Faerie Sarie

'Cause baby you weren't the first, or the last, or the worst...
And that is why, you can't rock my world!
And this story starts with a moment of rebellion...
I know I've been mistaken,
But just give me a break and see the changes that I've made.
I've got some imperfections,
But how can you collect them all and throw them in my face?
But you always find a way to keep me right here waiting.
You always find the words to say to keep me right here waiting.
And if you chose to walk away I'd still be right here waiting.
Searching for the things to say to keep you right here waiting.
I hope you're not intending,
To be so condescending it's as much as i can take.
And you're so independent,
You just refuse to bend, so I keep bending till I break.
But you always find a way to keep me right here waiting.
You always find the words to say to keep me right here waiting.
And if you chose to walk away I'd still be right here waiting.
Searching for the things to say to keep you right here waiting.
I've made a commitment.
I'm willing to bleed for you.
I needed fulfillment.
I found what I need in you...
Why can't you just forgive me?
I don't want to relive all the mistakes I've made along the way.
But I always find a way to keep you right here waiting.
I always find the words to say to keep you right here waiting.
But I always find a way,
To keep you right here waiting.
I always find the words to say to keep you right here waiting.
But you always find a way to keep me right here waiting.
You always find the words to say to keep me right here waiting.
And if I chose to walk away would you still be right here waiting?
Searching for the things to say to keep me right here waiting. .
What you should know about me...
I won't add you. I don't care if you're the greastest band in the world. And do not add me with the intention of telling me how hot I am, and how amazing my breasts are. I don't want your Msn, I don't want to hook up and have sex.
My friends mean the WORLD to me. One especially. She's been here for me throughout all I've been through. She's my true Hero. Slash that. Heroine. ILU, Miss Ro0. As well as another dear friend of mine, Pab. She's my wonderful Lebbina... (don't ask, you'll never know the truth, or understand what it actually is...) And she's stuck by me like No More Nails, through all the boring tedious cry-e sto0f. She rocks my world! Maybe I should have two 'Heroes' sections...
And then you start to realise that it's just a waste of time...
I'm Sara, thanks for coming to view my profile.
I get annoyed easily. I'm extremely pedantic over the smallest things. I won't make a mountain from a molehill, but if something is bothering me, I'll let you know!
I hate these things!
First things first... I wish I was cool...
I like leaves . They're just so beautiful. So simple, delicate. But they possess this 'something' that makes them just so appealing. Like the way they change colour and slowly drift down from the tree on that drafting Autumn wind, that leaves it winding it's way through the streets, in an almost singular ballet performance.
So yes, I like leaves. I don't know why, I just do.
And snow . It has this almost icy fragility about it. So delicate, and gentle. Yet so harsh. But the snowflakes, like leaves, seem to frolic as they fall. Raining down on the barren earth, trees, homes. It seems to be almost impossible to take a clear picture of snow. Like it is a fleeting movement of nature. It cannot be captured.
I dislike winter unless it snows. It's a waste of cold otherwise, I'm hoping we get snow here in wonderful Plymouth sometime this century.
I'm an artiste, of sorts. A part-time one, if there is ever such a thing. I mainly paint faeries these days, and I'm forever looking around at the world for inspiration. I find nature a fantastic help for that. There is so much that can be taken from it, in the aspect of art, I think it's part of the reason I love leaves so much. I also used to sculpt, and have been very much of a modern artist for years. Some of my faerie paintings are in my pictures...
Oh and Christmas. I like Christmas. Not for the presents, but the atmosphere. It's such a pretty and warming feeling. Christmas is ruined these days by all these immaterial people. The kids don't give a damn now as long as they get their PSP's. I'm rambling...
I severely dislike tack, and tacky things. Excess for the point of it being there. I'm by no means a minimalist, I just prefer to keep my life uncluttered, but homely enough. And sluts. Slutty women, another pet hate of mine. What happened to being a lady? And people with little enough self respect, especially women, who just throw themselves at the nearest man, because it's better than being alone. Get clued up!
You should also know that I am totally one hundred percent obsessed with Pirates and Vampyres, and that when I grow up, (which could take a while) I want to become a Vampyre Pirate, and rule the seven seas, with my pillaging, raping, swashbuckling and blood drinking. It's an interesting career choice, I know, but one that I feel represents!
I hate liars, and lying, I detest cheaters. Some days I even hate the world, but that's ok, it gives me reason to!
I'm a student at the moment, but I've left uni for a while, and I'm going to start an Open University course for a while. My past views were that uni was a waste of valuable sleeping time, but I have come to realise now that it is actually something I'd like to acheive in my life, to have a degree. I just need to do a few things before I go back to uni.
I was studying Psychology, Criminology and Criminal Justice, and they're amazingly interesting and intriguing subjects (apart from the stats module of Psychology!) and I intend on going back and studying at least one of them again.
I couldn't really describe myself as fitting any genre. I'm too weird for that. I have my 'goth' days, but they don't seem to come around as often as previously, which to be honest, totally sucks! And also, you guys need to believe that it's a state of mind, not a fashion statement! And I don't always wear just black, sometimes I wear white!
But I am totally mad/mental. I have the most awfully dry/just awful sarcastic sense of humour, which I love to practise on people, and I can turn into a complete cowbag in a milisecond. But I tend not to!
I have green eyes, and I'd say I'm tall for a gurl, being about 5'9, I think, although my housemates call me 'Shorty'. Damn guys! Uhm, curvaceous would be the best way to describe my figure, although if I were to ask the guys, they would tell me to say I have 'huge breasts and an ass to match'!!! But that's enough about me!