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I am here for Dating, Friends and Networking

About Me

Really how much can you learn from some self bloated syntax?I cook professionally, I used to run numbers and patterns looking for fraud. I am extreme giving, but even more demanding. I am a paradox, and this isn't ego though I have plenty of that to go around. Even my closest friends have a hard time figuring out what I am going to do next.I am a creature of extreme passions. I don't do thinks half hearted. I jump into them fully and drown in them happily. From my job, to my love life, to my friends, to my music. I am always seeking pleasures, new experiences. Do I scare you yet? Do you want me to?I have an infatuation with Joy division, and even more Ian Curtis.

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

Royce Gracie, Henry Rollins, Anthoney Bordain, Richard Dawkins, Penn Jillette, Gilbert Godfried, Bob Saget.A girl who can sit me down, shut me up, tell me 10 things I don't know and make me laugh and I will follow you on bloody stumps through the blizzards.

My Blog

I want to be adored...

I should be in the shower getting ready but its sooo hot and I am being lazy. I haven't been getting much sleep lately but working a lot of hours.  A lot of friends have been demanding my attention an...
Posted by on Fri, 03 Jul 2009 18:59:00 GMT

ok no mas baca shit kay? Bueno!

This is for all you asshats out there who cant be honest with themselves with what they want. If theres some one your interested in, pursue them. Tell them straight up your interested. If they say the...
Posted by on Thu, 25 Jun 2009 17:19:00 GMT

To the hip hop, hip it to the hip hip hop

Last night I got invited to impromptu birthday party for friend (Lady A). Got there and she was well toasted. We hung out with her and her bff (lady b). Bff thought I was there to get with lady a appa...
Posted by on Tue, 23 Jun 2009 09:50:00 GMT

To much time to think

I been sitting here talking with a friend, reading a web comic. It gave me to much time to ponder how I feel about society, people. If I seem stand offish at the club and you want to talk to me just d...
Posted by on Wed, 17 Jun 2009 06:54:00 GMT

Dont stop, you can sleep when your dead.

I have been going like the fucking energiser bunny all month. Clubs, parties, work, friends, its been almost non stop exept the few hours I get to sleep. Its been fun. I met some great people, some ok...
Posted by on Sat, 13 Jun 2009 16:59:00 GMT

HA! WTF!

I havent been depressed in a week. Not a bit. No thoughts of suicide. Nothing. I had my emotional crash for a day when Jenn and I split but never really hit bottom. Instead I have been about where I a...
Posted by on Mon, 25 May 2009 00:39:00 GMT

Dejection

I really am unsure how to make it through life right now. I am on the edge every morning and wonder how long before I step off. Every thoughts a bullet and every dreams a rope. I hate to scare you my ...
Posted by on Thu, 09 Apr 2009 09:33:00 GMT

A life less ordinary

Not a lot that I am willing to put into the public eye has happened to me lately. Just been working, hanging with Jenn and John. I dont know if people realise I am not attached at the hip to Jenn and ...
Posted by on Thu, 26 Feb 2009 08:21:00 GMT

Ahh neglect the sign of true love

..blank_page........I never post much unless I am an emotional wreck. Tonight I have never slipped into a really bad place, in fact I am doing well for being angry I wasn't able to get outta the house...
Posted by on Fri, 23 Jan 2009 22:19:00 GMT

because phil collins says how I feel better then i can.

You know I never meant to see you again and I only passed by as a friend All this time I stayed out of sight I started wondering why Now I, I wish it would rain down, down on me Yes I wish it w...
Posted by on Sun, 11 Jan 2009 16:11:00 GMT