friends, and time spent with family. the picture perfect scene in towns across america, not something ive really grown to expect but this year...
Posted by on Sat, 03 Jan 2009 22:25:00 GMT