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......rachel

though hope is frail, it's hard to kill

About Me


If 1999 was the best year of my life thus far, I have to say 2008 has been the toughest. I'm starting a new chapter in my life now... Rediscovering who I am....trying to find that independent girl i knew a while back. I know the things i want out of life and I'm willing to work for them. I know that I deserve to be happy and i'm going to do all I can to make that happen. Through it all I have come to realize a few things....1) I have the most amazing friends and family. There can be none better on the planet. 2)There is a strength within me that I had forgotten. 3)I will never take the happy moments in life and those moments that are filled w/ love for granted again, because they are gone in a flash. 4) Regardless of what the future holds...I will be a better and stronger person in the end.
Help me to remember, Lord, that like the seasons of the year, life brings continuous growth and changes. As long as I remember that, I can look with expectancy to all that lies ahead. I can rest in the assurance that you are in control of the seasons of my life.
Likes
♥Chocolate!!
♥Thunderstorms
♥Wide Open Spaces
♥Cats, Dolphins, and an occassional Dog
♥Pepperoni Pizza
♥Dancing like nobody is watching
♥Spending time with my family
♥Tea
♥Teen Movies
♥Music
♥true honest friendships
♥laughing til my sides hurt
Dislikes
♠Rude People
♠Telemarketers
♠Slow Drivers in the passing lane
♠Snow
♠Mushrooms, Olives, and Spinach
♠Drunk Drivers
♠Fake People
♠spiders
♠traitorous b*%#!*s who act like they care & then stab u in the back lol
♠crying til my head aches
"We yearn for tomorrow and the progress that it represents. but yesterday was once tomorrow, and where was the progress in it? Or, we yearn for yesterday,for what was, or what might have been. but as we are yearning,the present is becoming the past,so the past is nothing but our yearning for second chances." Dean Koontz,Brother Odd
"Although the constant shadow of certain death looms over every day, the pleasures and joys of life can be so fine and deeply affecting that the heart is nearly stilled by astonishment." Dean Koontz, Watchers

My Interests



Well school has started and for me that means summer is over:( It went by TOO FAST. So for the fall...well i'd like to work on dance:) Gotta make it a priority. I'm actually starting Ballroom and want to spend more time improving on ATS. Still haven't painted my room...but i am painting downstairs. Somehow i managed to be picked as "team mom". I'm having a great time helping the other team moms. I'm soooooo not looking forward to winter. But it's coming my way anyway.

I'd like to meet:



Music:

I recieved BEATS ANTIQUE's - COLLIDE and it is now one of my obsessions! Strangely I've developed an obsession w/ Norah Jones. I love her music... you just feel it.

Television:

mostly just house(what a funny guy), sometimes c.s.i ( though it hasn't been that good lately, ooooh and I LOVE grey's anatomy(i'll miss Dr. Burke)

Books:

the vampire chronicles, the mayfair witches,the "Left Behind" series and ANY DEAN KOONTZ books.

Heroes:



My kids are incredible! They are growing up to be amazing adults. I am so blessed.

My Blog

the girl and the boy

so...i had some time to think today...lol...too much of that lately. But today it was a good thing. I talked to a mom i know. we talked about our kids. she's just starting out. mine are almost out of ...
Posted by ......rachel on Sun, 19 Oct 2008 11:31:00 PST

Speeding tickets

So... i got a  speeding ticket on Saturday. I was really bummed. I speed often and understand that there is always the risk of getting a ticket. I also do not wear my seatbelt very often. I know....
Posted by ......rachel on Thu, 21 Aug 2008 09:37:00 PST

my grandma’s funeral

Yesterday i attended my grandmother's funeral. She died very suddenly at the age of 86. Just 10 days away from her 87th birthday. I was not very close to my grandmother, but i know she was a very stro...
Posted by ......rachel on Sat, 06 Oct 2007 12:12:00 PST