*{[HELEN__x WHEELS]}* - ProfilesArchive

About Me

Sometimes i feel like i'm chasing a ghost and i can't remember what for... When something makes me smile i feel like i am glowing* My heart seems to hold enough love to fill the heavens* Be careful with me for i can be fragile with my feelings* I am starving for knowledge...about most anything *Music is my answer to every symptom *I can be loyal to a fault* Sometimes i soak in the tub for hours on end *I believe the sunshine can heal all wounds* Sometimes i think i was meant to be lost *I adore people-not just the ones i know but the ones i have yet to meet- i thrive on finding love in peoples hearts and bringing it out in them*i wish i could make everyone smile"Maybe some women arent meant to be tamed. Maybe they're supposed to run wild, until they find someone just as wild to run with."

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My Interests

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I MAY HAVE A SOFT HEART- DO NOT TRY TO BREAK ME.THE MORE YOU TRY TO KNOCK ME DOWN THE FURTHER YOU WILL BE DIMINISHED.IF I LET YOU IN,DO NOT TRY TO CHANGE ME.I AM STRONGER THAN YOU THINK.ALTHOUGH I AM NOT PERFECT-MY FAULTS GIVE ME CHARACTER.DO NOT PICK ME APART-EMBRACE MY STRENGTHS.LOVE ME FOR WHO I AM -AND I WILL BLOSSOM.

I'd like to meet:

god...the devil ...not in that particular order.would like to boat with buffet,drink with nicholson,smoke with hunter h.and dance with pacino.i would like everyone in the world to meet my father.he is the ultimate in cool.

Music:

Movies:

TOMBSTONE[x]ONE FLEW OVER THE CUCKOOS NEST[x]TERMS OF ENDEARMENT[x]THE ENGLISH PATIENT[x]REMEMBER THE TITANS[x]FULL METEL JACKET[x]PULP FICTION[x]TOP GUN[x]CRAZY BEAUTIFUL[x]FEAR AND LOATHING

Television:

N.D.FOOTBALL[x]DEXTER[x]SOPRANOS[x]FAMILY GUY[x]CURB YOUR ENTHUSIASM

Books:

BEACH MUSIC[x]THE GREAT SANTINI[x]STRAIGHT UP AND DIRTY[x]FEAR AND LOATHING[x]THE WITCHING HOUR[x]DRY[x]RUNNING WITH SCISSORS[x]JARHEAD[x]A RUMOR OF WAR[x]PRIDE AND PREJUDICE "Pain doesn't travel in straight lines. It circles back around and comes up behind you. It's the circles that kill you."-Pat Conroy

Heroes:

MY FATHER-ALWAYS-THE ONLY HERO FOR ME
I'm tired of you fucking hustlers following me around tapping my phone and over taxing my money you know what a hustler is its a pig that don't fly straight but its ok (its ok) when you finish listening to this tape it'll be the last time you hear a bad guy like me so fuck you cockaroaches sincerely yours the last don

My Blog

The Ex-factor.

So this is life. One step forward Two steps back.I pride myself on being a big strong girl but this is just too much.Therapy.Recovery.Healing.And in one fell swoop it is all crushed out.There is only ...
Posted by *{[HELEN__x WHEELS]}* on Thu, 08 May 2008 11:23:00 PST

Slow Your Roll

Sometimes just a little is more than enough.As humans we tend to strive for everything we desire all at once,are hungers never sated.In my healing I am becoming aware of the negative repercussions tha...
Posted by *{[HELEN__x WHEELS]}* on Tue, 15 Apr 2008 12:02:00 PST

So now we add self-pity to our list of human frailties.

"Wyatt? If youever were my friend, if you ever had eventhe slightest feelin' for me, leave now."I feel you Doc.Being proud sure does sting....
Posted by *{[HELEN__x WHEELS]}* on Mon, 14 Apr 2008 09:57:00 PST

Big ships sailing on the horizon

I’m learning.Such promise in this statement.Such love in my heart in rediscovering myself.My strengths.Learning to build fences-a mighty force.I promise not to lose the core of who I am.I will a...
Posted by *{[HELEN__x WHEELS]}* on Sat, 29 Mar 2008 12:59:00 PST

I would sail the seven seas...

So I saw about 10 minutes of "Failure To Launch" last night and this line really struck a chord in me:"No, you don't love boats. you love the idea of a boat. But the reality is, they're just a drain o...
Posted by *{[HELEN__x WHEELS]}* on Sun, 24 Feb 2008 08:07:00 PST

Existing

I have been a very naughty girl.I make excuses for myself daily.With the efforts of many I feel the pull of people trying to get me out of this Damn hole.Thank you Thank you!I'm working on it the best...
Posted by *{[HELEN__x WHEELS]}* on Mon, 18 Feb 2008 08:56:00 PST

Going "Home"

Ok my fellow friends-Helen is taking her sweet ass to Flarida!Fittinta get down with the Crownmiller litesanddollarsKirThe palmShe crab soup!!!Tattoo Dangood music good friends laughterthose 3 perfect...
Posted by *{[HELEN__x WHEELS]}* on Tue, 29 Jan 2008 07:28:00 PST

On a need to know basis?

OK.If you have a need to know something about me just go ahead and ask.I am not one to be miserly with my life.I have not a thing to hide.Open.Book.In the same way we will never find lifes answer...
Posted by *{[HELEN__x WHEELS]}* on Sat, 12 Jan 2008 09:44:00 PST

Where You Going With That Ass Tough Guy?

I love the people that i work with.I just do. I hate Brit but sho do like that damn song... Gimme more-story of my life. I have to admit- I may actually enjoy this freaky little town tha...
Posted by *{[HELEN__x WHEELS]}* on Wed, 19 Dec 2007 09:41:00 PST

Dashing Through The Snow !

Mother nature can suck a big fat dick...'nuff said.
Posted by *{[HELEN__x WHEELS]}* on Wed, 05 Dec 2007 06:44:00 PST