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I'm looking for someone who will teach me how to live forever as we make love with exploding hearts

About Me

Very empathetic, down-town girl, music in the cracks of the sidewalk, river-lover, tree-lover, punk-lover, often moody, full of laughter, embodying contradiction but open enough to be OK with it,the first to admit my faults but will deny them if you bring them up, either hiding in the corner, watching the people from a poetic eye or standing in the center of the room with loud booming voice. If you live in this area we've met, but I can't remember your name. You may know me as "hey, there's that girl again."
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THE CALI SURVEY..... Just copy and paste/ have fun!.RATHER BE AT THE BAR OR AT A HOUSE PARTY:SKINNY DIPPING OR BATHING SUITE:EXPENSIVE MOTEL ROOM OR CAMPING:3 FAVORITE BANDS:3 FAVORITE SOLO ARTISTS:FINISH THIS SENTENCE- "ONE TIME I LAUGHED SO HARD I:LAST CHILD YOU HUGGED:LAST PERSON YOU HELD:LAST PERSON WHO SAW YOU CRY:LAST PERSON YOU KISSED:LAST PERSON WHO MAKE YOU LAUGH:EVER BEEN WHITE WATER RAFTING?:ENJOY WATCHING 'SEX IN THE CITY'?:COMMERCIALS - MUTE, IGNORE OR WATCH?:NAME A MOVIE THAT CHANGED THE WAY YOU THINK:EVER FALLEN IN LOVE IN LESS THEN A WEEK?:YOUR LONGEST BREAK UP LASTED:EVER BEEN IN AN OPEN RELATIONSHIP?:EVER BROKEN SOMEONES HEART?:IF YOU HAD TO CHOOSE- A VERY PAINFUL RELATIONSHIP OR ONE WITH TOTAL LACK OF PASSION:YOUR THREE FAVORITE MEDICINES:YOUR THREE FAVORITE BEERS:RUM OR VODKA?:SHOTS, MIXERS OR STRAIT FROM THE BOTTLE?:THING YOU'VE CHEERSED TO THE MOST:THREE THINGS YOU LOVE ABOUT SEX:THREE THINGS YOU HATE ABOUT SEX:WHAT DO YOU HOPE FOR IN A SEX PARTNER?:STRANGE PLACE YOU HAD SEX:STRANGE REASON YOU HAD SEX:EVER HAD BREAK UP SEX?:EVER LAUGHED DURING SEX?:CRIED DURING SEX?:SPANK OR BE SPANKED:PIN OR BE PINNED:DO YOU PLAY A MUSICAL INSTRUMENT?:WOULD YOU RATHER BE SINGING ON STAGE, OR IN THE SHOWER?:WOULD YOU PERFORM IN THE STREET FOR TIPS?:RATHER BE DANCING WITH A PARTNER OR ALONE?:EVER BEEN HOMELESS?:EVER SPANGED?{ASKED FOR SPARE CHANGE}:FAVORITE SPANGING LINE YOU'VE HEARD:EVER HAD A FUN TIME UNDER A BRIDGE?:BEST PARTY YOU EVER ATTENDED:IF YOU COULD HAVE ANY JOB WHAT WOULD IT BE?:IF YOU FOUND $300 RIGHT NOW, WHAT WOULD YOU DO WITH IT?"FINISH THIS SENTENCE- "i HAVE GOT TO QUIT:FINISH THIS SENTENCE- "CALI IS SO...

I'd like to meet:

story tellers, witches, wizards, gypsies, talking animals, faeries, circus freaks,clothing junkies, mimes, lovers, aw well, I know you all, my beautiful family

Music:

Caldonia, Caldonia What makes your big head so hard? I love you, I love you just the same I'm crazy about you, baby, 'cause Caldonia is your name You know my mother told me to leave Caldonia alone No kidding, that what she said She said, "Son, the woman ain't no good, leave her alone" But mama didn't know what Caldonia had been putting down So I'm going down to Caldonia's house and ask her just one more time Caldonia, Caldonia What makes your big head so hard? I love you, love you just the same I'm crazy about you, baby, 'cause Caldonia is your name - {BB King}

My Blog

Lost Hope

I had to stretch my hopes like a rubber band to try to get to fertile land but once there I broke my hand as digging into harshest sand of love's forgotten leaving man. There in the desert h...
Posted by child on Sun, 30 Sep 2007 06:43:00 PST

What I Am Learning Now

We have been given this great gift; to create anything we desire but what of us who live with too much pain? Should we sacrafice this gift and become pure offering? Should we move beond the secret to ...
Posted by child on Sun, 30 Sep 2007 04:53:00 PST

Knock Me Out Partner

I got that tingleThe one he was so sadHe could not give to herAnd now I am hereWith all this deep caringThe huge HungerTo reach out and hold himIt is overwhelmingAnd fills and fills and fills meand I ...
Posted by child on Fri, 21 Sep 2007 01:10:00 PST

Alone and fine

I've been just reaching this place in myself where I look at what I have and what I'm doing and feel good. This is the first time I've been here. I like it here. It's not Heven or perfect and I still ...
Posted by child on Mon, 10 Sep 2007 07:05:00 PST

Laying Down

Somewhere between dream and turning over, as in every night of this-girl's-sleep, I reach for the pillow I place on my side and there is a body instead. A warm one. A sweet one. A chewy one. A friendl...
Posted by child on Sat, 18 Aug 2007 11:35:00 PST

I get it now

I was being very childish. If what I want is to be his friend then I just need to put down the heart-pains which I hold so romanticly, poeticly, self-righously. My God, it's not good for anything is i...
Posted by child on Fri, 17 Aug 2007 11:30:00 PST

Going in

I am making it hard for anyone to ever find me, hiding in my comfortable fog of Raideo Head-black eyeliner-day dreamy dimenor. I am lost and found deap within this cacoon of myself. All I can share ar...
Posted by child on Thu, 09 Aug 2007 02:07:00 PST

I am Poison Ivy

I am Poison Ivy. I am Ice Girl. Some sexy super-woman with promises of pure passion but one touch and you will turn to dust. I didn't know. I've been innosent untill now. I can nolonger blame anyone b...
Posted by child on Tue, 07 Aug 2007 01:23:00 PST

still waiting for the day

This morning apon waking, eyes still closed, head still humming with dream, I thought of your bass and missed it.  I would just lay and listen, let those you-defining sounds fill m...
Posted by child on Sun, 05 Aug 2007 06:37:00 PST

Life goes on regardless

So if my river of life is moving forward anyway, it shouldn't be hard to hitch a ride. I just need to take from this experience the humblness without the self-hate, the growth without the clinging&nb...
Posted by child on Fri, 03 Aug 2007 01:43:00 PST