i want to go home.

Part of it all is knowing when to admit defeat, when to drop your weapon and surrender yourself to the forces of consequence. A punishment for trying too hard, or not trying at all; for giving in too easily, or standing defiant; for giving in to fatigue, or resisiting the inevitable. You will suffer, we promise you this, if nothing else. In this vicious circle you will buckle and you will collapse, if not by the nature of your environment, then by your own weakness. And if you run, we will hunt you down. Don't you dare reach out for something or someone to grasp onto- ten lashes if you do. And don't you dare gasp for breath as we choke the life out of you- your lungs will be punctured if you do. This is all a game, and believe us when we say, you will lose. And if your wide brown eyes search the room furiously for a last resort, to send out an S.O.S to anybody who will listen, they will be gouged out like oedipus. So put your hands where we can see them and don't make any sudden moves. Drop to the ground and surrender, and when you're kissing the pavement- we will be singing out, "we told you so!"aim- gveMEbckmyHEART